Do it so you don't look bad.
Do it so it gets it out the way.
Do it so it keeps everyone happy.
Do it so it shuts everyone up

A smile to hide how forced you feel.
Some were you don't want to be.
Eyes on the door wanting to get away.
Stuck listening to mindless talk.

Counting to ten never does work.
You tell your self its only for awhile.
Everyone talking to you all at once.
Wishing you could have some peace.

Asking yourself why didn't you say no.
How hard is it to just use your mouth.
Feeling the anger build and build.
Sitting in a place worse than hell.

Can't listen to this small talk anymore.
Can't bear anymore news either.
Can't take the pointless conversations
Thats going no where.

Not saying no leaves you worse off.
Not saying no leaves you bored.
Not saying no leaves you stuck in hell.
Not saying no comes with a price to pay.

Say no fast mean it when you say it.

There's always something

Behind the I am
only joking

Knowledge behind the
The I don't know

Emotions behind the
I don't care

And pain behind the I am okay

Loves gentle kiss loves tender touch.
Let soft lips do what gentle hands do.
Carries out on waves of strong emotions.
A venomous kiss I long to taste, letting
The venom stay deep in my veins.
Bring the darkness of the night so I can
Get lost in dreams of what could be.
Can't deny what burns deep in my heart.
William wordsworth saw a host of golden daffodils', William Shakespeare was trying to compare someone to a summers day, Robert burns love was like a red red rose.
Yet I feel something words can't explain.
If this is love I prey it will last.

My heart is empty.
My eyes are full of tears.
Nothing is ever enough.

Can't smile through the pain.
Counting to ten doesn't work.
Given everything that I have.

Always been there to help.
Never gave up on you.
Nothing really matters.

A wave of anger washes over me.
My heart beats so fast I am sure,
It will break my ribs.

My mind moves so fast my lungs,
Can't keep up.

I long to out an angry scream.
I feel it building and building.
Hitting a punching bag until
My knuckles are red and raw.

Anger lives in a moment and dies.

Born with no silver spoon.
Grew up with very little.
Made something from nothing.
Always made the best of things.

Held on to hope really tight.
Always believed there's a better tomorrow.

Been strong not by choice.
Smiled through all the pain.
Took the good with the bad.
But I wouldn't change anything.

A beloved building turn to ashes.
Priceless artworks swallowed by fire.
Everything lost nothing saved.

Only a burn empty shell remains.
Lost for words nothing left to say.

Wondering what will happen next?.
Wondering if it can be saved.
Not holding my breath.

It doesn't matter if
I am sleeping or awake.
Lost in thoughts or day dreams.
I still dream of you.

Broken minds and bleeding wounds.
Words that can't change anything.
Saying sorry doesn't make it better.

When the past isn't dead and you
Keep suffering in your head.

Do you know what it is like to feel
Pain that hurts so much you can't breath?, because I feel it everyday.

It started with a kiss.
Watching beautiful sunsets.
Candle lit dinners for two.

Making plans sharing dreams.
Making love by candle light.
Something changed inside him.

Its me not you excuse came.
He open the door.
I didn't stand in his way.

We are born we learn.
We get married maybe it
Will last maybe it won't last.

We will cry more than once.
The one's we love will die.
You'll try to keep everyone
Happy but you'll fail.

Not everyday will be bad.
Not everyday will be happy.
The sun won't always shine.
Nothing lasts forever.

Never any peace or space to breath.
While i cry inside stuck in the same
Thoughts.

No sleep no freedom nothing but
A heart shattering pain, no one understands.
They say they do but I know its a lie.

Some thoughts can't be forgotten.
Things stay with you forever.
Words can't be taken back either.

Lips meet.
Felt desires flame burn.
Trying not to fall too deep.
Hypnotized by his eyes.
This isn't love we're addicted to lust.

There once was a girl who
Dream big, and had her head
In thr clouds. She red all the
Fairy-tales you could name.

One warm night the girl looked
Up at the silver moon lit sky.
Wondering if fairytales were
True or just a wonderful lie.

All she ever knew was witches and
*******, Lairs and story tellers. There was
No glass slippers or fairy godmothers.
All she ever was lost and alone.

Every midnight she sits on a step.
Watching the moon and the stars.
Waiting on her prince and her happily
Ever after.

