Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
157 · Nov 2017
Blind
The eyes are useless when the mind is blind.
156 · Aug 2019
Its okay
Its okay to struggle and cry
But a better tomorrow is a day away.
Mental health is something that is really close to me heart
#better #cry #mental health
155 · Jun 2020
No shame
You can lock yourself away,
Pretend that everything is fine
Bury your head in the sand
While a acting as of nothing
Really matters anymore
I have been down the same road
I have learn from experience
That hiding does nothing
The problem still testers and grows
The depression get worse by the day
You can run if you like but just know
This you will be running forever
Push everyone away if you want
I will always be the villain in your
Story but just know that hiding
Achieves nothing
There's no shame in saying I
Need help.
This came from an heated conversation I had with my sister in trying to make her see that hiding and running away everytime something gets hard doesn't solve anything
Your like a wrong answer that i
Keep finding over and over.
Theres always that one person who always thinks they know better when they are wrong
154 · Nov 2017
Behind the stars
Not easy to find forgotten dreams.
Remembering happy days.
Missing the conversations we had.
Wishing time could be turn back.
Feeling more lost and alone.
Worlds apart.
Gazing up at the stars.
Knowing that you are behind them.
Looking down on me from heaven.
154 · Mar 2020
That dark moment
Suffocating long days and cold nights.
I can't think I can't breath
They didn't understand that I wasn't waving I was Drowning fighting
To keep my head above the water
But still they thought i was waving
What If I just stop fighting and dream
Would be now be a good time to close
My eyes and never get up.
#suffocating #get #eyes #never #time
154 · May 2019
Why am I wrong
I am not wrong for not believing the
Same thing as you.
We see the world in a different way.
This poem isn't about you.

I am wrong for being real and not hiding behind a lying mask.
You know what I am broken and
In a dark place.

You look at me with shameful eyes.
Do you think I wanted this.
Do you think I wanted to be battle with anxiety and depression.

I doubt everything you said
Because it is as fake as you.
#fake #mask #lies
153 · Jul 2019
Dreams
My head is always in the clouds
Lost in day dreams.
Escaping the black and white reality
That I know so well.
Sometimes a day dream can bring you
That much needed chill out time
That is truly your own.
153 · Jun 2020
My big heart
I stick my foot in it so many times.
I sometimes speak before I think.
I sometimes make mistakes.
Make the wrong call.
Mistake a male poet for a woman
Laying in bed dying with embrassment.
Just know that my heart is in
The right place.
I wrote this after having one of those days where you just get everything wrong
152 · Jul 2019
Am I wrong
Is it wrong to be inspired by anything
That makes you write better.
Is it wrong to try and write something
Better.
I wrote this because I posted a poem that was my own and someone thought it wasn't my own work when it was my own now it's got me wondering is wrong to take inspiration from anything now
152 · Jan 2020
A lost peace
A cozy bed I don't want to leave.
Enjoying the last half an hour of peace.

Before the message come flooding In
Already wanting the day to be over.


Watching as the clock ticks feeling as if each tick gets louder.

Why can't I just stay in this cozy bed
Wrapped up in his arms.

But no that kind of peace never does last.
152 · Feb 2019
Don't be scared.
Love not hate.
Be happy don't worry.
Enjoy the moment.
Don't be scared to dream.
152 · Apr 2018
lost it all
Crashing waves.
Skimming stones.
Broken hearts.
Shattered dreams.
Lost words.
Silent tears.
Gained nothing
Lost everything.
This poem came to me while I was on the beach sometimes you can go from having everything to lost everything you ever loved
151 · Jul 2019
Happy ending
It will hurt to say goodbye but
In the end it's for the best.
All good things must come to an end
Even you and me.
Go and forget me forever I hope
You find your happy ending.
Sometimes when you can't save a friendship or a relationship there's only one thing you can do for me i love both in one day
#happy #forget #forever
150 · Jan 2020
Your favourite slave.
Soft wild whispers, Salacious thoughts
That fills every last inch of my mind.
Every touch sets my soul on fire.
Each kiss feels as if it was my first kiss.
My heart flutters my head spins.
Is this love? Or just an infatuation?.
You walk out of the sea your wet flawless skin, glistens in the sun.
Writing a message to you that never gets sent in the end.
Loathing myself for these feelings of a burning desire.
You had to keep the fire burning in me.
Sleepless nights tormented dreams, needing to get your face out of my mind.
Wrapped in chains a slave to your love, that please you.
Kept in a cold silence you didn't say I couldn't love you, or I shouldn't love you at all.
I am nothing more than your favourite slave.
149 · Apr 2019
A world of my own
In my dreams.
I'm somewhere that I can't be found,
Laying in the strongest arms where nothing can touch me.
Feeling the softest touch tasting the
Sweetest kisses.
Living in a day that can never die,
Staring into eyes thats as deep as
The ocean.
Lost in a world that is truly my own.
149 · Oct 2017
Lost chances
Angry words exchanged like gun fire. stories made lies told the truth twisted. Tears falling like a rain that never ends.

