I'm not afraid.... I'm wide open. Let, Me see inside---- Let, Me see beneath your beautiful  tonight---I wanna love all that, You are. Let-Me, See beneath your beautiful tonight and always. Hold-Me.... and Let Me See.

Let the music play, Let its melody walk through my emotions and give meaning to my madness.

To be lied to is bad but.... what really hurts is knowing that, the person lying to you didn't care enough about you.... to tell you the truth. Just something to think about!

Life is beautiful..... Live yours to the fullest. You only have one but if, You live it right that's all you need. Relax.... and enjoy your journey.

Life's a song worth singing..... Sing it loud.... and flow way beyond the rainbow. Sing with passion even through your pain..... Sing-it, until joy comes like the rain. Life is a song worth singing..... when you're happy are sad, through the good and the bad. When, you're up or down.... when friends are there.... or when they can not be found. Life is a song worth singing..... it's  butterfly kisses from the one you love, it's peace that comes from above, it's the sun on a rainy day, it's help--- when you could see  no-way, it's joy.... comes in the morning, it's *** from dust-to-dawn and..... just good clean fun. Life is a song worth singing..... come sing it with me, we don't have to be the same in order to be in harmony. Life's A Song!

Like a river I flow to you
Like a seed, in good ground I grow for you.
Like a candle, I burn for you;
With all that is within me, I yearn for you.
For your lips as smooth as butter, your kiss that's like none other,
For your touch that takes my breath away;
Your breast, your thighs, your ebony prize.
Like water, I'm weak for you,
Like a mountain, I'll peak for you,
Like sun to moon,
Like thunder to rain.
You complete me, you free me,
You live inside me, You are my expression;
For you I'll be possession.
Like a river, I flow

Take me to a place..... I've never been before. Take me to the moon and make me want-ya-more. Feel me like the bass drumming in your heart..... Take me--I be willing..... for whatever.... right-at-start. Like an old song with sweet memories.... I'll be the strings that, bring you deep-into-me. Turn the lights off...Come--I wanna taste you ***.... Turn the bed up-side-down--69....free-flier round. Come, Lets have *** on the ceiling......OOOO---I'm down: You-Be-Willing. I wanna make love to you like----you're not my Lady.... I don't wanna be gentle tonight..... I wanna be an animal tonight..... I wanna-do-you like--- I don't love you. I wanna be like the boies you wonder about. I'm all in...... Feel-Me-in-Your-Skin. You're a beast- Baby.... Thank-You---  for letting me in.... Make love to me like... I'm not your man.... Do me like-- I'm your lover---- It's that side of you--- I wanna discover. Freak-Me.... Make- Me.... Cream like -- I'm your lover. Come.... Make-Love to me like--- I'm not your man.... I understand.... Do-Me like--- I'm your lover.....and together lets discover--- what it feels like.... When Doves-Cry.

Play me like the blues.... take me to the moon... ride me like crazy---make me your baby. Relax, in my being... flow in my emotions... Love-Me-Beyond-Yourself: see you with no-one else.... forever and a lifetime. Play-Me-Like-The-Blues.... I be yours and you be mine....Forever, and a lifetime..... Play-Me-Like-The-Blues!

Looking in the mirror.... it's getting clearer to see--- I can make-it.... without we! Looking in the mirror....It's all clearer---I'm, Ready to be free... I' m-Ready, to be free! Looking In The Mirror!

Love...... There's nothing greater than love. Love covers a multitude of sins or wrongs. What the world needs now is love......! I dare you to love beyond yourself..... beyond what you know...... beyond what you like..... beyond your comfort zone, beyond your kind, beyond your color, beyond your race, beyond your ***, I dare you to love without conditions. Love something, someone, different than yourself or what you are use to!!!!!!I dare you to.......... L.O.V.E.

How can I, love you and hate you at the same time? How can I hate all the things, that you have  done... yet love all that, you use to be? How can I, hate the way that, you treat me but love how you make me feel? How can I,  hate the way that, you speak to me but love the way that; you love me down easy? How can I, Love the way we are alone, but hate how we are --when we're not? How can I, Love-and-Hate -You at the same time?

