not happy nor am I sad
I'm just here, I just breath air
nothing to concern yourself about, nothing for you to care
I'm just here, really I'm just stuck
and I don't wanna be here
let me be honest the only reason I'm here is guilt
Guilt of leaving, guilt of making them sad
I am not happy don't think I'm sad either
I'm just in the middle
I am numb

In the stillness of the dark
I sit,
And outside my window
The night holds many possibilities.
People move within the shadows
Barely visible to the naked eye
Living shadow lives alongside my own.

Do we dream together?
And will love survive death?

I see you
In different times
Living different lives
And myself as a shadow
Living my own shadow life.