I feel depression bubbling up from the deep
I try to keep avoiding thoughts that make me weep
I know this sadness is a battle I might not win
and that my happiness may end up in the trash bin
I just don't know what to do I'm alone and lost
fighting to stay happy and smiling at any cost
but I really feel like I'm running out of luck
so hoping my life doesn'tcontinue to mostly ****
laying here always in my empty bed forever thinking alone in my head
thoughts flooding my muddled mind the sadistic cruel depressing and absurd kind
times like this I really wish I had a friend knowing full well I'm going to be alone until the end
I just have to accept how things are going to be in my life
and know I'm never going to be a wife
Trying to be the best single mother of three
I know that's all any good parent could ask to be
but these tears hidden behind my eyes have yet to fall
because this depression hasn't yet fully came to call
so I guess I'm not going to start any fights I'm just going wish to you a many good nights