To Mr Gary Matthew-
On and on hours roll,
We bring faith and hope
to your young soul.
Gary Matthew we love you.

This tragedy takes its toll,
Ever so slow the clock seems to go,
As we sit just down this hall.
Gary Matthew we love you.

Feel our love surround your room?
Each heart that has met yours,
Each bond will bloom.
Gary Matthew we love you.  

You are a special man brother,
Prayer and kind wishes working hard.
Strongest of all of course is our mother.
Gary Matthew we love you

How I got you..?
I'll never know

I'm gracious of your love
but seems like its that I cant give enough of

You've seen me at my best and delt with my worst
its with you I want to build a nest, you are who took my heart and nursed

There's no limit for appreciation for you
I only wish you'd see it too

All I can give is all I can do
please understand I cannot let go of you

I most often feel like a shadow amongst people
unseen, unheard
both bending and blending
To just be

Not a soul cares about this shadow
so contorted and strange
its become unrecognizable
but it is only me

This shadow must break free

Tears roll
  I ain't no stone
tears whose only smile
  is a rock n roll ringtone

If all you wanted was a miracle
  to finally make Yur life full
then just have another beer
and you'll end up here

broken
  again
**** beyond broken this time
  (stare if you dare into within the hole)
all that's whole is your rhyme

(I assume you realize,
  you're somehow aware,
     that the hole unwhole is my soul)

Or maybe mayhap perhaps its my heart
  I done been infused with the confuse
    since the break apart start

lying about not dying
  when all that's true
    is all about You
and crying
and why'ing

cuz we were the miracle
  we were a forever full
forever is a lifetime and then many more
  which tweren't enough for all we had in store

everything the song could sing
  of all we could need or desire
love hope strength fuel for the fire
  that was what disappeared into instant nothing

will it always haunt me??
how can she not want me??
hearse curse
  never worse
hope??
happy??
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I've come so far
I've made my way
We head out to the car
On this cold 6th day

Thanksgiving was tasty
Wow what a bird
But this trip was so hasty
Though laughter I heard

I had fun with the pups
And when we all played
And enjoyed clinking cups
What a ruckus we made

So much more to say
I don't want to part
How I wish I could stay
But all these memories I'll keep in my heart

By: Karysa Lofgren
Dedicated: the Family