Watching as life falls apart can't go back to the way things use to be. Death calls a life is taking to early. Now nothing can ever be the same.

Laying awake in the darkness of night. Thinking about the prices paid. A life lost and a heart shatter forever more.

Couldn't say good bye.
Never had the chance to say it.
148 · Feb 2020
No longer hiding
Why.
Must I hide my sensuality
When it's a beautiful thing
I watch your eyes roll
But you still have no answer for me
I wrote this because I feel like sensuality is something that some people don't like to talk about it and they think it should be hidden
148 · May 2020
You will remember me
As things fall
Apart you
Will remember how
I was the glue
That held everything
Together.
#glue #remember #together
A cry for help not heard.
I wish I could have stopped you
From hurting yourself.
I wish I could heal the cuts and make
Them go away.
#mentalhealthawareness #cry #help #should #
148 · Nov 2017
we'll remember
Fallen poppies a moment to remember.
Sacrifices made life's given and lost.
For our today they gave their tomorrow.
As we grow old and time passes by.
We'll remember what they did for us.
I wrote this for remembrance Sunday and for all the life's lost in army.
147 · Aug 2019
Please listen
How i do make you see that this is
Not what i want.
Trying to make you listen is like
Trying to make the blind see.
I wrote this because me and brother never
See eye to eye on anything
#blind #trying #listen
147 · Feb 2018
your the words
You are
The pain I won't remember.
The memory I'll forget.
The demon that made me strong.
The words that made This a poem.
I wrote this because we all have faced a demon in our life's that has made us stronger and become a better person.
146 · Nov 2018
the things i long for
I want to trust.
But I can't.

I want believe.
But I don't.

I want the truth.
But I am scared of it.

I want to love.
But I don't know how.
146 · Oct 2017
no sister of mine
Can't imagine you care about the life's you ruin over the years.

Can't imagine you think about the families you broke up.

Can't imagine how you look in the mirror and love what you see.

Can imagine how it feels to be as two faced as a coin.

Can imagine how you could bully me day and night.

No sister of mine more like a jealous cold hearted *****.
I wrote this because my bully wasn't in school my bully was at home and that was sister. This was my way of fighting back and letting go of the pain.
146 · Mar 2020
A highway to any where
A silent misery sitting in a golden cage.
Watching the day's passing by
My heart feels like an over flowing astray
Listening to another dead man's tale
Dreaming of the moment where I can
Get on that highway to tomorrow
Leaving this day behind.
These where from some writing prompts I have been using
145 · Nov 2017
Why?
Hidden secrets.
Masks wore hiding two faces.
Acts put on the show has started.
The stories and lies get bigger.
Skeletons in the closet.
Why hide the past?.
Everyone has one good or bad.
144 · Apr 2018
scars
The cruel words still hurt.
The thoughts won't go away.
The scars won't heal anymore.
It maybe the past to you.
But the pain never dies.
I wrote this about a bully that I confronted and to them it was in the past but sometimes that pain never does leave you and leaves a mental scar behind
144 · May 2019
Fake faces.
I have never been a Saint or angel.
I have made mistakes.
Watched the snakes tell there lies.
I don't believe the same as you.

I stopped going to chruch I couldn't
See all the fake faces.
Have them preaching at me.
Telling me I am wrong.

Wrong because I don't believe the same as them.
Wrong because I can confess my sins
And not cover them up.