Love...... If, You hear me. This time I am going to wait, I will be strong, I will be complete within-myself...and I will be ready for all that, you have to offer. I'm not going to push, rush, or change myself for you; I won't play your simple games...... remembering---- I am not a show! I-Know, What I bring to the table.... and believe-me.... I'm not afraid to eat alone. I've fallen for you before.....Now, I'm going to wait for you to fall for me!!!Love... If, You're Listening, I'm ready..... I'm waiting for you to find me..... Come------ Fall-For-Me! I promise.... I'll catch-you. L.O.V.E., If, You're Listening!!!!!!!!

Love is good.... When the one you love---- Loves you back. Love is good... When the one you  love--- has your back.... no-matter-what! Love is good... When the one that you love..... Loves you back---- No-Matter-What...... No-Matter-What!

Love's ****..... Lets whisper...... Lets buzz.... Lets-Do--- what comes  natural..... Lets, Do it just because---- Love's- ****!  My- Body.... Your-Body..... Together as one---- Lay-Aside, Our troubles---- come have some fun. Love's- ****! We- Do-We.... On-The-One.... Love's-****!

Loving you is all I wanna do.... I've never had anyone who could shut-it-down, the way that you do. You make me hunger for the depth of you; I'd walk through the fire and hell for you. Loving you is all I wanna do... from earth-to-mars I'm down for you-- in-and-out- of time my life's in you.Loving you is all I wanna do, when I'm lying in your arms... I know that loving me is all that, you wanna do too. Loving You Is All I Wanna Do.

Loving you so deeply... Takes my breath away. I can feel you when-- you're  not here. I can feel  you moving inside of me, inside my mind, my spirit, my body..... I can feel you moving in the very  soul of me. Loving you so deeply...Frees me. I feel waves of ecstasy in every thought of you. You are my muse.... The reason I'm complete -- within myself;  for you strengthen me; by loving me beyond anyone else.... Loving me beyond yourself. Loving you so deeply.... is just what we do; now you're resting in me.... as I'm dreaming of you. Loving You so Deeply.

You touched my soul....  made love to my mind... making  me whole. You spoke into my being words,  I had never heard.... you captured me-----made me yours. I reached for you......you consumed me...... made me all I...  never thought, that I could be. I was a captured bird and you made me free...... Your *** liberated me! Made  me bold made me free.  It was not your touch..... not your taste.... both were  deep-- I could never waste------ the depth of you. It was your mind that pulled me through..... every heartache, every pain, every bad situation, every sin, and every shame...... you poured into me pieces of yourself...... you took me places like no-one else.... You possessed my body---- by capturing my mind...... Your *** liberated me....... it was Deja Vu everytime. You *** liberated me..... made you mine, Deja Vu----- in and out of time....... made you mine...... made you mine.

I like being alone..... I also like your hands all-over-my-body. I can't breath-- thinking about you touching me....OOO--- I get so high thinking about what you do--- when I--- Give into you. The stars are all aligned..... I want you-- give it to me..... Lets grind. I want to taste you---- I want you to taste mine.... Strawberry Shortcake so divine. Drink-It.... Move your face deeper into it... Let your tongue find the **** ****--- kiss- go deep on it..... OOOO! I'm about to go---- no! Bring the depth---- yes.... ram  deep in it..... That's what it's made-for... make me scream.....Pull, My hair....I'm a rider... I'm--- about to take you there. OOOOOOOOO! Make-Me-Go....... OOOOOOOO! Make-Me-Go!

I wanna make music with someone, who knows how to make love to my soul; keep it in the key of we.... and flow with me to ecstasy.

When man understands his divinity and embrace all of his humanity... then his true self will be manifested.

