I wake up early in the morning
to make me perfect
eye liner with the beautiful shape
To catch my loved one and save
with red and glittering lips
Want to love with the kiss
Make my hair curly and shining
So that he could take time to arrange it

I look so happy in my mirror
My cheeks glow turn into pink  
Polish my nail to touch him softly
have a high hills to walk slowly

I saw him at a garden
the greenery can't impress me
when he appears
Ohh my god, I cant see this
my liner starts flowing with my tears
my lips start crying
ohh poor my soft hands
Just use to close my mouth

How can I watch him in her arm
Cant make it lose from my hand
I don't need my beauty any more
I don't need to make it more
I don't want to see him anymore
I don't need him anymore

Am I missing something beautiful?
Or this is the most exquisite one that I might lose?

should I wait for better?
Or this is the heavenly best  one?

Should I be more confuse
or can make this good the best one?

If you cant feel my pain
who will be the one to reduce that?
If you cant make me better
who will think good about me?
If you don want me to take rest
Who will be there to care me?

I am now confused if I am the one
who expect more ..
Or is that you who don't know
what should have been done?

I am now cant think others to do more
If I cant get more from you
I cant complain them for bitterness
If you cant be sweet with me

I would have never expect that from you
If I haven't thought you as my own

Don't worry I am not feeling miserable this time
Of course you prevail for making your arrogance
You shouldn't worry  as it won’t hurt me
Yeah you got me right; I don’t have pain in my heart
No weeps can take my grief this time
You throw wind for me, but that won’t ******* now
I am not a trivial and frail as before
Yeah You are correct; I am now tough this time

His innocent eyes full of questions
looking my face, shaking his voice
Worried about the future and fare of losing
Asked me a question
You are cold as a rain and
I am hot as a sun
Can we be happy together?

I hold his hand, making him secure
Looking at outside
Making him smile
See its raining and sun is shining
Together they make beautiful rainbow
And believe me dear its perfect

I close my eyes, He Kissed my lips
We are together and its perfect
:)

Yeah you are right, I should have forget them
Is there any reason to remembering them?
What if they had helped me?
What if they are only who are with me in my loneliness
What if they give me strength to tackle the problem?
I should have forget them now
Now I don’t need them as I have you
Now I should remove their name from my mind
What if I have lots of good memory with them?
We cried, we fought, we laughed and we danced
No matter now, I should be only with you
No matter if I want to laugh with them
I should be happy only with you
I should now forget these reminiscences
I should not be with them to help as they do
I should have forget them
And I am glad that I turned myself into selfish gal now
AND
Thanks for making me selfish …….
:( :(