To lovers Who could just love


To you, full of love
Your heart might not be the warmest of all
And your heart may not have purest of love
But you loved with what you own
And not being enough, you may have bought some more

And to you, with heart that could only love
Be not feel lost in inexpressible or unattainable
For you have done with your heart
What it can do the best
Be it moon or with stars you never missed one name

For heart left forlorn, never feel alone
for every stars that falls the night you stare at sky
Someone on knees just rose up from lost memories
be it the rivers that run alone
or the butterflies that dies in heaven
they have once been the heart lost on love

the pine trees staring at its love
loses it love with as its fruit falls
the lamp oiled with love, cannot burn forever
forever might be too long for everyone
but the heart who loved
and could only love ...
such is the beauty you hold
like lost ghost in the town of humans
Such is your fate for noone can choose what you own
the heart that could only love

In darkness, you prevail

Tripsy illusions caress sweet lies
Fondled by night, smile my eyes
Cannot beg you more than a touch
The gravity of moon is not enough
How shall I fly, How do I rise
Ghostly allusions feeds me surprise
Crippling occasions haunts me
Why shan't it, tranquil havoc thee
With your incomplete memories
Anxiety hovers over my skies
As dark gets thicker by every moment
cover me warm, another longing thus spent


sun shines beyond the cloud
at night its different story though

जीवन- जसरी म सोच्ने गर्दछु
म आफू मात्र समेतिन्छु।
ऐक्लै एकान्तमा रमाउदछु।
साच्दछु माया केवल आफ्नो
,आफ्नै निम्ति ।
अनि मित्रता गास्न म आफै भित्र
गुहार्छु आफैलाई
जीवन - जसरी म बाच्न चहान्छु
म मौनतामा संवाद गर्न चहान्छु
मग्न भइ तारा र जुनमा भुल्न चहान्छु
म यसरी हराउँदछु, म छु म मात्र।

तिमी कसरी फूल्यौ ? कहाँबाट-
लाली छर्दै उदायौ?
आफू भित्र रमाउँदा रमाउदै
तिमी भित्र हराए॥
म बाच्न किन तिमी खोच्न थाले?

Devoid of further desires
We melted together and
in spirals we connected
swirling swiftly up and above
getting connected with what we always
sought for - heaven as being said
we stirred each other with
love and with flavour of vacuum
we mixed, we blended
we turned to stardust slowly
with every passing seconds
I held you; you held me. tighter!
It was a moment for-ever
We - still smile when we
recall our first kiss
Everything ended there
And everything began.
Do you remember how 'it' began?

I waft through solids
I cling to the non existent
I creak and croak as I rotate
I beep as I sling
I am running straight in spirals
Nothing is ever same
But I am. I am same with all the noises
The noise of valley, and misty entropy
Here,carried along with dusty nebula
Nothing ever seems same. But I am.
I exist forever same with incoherent drift.

I was so sure of she being Jasmine.
Whereas in her soul, she was a dandelion.
And today I sit here watching, her flight.
And today I sit here inspired, by her flight

The lady dandelion on the flight,
flying across the oceans and height
granting wishes with warmth and grace
was I just a fool trying to hold to her pace?

तेज सडकमा कुदिरहेको छु
यत्रतत्र छरप्रस्त लासहरु छरिएको म देख्छु
यहाँ कुकुरहरु मरिरहेका छन्

कुकुरको लासको के मोल?
तिमी सोधौला मलाई
मलाई नसोध, समय बिती रहेछ
मोल गरिहाल,लासको लिलामी चलिरहेछ
यहाँ कुकुरहरु मरिरहेका छन्

दाहसंस्कारको संस्कार छोड अब
कुहिएको लासकै भाउ बढिरहेछ
त्यो दुर्गन्धले व्यापार फस्टाइरहेछ
भुक्नेको खर्च जोगिरहेछ
जता ततै लास बिकीरहेको छ यहाँ
यहाँ कुकुर हरु मरिरहेका छन्

घाँसको कुरा नगर तिमी
भोलीको लागि नकुर तिमी
अरे! भेडा पनि मास मै रमाइरहेका छन्
यहाँ कुकुरहरु मरिरहेका छन्

सासलाई लासलाई घेरिरहेछ
यो चिहानमा जिन्दगी मेटिदैछ
न यहाँ कोहि जिउदोँ छ
न कोहि यहाँ बाचिरहेछ
केवल लास छ, लासै लास छ
यहाँ कुकुरहरु मरिरहेका छन्

यो चिहान रमाइलो छ
मरणमा नै जीवन रमाइरहेछ