A flower but not a rose, the sun but no light flows... through. Hurt but you caused the pain, alone but you chose that lane; You were the one that, gave up on you. Now, you're locked down like an animal in the zoo. I've heard it all before, Now.... You with your complaining has become-- the bore. You made decisions, You made the choice, No-One... forced you, Now.... stay your course. You act-- as though life owes you....but we both know that's not true.... you owe life-- it doesn't owe you! You chose to lie, sell dope,run the streets.... now behind bar--- no-need to weep: Hey! You sowed now you reap. You sold yourself, betrayed your life and now.....You wonder- why! Nothing's right. You left your friends and family too, Why! Should, they suffer because of you? You made the choice that.... got you in--- so stop blaming your family.... and your friends: when it was you-- who did sin. Even-Now, You haven't changed..... it's all about you; still playing games. It's so sad cause we cared for you but that's, something that you never learned to do. Life moves-on, Life's to short..... whatever this is I must abort. Yeah! I like you and I think that you're cool, but to except what you offer.... I would have to a fool. We make choices..... be-they good or bad. We must stand-by them .... even-if, because of them we are sad. I'm just, a flame.... a candle in the wind; trying to kick-some-knowledge; to a so called friend. Life doesn't owe you, You owe it. You were man enough to make choice... now be man enough to live with it. Man-Up.... Change for the best-- do what's right and God will do the rest. Man-Up!

I call you...... MaSu' Bethany----for in this life you mean everything to me. You are the sun on my cloudy days and the air that, fills the lungs inside me. You are an oasis in my dry places..... pouring life back into me---- you are the song that, I sing and my sweet-sweet melody. You are the one who---walks inside my mind--penetrating my intellect and for that, I give mad respect. You make love to my emotions..... and speak life into my dreams--- build me up-- when I'm down .... While keeping me hotter than a ***-fiend. You are my shield and protector.... My covering from the storm----- you are the fire in my bed at night..... keeping me safe and warm. I call you----- MaSu' Bethany...... For In This Life...... You Mean Everything---- To Me!

I want to meet love and dive into the depths of it.... swim within its majesty--- with someone who's willing to swim with me.... even against the tide. Who covers me with the waves of their being and comforts me... on the shores of their humanity. I want to meet love and taste the essence of its sweetness.... drink of its bitter juices--- with someone who intoxicates the soul of me..... and give roots to our eternity. I want to meet love complete, unconditional, honest,raw, real, and true.... love I'm speaking to the winds--- all I want is all of you.... with someone who wants you too! I Want To Meet Love.

It's a lifetime away.....for the first-time.....In a crazy lifeline.Walking in the park, holding hands with my head-on-your-shoulder is one of my thoughts of us. I'm all-out--- Heart-Over-Mind.... that would be great.... I would also like to to **** on your lips. I want to love you inside-out.....I want--- A- Little Forever-and-Ever!I want to love your hurt away, love you to your healing, and touch the depth of you. I want to make love to your mind, flow in your emotions, ****** in your thoughts, kiss your spirit, go deep into your ***, make your being ***; I want to be all- to-you. I want to fall in love, inside your love and  I want your love to fall in love with me. I'm ready....... My body is yielded..... My heart is open.... I'm ready to go all-out. I accept you..... My wings are open to you..... I want all of you--- Body-Soul-Heart-and Mind! I want to be close to you..... closer than-all-others- to-you! I want a Friend , A Lover, and A Solder. I want......need to see the depth of you.....It has nothing to do with your physical or the way that, you look on the outside.....it's about the hidden things---- you know how I vibe. Things, I wish that, I could say but when you're near---- words they  get in the way. This conversation, I have in my mind------- I pray, that the words free-me...... and one day you'll be mine.

I loved you when I didn't know what love was.... I loved you when I didn't love myself. You made me feel like there was only us....no-one else. You made me love you beyond myself...had me thinking-- you loved me the same.... I was thinking about taking your last  name; . Then,  He came and everythng changed, the way you touched me, the way you called out me name--- when we would do our thing.... made me think that, maybe you wanted him more then me. I was into him too but I told myself.... not more then you! I loved you so... you loved him more.... I love him too.... and he loved me more then he loved you; We've been together for ten years now, three minus one equals two... I find myself loving him now more then you!