It all seems so stupid now.
There was so much to say.
Now its too late to say it.

I can't come to you for advice.
I can't talk to you for hours.
I can't tell you how my day was.
I can't tell you I love you.

Standing by your grave
With tears in my eyes.
When you died so did my world.

No peace no space.
Sleepless nights.
Broken thoughts.
Shattered dreams.
Feeling trapped.
A spinning mind.
Screaming demons.
An exhausted body.
Tired tear filled eyes.
Can't take it anymore.
I just needed time out.

I am tried of the worrying thoughts.
My mind moves so fast my lungs
Can't keep up.

My mind moves from thought to thought.
Playing the past over and over in my head.

Trying so hard not mess everything up.
Anxiety is like a breath that's stuck in
Your throat taking the life out of you.

A mother always knows
The right thing to say.
She makes you laugh
When you don't feel like it.
She comforts you when your
Heart has been broken.
She makes your favourite dinner.
She stands by you when no one else Does.
She loves you no matter what you do.
She always there when no one else is.
When she leaves this world you miss
Her even more.

Today my heart is bursting with love.
You know that kind of love that hurts.
It's in every poem that i write.

He seems to be everywhere i go.
In every little thing that i do.

He lurks in the deepest part of my dreams.
The wind carries his voice to my ears.
My heart answers his call.

The only problem with dreams are they
End when morning comes.

These days nothing lasts.
Ruined life's broken hearts.
Dreams live only to die.
Hope never stood a chance.
Taken chances to be happy.
Everything breaks so easy.
No peace no freedom either.
Done with the prison called home.
Getting on the train leaving for
Something better than this.

I'll never marry a prince.
I'll never wear dresses.
I'll never be a millionaire.

I'll always find ways to be happy.
I'll always have my head in the clouds.

I'll never be afraid to laugh loud.
I'll never be afraid to cry.
I'll never be afraid to be my self.

Burning the midnight oil writing poem's.
Swimming through a sea of emotions.
Sweeping pieces of broken heart away.

Filling blank pages and empty lines with
Words trying to release the pain. Some memories are too painful to forget.

Poetry isn't just words on paper feelings or emotions. It's the one thing that saves us and gives us a way to express our self.

On the last day of love.
Tears fell.
My world ended and my heart,
Cracked inside my body.

I write to forget the past.
I write to release the pain.
I write to remember old memories.
My words may not be perfect and polished.
But I still write what my fragile heart speaks.

There's no more cheeks left to turn.
My confidence is shattered enough.
There's nothing left to take anymore.
There's nothing even left to say.
My wounds are so deep they can't heal.
There's no break from this pain at all.
The night brings me a chance to dream
And be free for a while.
It's the same thing everyday.
Why cry because it doesn't ease the pain.
Why talk because they never listen anyway.
I am seen but never heard.

Inside I am a screaming angry mess.
Always turning the other cheek.
Walking away from arguments.
Never reacting to what people say.
Counting to ten until the anger passes.
Writing poems to keep my mind busy.
Why do I never let my anger go?.
Why do i never say what's on my mind.
Why I do i spare other peoples feelings,
When they never spare mines?.
Am i too nice or I am a door matt?.

Is there anything beyond the stars?.
If faith is lost can it be found?.
Do all roads take you somewhere?.
Isn't a white lie still a lie?.
Can a broken heart feel again?.
Is there life after love?.

My true love was a blessing.
But now its a curse.
Sharp edges of a broken heart
Makes my soul bleed.
My life is an empty book
With blank pages, and nothing
To read.

Help me
To understand why
so many lies are told.
Promises made but
Never kept.
Tears caused by you
Pain in a fragile heart
You put there.
Another meaningless
Sorry said.
I never could find
Any good in you,
Because your as dark
As your soul.

Writing words in the sand
You will never see.
Watching as the waves carry
Each line away.
I wrote you a love letter
In the sand.
But the sea washed it away
Like it was a mistake.

Theres something's you can't forget.
Sounds of falling tears in the night
Never leave you.
Saying it will be okay when you
Know It won't be okay.

The best hug doesn't take the pain away.
You hold on to any hope that you can find.
So many years pass by so much time
Faded away.

But after all this time and the broken
Promise.
The pain still hurts the still.
I will remember and recover but
I'll never forgive or forget.