I didn't stop believing I just open
My eyes to the fake face and smiles.
#fakefaces #smiles #open #eyes
144 · Jul 2018
the heart
How can anyone promise forever?,
When love can change without warning.
The heart is a fragile thing.
144 · Jul 2019
Anxiety is real
The night scares me because I know
The anxious thoughts are waiting.
Waking up in a cold sweat crying.
The screams still haunt me.

Wishing that I could get out of the
Dark maze that's my mind.
If the doctor has a pill for long lasting happiness I would take it.

Everyone tells me your not meant to
Feel this at all and anxiety isn't real.
This is why I write in my notebook and don't talk to you at all.

Anxiety ruins your life come live in my head and then tell me it's not real.
I hate when people say anxiety isn't real some people in my family tell me it's not real, that hurts me because it's something that has robbed many years from my life and this is why I Bury thing in things poetry.
143 · Dec 2018
Old songs
The songs brown sugar red wine
And don't worry be happy.
Always me smile I remember how much
You didn't like they songs.

I will always love you think twice and
When will I see you again always
Made you cry.

There's been so many songs over the years
Almost to many to name.
But one song always stands out.

Alan Jackson's remember when
Has become the song that make me cry.
Some songs have the power to make you smile laugh and dance some songs make you cry
143 · Dec 2017
words
Do?
My words sound like a rant.
Are my words too real.
Are my words not real enough.
I just write what ever comes into my head this is my first poem of the day.
143 · Sep 2019
I will be free
A stole a childhood a lost teenage
Youth a past I can't change.
You made me scared of everything
I felt angry and guilty for years.
I will not give you one more day of my
Life or space in my head.
Your words might still haunt me but
You never changed me.
Some day I will be free but I won't carry this hate anymore.
For a long time I carried a lot of hate around with me for year after my dad emotionally and physically abusing me.
I decided not to let him get have anymore of my time or the space in my head.
142 · Aug 2019
When night comes
Everything seems to catch me in
The darkness of the night.
Counting stars until i fall alseep
While my mind trys to stop.
Staring at the moon lost in a crowd
Of thoughts and feelings.
Night doesn't always bring me comfort or rest.
Most things catch me at night
Morning brings me more freedom.
#night #feeling #comfort #crowd #feelings #thoughts
142 · Jun 2020
Hearts and minds
It all started with red wine kisses
Tantalising touches,
Soft whispers dreams shared,
Memories made.
Now those memories lay scattered on
The floor along with the heart you broken.
#heart #memories
142 · Mar 2020
Trying not to drown
I am trying.
To keep my head above the water
But there's always something
That wants to me pull me under.
Living with a mental illness is not easy because it feels like that a battle you can't win.

#try #keep #head
My heart is full of deep bleeding
Wounds thats keep bleeding.
Every mistake ever made is put on
Replay so i don't forget them.
Turn the other cheek but to be honest
I am getting tried of doing that.
I love to escape into dreams where i
Am so far away from the pain.
My happiest smile hides all ugly hurtful things said to me.
Sometimes i wish someone would just
Come and take me to a better life.
Because my eyes sting from all the tears i have cried.
Even as i write these words tears roll
Down cheeks.
Sometimes it family that can cut you must worse than anything else
#tears #broken #heart
142 · Feb 2020
Watching stars fall
I watched.
Stars fall into the sea
Kicking the demons off my heals
Kissing angels
Staining their wings shaking off
These heavy chains
I met a tanned beauty with perfect
white teeth who said all the
Right things
Darkness falls he calls me to his bad
Touching the broken parts of me no one wanted
He saw into the depths of my soul
It didn't matter if he was an
Angel or demon he
Make feel like queen.
#stars #fall #queen #demons #chains
142 · Jul 2020
Every road
Don't tell anyone but....
But I can't not hold back the gates
Of my heart any longer.
His sweet honey voice calls to me.

The war within rages like a forest fire.
His sparkling blue eyes.
The roundness of hips lured me
Into another world.

My racing heartbeat shook my core.
Stealing the breathe from my lips.
He calls me into the midnight darkness
To dance.

I can't work out how he does it
But every road taken leads me to him.
Love doesn't always come with a reason or why it's a spell woven of its own.
141 · Aug 2019
What hurts me more
I don't need a facebook status to let
Everyone know what i am doing.
I can brush off the fat jokes because i have heard it before.
But what hurts me the most is the ones who thinks i can't do anything.
They are the people who cause me
The most damage.
Never judge someone on what you think someone can and can't do
#damage #think #hurts
141 · Aug 2018
Pain free
Everynight I lay in bed.
Feeling empty feeling numb.
I just don't know what to feel anymore.