See my..... Beautiful! Look beyond my skin; Though I'm beautiful.... Inside- Out as well as Outside- In. See my..... Beautiful it goes beyond my skin.... It's a deep passion... moving from within; it calls out for someone to hear.  Loving myself but willing to let you near..... Only! if, You can see my beautiful . See all of me... Imperfection, Flaws-And-All, Highs-And-Lows, Emotional- flows, and ****- As-Only someone deep could ever know. That's all I want is for someone.... anyone.... you! To see my..... See my..... Beautiful

My Blues are funky...... They beat in a low sweet tempo---- reaching-out to hearts in a melody that's simple. You be down for-me..... I be down for-we.....and we flow on butterfly wings. My Blues are ****, cool, and real..... like a heart-attack in your *** *****.....that erupts a great spill. My Blues have no rhythm..... My Blues have no rhyme.... My Blues catch you slipping in-and-out of time. For.... My Blues is Love and when it's real.....It cannot be defined. My Blues!

I'm a beautiful mess.....not perfect yet---- Perfectly Blessed. Tattered-and-Torn..... Abused-and-Misused.....Talked about and misunderstood .....Yet-I-Rise! For.... I'm the apple of my father's eyes. I've been rejected..... Lied-On..... Put-Down.....and Played. Yet-I-Rise! For..... I'm the apple of my father's eyes! I've had much and lost it all.....I've been on the mountain----I've even had to crawl. I have cried because of hurt---cause by family and friends----yet....I rise because of him. I'm a beautiful mess...... not perfect-- yet..... Perfectly Blessed. I tell you this....be not surprise--- For I am the apple of my father's eyes! My Father's Eyes.

Greater than this life,  is my love for you, Stronger than the grave..... I'll go through hell for you. Through good times or bad, happiness or sad, joy or pain..... our love still remains. I'll be shelter from the rain..... I'll be laughter when there's pain, I'll be healing when you're sick..... I'll be last breath; if you ever needed it. For me.... Now and always..... always and forever; You will be..... My First Love! Perfectly- Imperfect..... sent from above: My First Love.

Teach-Me, How to love.... I have given so much.... I know that, It's beyond being  touched. I'll be a river--- flow through me.... take your time and teach me. I'm so open and willing..... Will you teach me? Teach-Me, How to love.... Will you teach me?

I want it back.... You and me. Pride want let me say I'm sorry! I want your touch, your sweet kisses, your kindness, your body--- that made me flip, your honesty that---- always sent me. I want you with me..... I- Know- I- Messed-Up, but my pride.... want let me say I'm sorry. My pride won't let me say I'm sorry!

I'm broken and you're broken too; maybe it's your brokenness that leads me to you. I don't know what I want---yet, all I think about is you....are you the forbidden fruit or just my taboo? I can't tell...all that I thought was real---Changed, when I meet you. You like frilly things and I like them on you.... You like the truth... honestly to me the truth is you!How could something that, seems so right be so wrong, in the over-view? I'm broken and you're broken too;maybe it's your brokenness that, lead me to you.I'm not sure....all that I know is that: I'm spent... . all in  and it's because of you.I don't know if, it's really wrong or just taboo.... all I know is that, I'm in love with you: my forbidden fruit... my taboo ... now-until-forever... I will love you.My Taboo.

Naked before you..... Longing for more, is being along--- the price that, I must endure; for being real and wanting more?

Take the risk and discover or rediscover who you really are.... Never be afraid of being you.

Let Your Heart Sing..... The Secrets Of Your Soul. Let Your Soul Reveal Things Never Before Told. Sing Beyond Yourself.......Let Your Vibration Touch The Sky..... You Were Born For Greatness---- Spread Your Wings and Fly.Let Your Heart Sing..... Let Your Spirit Dance; As God Is.... You Be In The Earth. Let Your Heart Sing...... The Secrets Of Your Soul. Let God Reveal To You Things Never Before told. Never Before.....

All-Things being equal..... I be down for you--- for better-or-worst.... and in every situation---I always put you first. Now, I need to know are you down for  me too; Hey! If, I have to wonder---- We might as well call it....and be through. You never had to wonder about me--- and I'll be ******.... If, I have to wonder about you. Never Will I Wonder.

That, Laid-Back ease..... **** tease..... Come-On-Up the stairs please.... When you both know--- what he's about to do to you...and you're creaming--- cause you're gonna do it to him too! That..... Baby, Come-and-Get-It.... I'ma keep it hot til-ya-way-up-in-it..... Night Flow!

