i call you the rain

i always get caught in the rain

i always get caught by you

i always forget to bring along an umbrella

to shelter me

to protect me from you

i am very stubborn

i do not dry myself up after being drenched from the rain

i let it stick on me

i like how cold and shivering it gets

i like the feeling

but being wet for too long from the rain always makes me sick

i will have flu and a fever

you make me sick

mom will warn me repeatedly

"take a shower!"

but i never do

i like the feeling

i like getting soaked

fresh and free of problems

you drain it away

i want it to rain everyday

i could get caught by you

you could wash my problems away

but it is impossible

the sun makes sure your traces are gone

i forget what we had together

even when i don’t want to

now and then

even when i had forgotten about you

you always appear unexpectedly

the feelings

you are the rain

"i want your face"


"you want my face, but would you want my soul?
for it is most rotten, blemished, ugly

dear friend, this 'face' that we're blessed with
is an illusion, only temporal
while the soul within our hearts are eternal

and we do have a choice in choosing our forever"

let my spirit enliven today
let it come out of the dark
let it feel light and gay
and have that lively spark

let my spirit awaken today
let it forget the past and all that is wasteful
let it neither think of future in dismay
and learn to make its present purely beautiful.