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summer Apr 2016
I knew it,
All along,
That you never truly loved me,
For me.

You only ever used me,
For want you wanted,
The chucked me away,
And abused me.

You wanted me,
Once maybe,
For me,
My personality.

You wanted me,
To use me,
**** me,
And abuse me.

That’s all I am to you,
All old ***** rag,
Used when needed,
Then chucked away in a dark corner.

And I believed you,
Your words,
Your whispers,
When you said you loved me.

Just another pawn in your game,
Another ******* your list,
I will always be,
Just another girl to you.

I knew it,
The whole time,
That you never truly loved me,
And I loved you anyway.
summer Apr 2016
She just wants to be happy,
Is that too much to ask for?
A little sliver of happiness,
In her world of pain.
Darkness,
Is her friend with no name.


She just wants the pain to end,
Just for once.
Remembers when she was little,
How naïve she was.
How pure,
And innocent just because.


She needs this,
The only thing she has ever asked for.
She needs this,
Before she hits the wall.
Before her road ends,
Before her parents get the call.


She just wants to be happy,
For a short time.
To take her mind away from reality,
To think about something other than the pain
She just wants to be happy,
And not to feel insane.
summer Apr 2016
where
are
you?

your
touch.

your
warmth.

your
smile.

your
voice.

where
are
you?

your
being?

your
truth.

your
lies.

your
eyes.

where
are
you?

near
a
place
too
far
from
home.
summer Apr 2016
your
voice,
not
too
far.

i
can
remember
your
smile.

your
smell.

how
beautiful
you
look
in
the
morning.

i
f­ound
you.

close
to
home.

i
found
you.

in
a
bed
of
lies.

i
fou­nd
you.

your
smile.

your
eyes.

your
truth.

your
lies.

i
foun­d
you.

in
a
corner,
all
alone.
summer Apr 2016
i watched you,
walk away,
from everything
you had.

her love,
her trust,
her warmth,
her loyalty.

i watched her face,
the different emotions,
from the words you are saying to her,
distant.

she did nothing,
to deserve this,
she truely loved you,
with everything.

physically,
you wanted you,
mentally,
she needed you.

i watched,
walk away,
from her life,
because of a lie.

you deny it,
deny it to yourself,
she is the only one broken hearted,
she is the only one who cared.

lie,
that's why,
you had to walk away,
because lie.

you loved her,
more than anything,
more than words could explain,
more than you could ever tell her.

so you walked away,
away from her,
because you could never admit to yourself,
you loved her.

you left her,
broke her,
broke promises,
and shattered two hearts for the price of one.

her heart,
will heal,
eventually,
she will love again slowly.

your heart,
will never heal,
will always want her and won't let go,
let go of her.
summer Apr 2016
I have seen the way you have been looking at me,
with desire and craze.

The way you have stood way too close for comfort,
your keep looking at me, quit it.

I noticed when we first met,
how you kept looking at me differently.

I know you like me,
it is soo ******* obvious.

I know you like me,
but i don't like you.

You know who i like,
and you use him against me.

Tell me a ******* lie,
please do, just to waste my ******* time.

Tell me a ******* lie,
and manipulate me to believe you.

Tell me a ******* lie,
about him.

Make him the bad guy,
make him say i'm the ****.

That i am the desperate one,
not you, the dead-beat one.

Tell me a ******* lie,
and expect me to be happy when i find out the truth.

You lied to me,
to get closer to me.

Lucky, i didn't trust you,
i'm not that ******* easy.

"He called you a ****,"
***** please.

You swore on your life you weren't lying,
well guess you just dead to me now.

Because you swore,
you swore on your ******* life.

Hope you have a nice life,
filled with lies and regrets.

Because you don't deserve me,
and i don't deserve to be treated this way.

Good-bye,
your ******* dead to me.
******* and your ******* nonsense.
i am over it.
over your lies,
over all of it.
I am over you!
  Apr 2016 summer
Hadrian Veska
I know nothing
But it doesn't know me
I'm trapped in a room
Waiting to be set free

There are no windows
Yet also no walls
I'd walk beyond it
But then I'd fall

There's but one door
And it's behind me
Yet when I turn around
There's nothing to see

I'm trapped in here
With no bars or chain
But if I stay long enough
There might be some gain
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