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Jul 2020 · 84
Sleepless night
sunflower Jul 2020
The last time the dawn pierced light to my sleepless night
I remember we were talking and laughting so hard,
That’s how I know this wasn’t suposed to end in a fight..
And it’s probably why remembering is the hardest part..

We were so caught up in what seemed to be an endless call
That we just forgot about everything, the world was suddenly so small..

You just can’t imagine how I miss that right now
That friendship, that connection we had..especially when i’m feeling down

It can actually seem funny how I stand here alone
Wanting to bo back to a connection that is now so far gone..

We weren’t even flirting then, we just were good friends
But you know they say there’s only few ways this ends.

And even though I remember promising myself not to..
I can’ t help but wonder how you now make it seem so simple to you..

I’ m only left with the hope you’ re doing at least great
And wish you remember that I wasn’t just a lover, but also a friend
Jul 2020 · 87
If soulmates do exist..
sunflower Jul 2020
I have to confess, i have never truly belived in soulmates..
I never thought someone could be so understanding, so carefull, so kind, and so effortlessly perfect for me as they said a soulmate would be..
I honestly still don’t truly find that possible.
But God.. if soulmates do exist,
I’m pretty sure I wasted my chance,
‘cause if they do, you were the closest match to a soulmate that I could ever get.
And ****.. it was hella close.
Jan 2019 · 318
Sweet, wicked love
sunflower Jan 2019
You are my sweet sin, my only demon
And when I think about you,
There is no escape, no way back,
Loving you is like drowning peacefully in the dark
Because our love is reckless, but it’s real too
And if it’s real, it has to bring a little chaos
It has to give a thrill that you’ve never met
And it will certainly bring a happiness
That you’ve never experienced before
And probably, will never experience with somebody else..
* 29.09.2018 ***
Jan 2019 · 255
December
sunflower Jan 2019
Just now, I  realised that I will never..
Get enouh of you..
I simply can’t get tired ..
Of your charming smile, or laugh,
Or of your silly jokes, or messy hair,
Or of your temper or your moods
Or of the way you call me beautiful..
Losing you would be terribile
Probably the greatest tragedy of all..
Jan 2019 · 189
To God and back..
sunflower Jan 2019
Because every time i look at you
you look like everything
and anything that i could ever
even begin to love
over and over
and over
and even far beyond that.
To God and back
a thousand times
and probably
a thousand more after

— The End —