I have seen the sea
When it is.
Rough and wild.
Calm and still.
Warm and cold.
Dark and moody.
In all these moods.
I see my self.

An unseen telnet.
A light that's never seen.
Words that are never heard
Smiling throught the pain.
Laughing throught the tears.
Learning never to give up.

it's hard to smile when it feels like all hope has gone.

it's hard to keep getting up when you have been down many times.

It's hard to know who you can and can't trust.

It's hard to see the light in the darkness.

It's hard to dream when there is no hope

A heart torn in two.
Dreams broken.
Lifes shattered.
No tears left to cry.
There's nothing to take.
Leaving on a train.
Never coming back.

Flashing Christmas lights and slient nights. It's been five year years since you have been gone.

I miss how you loved this time of year. Watching movies we have seen a hunder times.

There was always the smell of hot chocolate, and apple pie coming from the kitchen.

It's not the big things I miss it's all the little things you did that I miss so much

Love your self.
Love who you are.
Love your body.
Beauty has no size.

the camera never lies
But the pictures do.
A picture paints a thousands words and tells a thousands
Lies too.