Feeling like a wandering broken soul.
Searching for that feeling once felt.
Finding nothing.

Happiness turns to sadness.
Love turns to hate.
Anger grows more everyday.

Been down so many times.
I am not sure that I want to get back up.
Asking my self what's the point.

Trying to keep a dying heart alive.
Lost in the darkness of my own mind.
Feeling a pain that's just too much.

Can't sleep can't think can't breath.
Listening as the clock ticks away
So slowly.

Longing to just go and do my own thing.
None looking over my shoulder.
I dream of being free from this pain.
I wrote this after having a really bad day sometimes having someone being over protective of you does you the most damage they never realise what it is they are doing
140 · Oct 2017
Unanswered questions
How many more innocent people will die?.

How many more life's will be cut short way too soon?.

How many more Lifes will be taken for no reason?.

How many more families will be destroyed?.

Why can't we just live with out fear?

When does enough become enough?.
Watching cnn and seeing all the life in Vegas cut short way too early made me write this peom. I left so so sad.
140 · Nov 2019
My missing piece
Catching dreams and living in the moments I know are forbidden.
Lips bitten in the darkness touched with tenderness we both carved.
Covered by a wave of a lustful excitement.
Wrapped in the curves of his body
The place I always long to be.
Crys of pleasure feeling things
My heart had forgot how to feel.
Finding the missing piece of me that I
That I lost.
140 · Feb 2020
Snow globe moment
Bitter sweet espresso kisses.
Staring into the horizon
A kaleidoscope of mixed emotions
A list of pro's and con's
One perfect moment contain in a snow globe where time never moves
Sometimes I wonder wouldn't it be nice to life in a snow globe
#bitter #sweet #kisses #cons #pros
#moment #snowglobe
139 · Sep 2017
maybe
Its 1 am
The wind has gone to sleep watching a candles flame burning away.
Remembering how the sun always shined and we lived for fun.
Laughing so hard tears rolled down our cheeks.
Sitting up late into the night time seem to stand still.
Its 2 am
It feels so empty with out you.  
The pillows is wet from the tears I have cried
A heart filled with pain.
Can't think anymore
Your fading into to a dream I am not living anymore.
Its getting harder to breath.
Its 3 am
How can I sleep while the bed is burning.
Trying to forget you but can't.  
The walls are closing in on me
My mind is spinning.
Your my oxygen I can't breath.
Its 4 am
Falling a sleeping.
The candles are burn out.
In a dream that feels so real
Feels your touch.
It feels so real.
Wakes up to find you are no were never me
Maybe one day,you'll fade away and my dreams will fall apart.
139 · Feb 2020
The war within
Walking away saying nothing feeling
Like a volcano that's ready to blow.
A long slow conut to ten in the hope this anger will cease to be.

Fire in my veins my blood runs cold
Holding back the gates of fury.
Walking through the halls of hell in
No mood for playing games.

It's nice when the good days come but
You know the bad days will come to.
Watching and waiting trying to be
Ready for when it hits you.

But some how it always catches me off
Guard and I fall apart.
Battling the mixed emotions drowing in my own thoughts.

My war happen deep within
Ands it all hidden with a smile.
137 · Mar 2020
Your love letters
Your letters.
Are what guides me through the day
Giving me hope when mines is fading
Watching half broken stars still trying shine
Wishing I was alone in your arms
Counting the days until I see those beautiful
Blue eyes that me make fall all over again
Writing poems by candlight while making you
Live on each line that I write.
#write #candlelight #fall #over
137 · Mar 2018
love yourself
Make your own music.
Sing songs loud.
Take more risks.
Chase your dreams.
Worry less laugh more.
Do what you love.
Live for today.
Forget the past.
Love who you are.
I wrote this because we should do what makes us happy more and careless what other people think.
137 · Jul 2019
Say nothing do nothing
I could say a million hurtful things
But I won't.
Instead it's better not to react and
Just move on.
Sometimes it's better to walk away
Than let someone take a piece of you
I have learn that rather than get into a stupid argument it's best to just walk away and not react because you take the power away I have never got on with my sister so it's easy to just walk away

#walk #hateful #million
Next page