I am not enough
I know that.
So instead of keeping me
Let me go.
It hurts to be halved loved.

How do you move on from
The hurt and pain?.
Act like nothing has happened.

Forget the cruel words that can
Never be taken back.
When they still ring in your ears.

Moving on isn't so easy.
Because some things can never be
Forgot.

Saying sorry doesn't change anything.
It doesn't take the pain away.
It's easy to say sorry and never mean it.

I have tried to move on.
Knowing that nothing can be the same.
The trust is broken.

There's no way back from this.
I can't unsee what my eyes have seen.
I see the real you now.

The mask you wear can never hide
What I see now.
You can't see the damage you cause.

You call it support when it is
Really control.
I want to fly you want to bring me down.

You've hurt me too much.
You have went too far this time.
I don't need you now or ever.

Does the dream die when
The the Dreamer dies?.
Can a broken heart love again?.
Are we really free?.

Broken hearts can be Mended.
Broke s life's can be rebuilt
Piece by piece.
Broken wings can be Mended and
They will take flight again.

It's scary what a smile can hide.
You can fake a smile.
But you can't fake your feelings.

I am not sure what to think or
Feel anymore.
Everyone keeps talking like
I am not in the room.
Hiding the pain holding back
The tears.

While they say.
It's just an act.
She needs to snap out of it.
She needs to get up and
Get on with it.
She needs a push.

I wish I was normal.
I wish I didn't feel like this.
I wish that I wasn't so
Broken.

I wish I wasn't the embarrassment
They see me as.
I wish the suffering in my head
Would stop.
I wish they knew how feels to
Be broken.

None wants to be broken.
None choose to be depressed.
It's feelings you have no control over.

I choose to be alone.
Burying my pain in lines of poems.
Crying where I can't be seen.

depression.
Is not an act you can stop.
It's not a feeling you can control.
It's a life long battle.

To me.
I am broken and trying hard to
Be happy and get through
The day.

To everyone else.
It just an act I am nothing more
Than an attention seeker.

When night falls that's when the worrying thoughts starts.
I am good enough?.
I am trying so hard to open to up
But none listens to me.

I am trying really hard to be normal.
I am trying to man up as they keep
Telling me to do.
Fighting the darkness in my own head.

Waking up to the tired questions.
Whats wrong with you?.
Your too loud.
Your too quite.
Why don't you come round anymore.

Your not smiling enough.
Your not talking enough.
Your not laughing enough.
You not doing it right.

You need to speak up more.
You need to listen.
Your just being selfish now.
Do this so I feel happy.

I am more broken than they think.
Night falls and fear takes over.
My chest tights.
My hearts starts to beat fast.

I am depressed because the ones who are meant to help me.
Are the ones who are hurting me the
Most.