Stacy Mills

Stacy Mills Dec 2016

For you are so far away but your words are dear
You may be far away but your kindness is clear
You've touched my hardend heart with a feather like sonnet
Left a trail of smiles upon it
For this I thank you my friend
I hope your kindness never falters, true to the end.

Stacy Mills Dec 2016

Perfect crimson

Cut
Perfect little crimson pearl
Cut
Perfect pretty crimson stream
Cut
Perfect calming crimson trail
Cut
Perfect end to a not so perfect life

Stacy Mills Dec 2016

Who needs fake friends

I hate it here but can't leave I just want to burn this town down
Sick of the drama sick of the pain sick of fake friends that I wanna drown
The tell u they got your back n will always be there for you but they r not
They'll leave you alone when you r at your lowest leave you to rot
So I'm done caring for all but my family and my God whom I know have my back
To all you others I say goodbye and as I walk away I hope your hearts stay black
******* ******* I don't need u anyhow
My family and my God are all I need now

Stacy Mills Nov 2016

Take a bow

Well ****, I put my heart on my sleeve again, Dumb!
I put my heart on my sleeve again;
I shouldn't have done that, I know what's to come.
Here's another heart ache on its way.
Here's another heart ache come out to play.
**** it what's wrong with my brain?
Why is that ******* thing so hard to train?
I know better, constant giving makes me insane!
I don't know what to do next.
My mind is so very vexed.
But for now I think I will just trust.
Because my heart says I must.
N if you smash it as I'm sure you will,
At least my notebook with poems I'll fill.
Words of beauty, love, and hurt.
Of this I can assert.
Because out of the worst pain I feel,
come words that are soul wrenchingly real!
Ones that reach down to your soul!
Ones that make a life changing toll!
So Imma sit back n see what I do now!
And acknowledge whats real n take my bow
...........

Stacy Mills Nov 2016

Me, my one and only

Don't worry about my heart
No one usually does any how
They use it, abuse it and rip it apart
Why would I expect it to be different now
I don't believe you would know anyway
I could love you like no other could
Because I keep my love locked away
So I know you never would
To keep my heart safe from hurt
To protect it from that stated above
To keep it from being smeared in the dirt
So I march on not knowing love
I do however want to thank you
For a brake from that lonely
It was amazing it's true
But alas I shall always be my one and only.

Stacy Mills Nov 2016

I'm smarter than that

I really like you a lot, and have for a few years now. I was going to try to be with you, now that you are single, but **** that putting my heart on my sleeve ****! I'm smarter than that! Too many times have I had it knocked off and onto the ground, stomped and smeared through the mud, and sent through the grinder. Why would I put my heart on my sleeve to let that dumb **** happen again. Prove to me that you can keep my heart safe and maybe then I'll let you have a peek!

Stacy Mills Nov 2016

Beautiful

So I was doing some soul searching, n I realized how true the statement is that beauty is only skin deep! Not many that r beautiful carry that beauty inward, and as they age the outer beauty fades leaving them ravaged with the harshness of time. It seems that the ones that don't have that outer beauty to begin with radiate it from within, and as time passes the beauty takes form on the outside as well showing how loving time can be to those whom are kind. Isn't time a beautifully grand punisher and reward giver for those whom deserve!