"While he treats all women with respect, his woman gets special treatment. Why? Because she’s special and he needs her to understand that she is. That is the purpose he sees himself as serving: making her feel like the amazing, beautiful, incredible human being that she is."
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"While she treats all men with respect, her man gets special treatment. Why? Because he’s special and she needs him to understand that he is. That is the purpose she sees herself as serving: making him feel like the amazing, handsome, incredible human being that he is."

I cannot give I'm broke
I do not have that's no joke
What you ask I cannot abode
Still payin on what is owed
I'm sorry I cannot comply
And do not wish for a harsh goodbye
But I cannot do what is asked of me
For I have nothing you see
So no matter how it is you put it
I have no money not even a little bit.

Ok so this my seem a bit obtrusive;
And I'm not being conclusive.
But I felt it since we first met.
Something I can't quite name yet,
This electrical magnetic force.
Should I let it take its course?
You bearly brushed against me,
I had to look just to see;
Was that a current that I felt?
From a simple touch, I thought I'd melt!
I wonder if you feel it as I do?
Should I take a chance on you?
Or place my hopes beneath the dirt,
Burry them so no one gets hurt?
For now though I'll just wait to see,
If you too have feelings for me.

I wish I could write happy things
I wish I had days where my heart sings
but I guess I'll have to accept what's true
and know my heart will always be blue
my kids make me smile sometimes
but I can't come up with happy rhymes
the tears they just fall down my cheek and my chin
and happiness it just does not win
I'm alone in this world I always will be
I just wish someone was here for me
but they're not and I accept it
it's not worth throwing the fit
why create drama when it doesn't have to be any
just love my happy days though there are not that many
maybe someday happiness will grow in my heart
and the joyfulness will play its part
but I have no faith for that to be
I only have faith in God you see
when my life finally does end
I'll get to meet my very best friend
he sits up there and watches me go through hell
watching every time that have fell
he picks me up and puts me on my feet
knowing one day we will get to meet
that day isnt soon enough for me though
but I have a patience that only he can know
so when I see him I'll smile my final forever smile
I'll be happy not having to fear for one more mile
he will make all bad go away
he will make my happiness stay
Now is the time to just wait
untill I meet him there at the pearly gate

I got no one to talk to and nothing to do
got a life full of sadness a life full of blue
I want to smile and I want to be happy
but my life is ****** just ******* ******
everyone sees my sadness but they don't care
when I need someone no one is there
alone in this world I shall always be
I just wish someone could love me for me
but that's a fairytale I know won't come true
so I'll just sit here alone thinking of you

When your best friend thinks that its okay to lie
does that mean I can jump off the roof and then I can fly
how absurd to think that I wouldn't know the truth of it all
how absurd to think that I would not fall
I don't understand lies over dumb ****
not like I'd have thrown a fit
I don't care what it is that you sexually do
it has nothing to do with me its all you
I'm not the kind of person that would want to see you alone
and lying is something I just don't condone
you hide behind fears that I won't be your friend
but don't you realize no matter what you do I'm there till the end
my heart hurts and now and its kind of your fault
though I still really love you by default
I just wish that you could understand
losing you as a friend is something not planned
so if you'd please stop with all your ******* tales
so my heart can stop its incessant whales
with you by my side as a friend should be
with you standing right here next to me
and know that I love you no matter what you do
you're my best friend I just want you to be you

I feel depression bubbling up from the deep
I try to keep avoiding thoughts that make me weep
I know this sadness is a battle I might not win
and that my happiness may end up in the trash bin
I just don't know what to do I'm alone and lost
fighting to stay happy and smiling at any cost
but I really feel like I'm running out of luck
so hoping my life doesn'tcontinue to mostly ****
laying here always in my empty bed forever thinking alone in my head
thoughts flooding my muddled mind the sadistic cruel depressing and absurd kind
times like this I really wish I had a friend knowing full well I'm going to be alone until the end
I just have to accept how things are going to be in my life
and know I'm never going to be a wife
Trying to be the best single mother of three
I know that's all any good parent could ask to be
but these tears hidden behind my eyes have yet to fall
because this depression hasn't yet fully came to call
so I guess I'm not going to start any fights I'm just going wish to you a many good nights