You never listen
Because you don't care.

You never let
Anyone one be happy.

You never see
The good in anything.

I feel sad for you.

You are
The pain I won't remember.
The memory I'll forget.
The demon that made me strong.
The words that made This a poem.

I lost the girl.
That was always happy.
Always laughing at everything.
Never stopped dreaming or smiling.
Her eyes never cried at anything.
She was never scared of the mirror.
She was lost in books and writing stories.
The world was always her oyster.
Now I am trying to find the girl I lost.

Recovery has no time line.
It's not done in a day or a week.
The road is long hard and lonely.
Taken the chance to be happy again.
Looking for the light in the dark.
If I ever end up on the dark side again.
Will you sit there with me?.

You are
  The mystery I want to find
  The secret I want to keep
  The touch I want to feel
The kiss I want to taste

Trying
To forget the love that stole my heart and the voice that made my spine tingle.

the way he made me feel the memories we made his soft touch that made my knees shakes.

It took a moment to love him to need him and to miss him. It will take a life time to forget.

Awaken sense heighten pleasure.
Bodies entwined heart to heart.
Eyes closed every touch felt.
Slip your fingers in my hair.
Pull me closer than before.
kiss me like your losing me.
Kiss me like a vampire.