My head is full of words I can't write.
Everyday feels the same.
Stressing over everything nothing ever being good enough,
Sweet beautiful lies.
There's a little bluebird in my heart
Thats longing to be free, from this Heartache and sadness finding
Somewhere new to start again.

I watched the puppet master
Control his puppet.
I tried to open the puppets eyes but he
Never saw what I saw.

The day finally came when your
Name didn't make me smile
Anymore.

Your the little face who is always
Happy to see me.
The little one who wants a hug.
Who's laugh brightens up
A bad day.
I never I knew I could love anyone
This much.

I have always been the glue that
Kept everything together.
The net could caught ones who fell.
The shoulder that anyone could lean on.

Maybe I don't want to be the glue
That holds everything together.
Maybe I am tired of be the net that caughts people when they fall.
Maybe find another shoulder to lean on.

Because when I needed someone to
Be my glue no one wanted to do it.
When I needed a net to catch me
They let me fall.
When I needed a shoulder to lean
On, there was no shoulder for me
To lean on.

Don't come looking for me because
I won't be there.
Don't text me because I won't text back.
Don't call me because I won't
Answer.

Is it sad that I was born into my
Trap and I don't mind it anymore.

We both wanted that happy ending
That only exists in the movies.
Chasing dreams.
Watching sunsets holding hands.
Sharing sweet kisses.
The highs where high and the lows
Where low.
Missing pieces and shatter dreams.
I wonder where you are now.