Sparkles on liquid
Careless *** on the warm beach
his cool eyes iced mine

you can not confess what I have already drawn in words
you can not feel what I have inscripted on my soul
transferred into these pixels of light and dark.
they are not your notions they are mine
they bleed my name
and seep my ssoul.
and when you deconstruct them
and pile them up in a different order,
you can not erase me and call them your own mine
when my heart notes are stolen they call to me
and wish themselves home to me
and you who have stolen what can not be yours
will ever know that sprite of inspiration
shared generously with you is not yours
do not confuse it with intellect they are the seals on my soul
do what you will with them, but they are my heart scrolls
when heart notes are stolen they aren't like real kisses
deep and from your soul,
they are forced and devoid of meaning, with only superficial gain.
I want them all back under my breast back to their home,
each and every one under my heart felt seal of pain.

FOLDER: CUNTISM
RelentlessRelentless ******* *******

excuses of crap wrapped in more *******

Your false concern sets me up for the fall

holier than thou **** stains on your chin

keep your twisted mind away from me

you stupid ******* crud.

you don't make me well

Whose heart  asphyxiated and bled

whose mind twisted for comfort instead?

sick fool take your putrid ****

I pass

Im so full I'm aching

Was burtsing with pain for ages

this chill came from the bitter pill

I've chosen

the hostage in these pages

numb well past the pain inflicted

by a toddling tyrant

gone deep Inside myself.

Not coming out till your gone

it is done.

Strained,

I'm through

leave my bits to the side,

I'll pick them up later.

strange tides bring me here to this old place

long chained thoughts still bring me back  into your dark spaces

tiny places in my cold heart still beating with your traces


light feathery touches brush my soul

a soul song calls upon the winds pulling us near wherever

tiny etherial love threads still tangle us together


the wide sea of longing hides my hopes

I lay upon a rock in the calm of the dead sea praying

tiny glimpses of faith hold my love devoutly unswaying


bring yourself home to me my soul love

let death win as we shall when our hearts an souls from sheaths will rise

let us claim what this world will despise, love eternal, our greatest prize.

magnificence was never a trait of mine

thats why i always wanted to be near yours



the sun scrawls out fingers of light on your crown

The birds sing of love whe youre around

and it fills my heart with longing

how many others open their doors to your glory

and which if ever will you walk through?

my archway lays bare

all my hopes and despairs lace the floor,

curl your soul around me

and lay upon my heart

pick the beat you want,

every one is yours

and with it hope endures.