It doesn't matter what I'm wearing or not--- wearing. It doesn't matter what *** I happen to be or what *** you are. It doesn't matter how old or how young we are. It doesn't matter how far we may have gone willingly together..... It doesn't even matter if, we're married or in a relationship. Hear-Me, Clearly when I say..... No-Means-No! Point-Blank-Period.....No-Means-No!

What I want..... That's simple... I want you to get to know me on the real... lets be about transparency... I want you to know me good, bad, happy, sad, all together or falling apart... and I want you to trust yourself with me---- all of you.... for all of me! What, I want is for  you to love me.... No-Pressure! No- Pressure.

Your love's so good makes me wanna shout your name.... Firer, No- RollBack on the flame!

No special occasion...... It's just something that, I wanted you to know. Loving you has always been easy..... you make it that way; With your kindness, mindfulness, and in the way that, you treat-me---- always tuned-in to the depth of me. Staying with you has always been a pleasure for me..... Because you get me like none-other..... You are and have been --- My Sister-Brother, Father-Mother, Lover-and Closest Friend.....You are everything that, I hold dear----- and it seems like you've always been. My love for you is higher than The Empire State..... Deeper than Victoria Lake, it brings life to me like The Nile.... Simply you're the gift that, makes my Life worthwhile; to the moon-and-back again.... You will always be My Lover, My Life, and My Friend. No..... Special Occasion----- I just wanted you to know..... Some of the reasons, why I love you so! No Special Occasion.

For U.... I'll dance the ballet naked in full view--- I'll do anything when it comes to you. You are the air that I breathe.... The blood that flows within me--- you're everything I've ever wanted and all that, I'll ever need. With you I'm born again... You are my life,  my lover, and my friend. For U.... I'll dance the ballet naked in full view---- I would give my life for you.... for you there's nothing I wouldn't do.

I ran but you didn't follow. Right into the pouring rain... I thought, you would come running after; but you left me hanging once again. How could you love me and see me hurting... and just turn and walk away? Why! Did you run--out in the rain? Is- That, all you have to say?!!  No! I tried... to love you but you hurt me. Had a baby with that, chick!  Then, tried to make me feel bad... Boy--- I ain't tryin' to hear this.... sh--! -- How could I, Love you and see -- you hurting; and just turn... and walk away? Just like this... and there's nothing more to say. No! Really, there's nothing more to say!

Just because I'm alone doesn't mean I'm lonely.

I'm not your ex.... if, you step to me--- better come correct.... I'm so much more---- I could be the life you've been waiting for! I'm not your ex..... step to me---  with respect.... bring-respect and respect you'll get.  I'm gonna build you up..... help you obtain your dreams.... Love you down easy---- make you whole---- give you peace...... walk in your soul. I will be one with you---- you become one with me..... All-That, We imagine.... through prayer-- we will be. I'll hold you down.... walk in the rain for you... I'd crawl a mile just to pull you through whatever that, was binding you. All, I ask is that you do the same for me..... we've both been hurt---- and I stand,  to bring you into my free..... My wings I open for you.. Find rest inside of me--- allow me to rest in you. Don't fall back on me--- I'd never fall back on you. I'm not them...... They did things.... I'd never do. I'm not your ex!

Think.... I'm a nasty girl? I'm the one-- who rocks ya-world! U.... can call me Bambi..... yea---- I'll flip ya-mommy! I'm down.... You'll never be lonely....I'll be your private joy----into you only. Still-Waiting..... You want the best; I Wanna Be Your Lover---- from cover-to-cover, I'll take you uptown....then you can go downtown. Head... OOOOO! We gone get-it. No-Really, All I want is a kiss....and all night long--- you can get-up-on-this! I got, a ***** mind.... It gets me sometimes; you-know that, it's true cause--- you got one too! Controversy....that's what they say of we..... All, I know is that...you make me free.Do Me Baby.... Call My Name, It's gonna be scandalous..... I have no shame. My life is with you.... Under The Cherry Moon.

ONCE was me..... I've learned and now, I know the importance of taking care of me. Yes-I, have learned to love me..... if, I don't love me--- I could never love you..... if, I don't respect myself..... I could never expect you to! Walking in my royal...... Standing in my free.

I'm here and I'm all alone again but I'm not lonely, I guess that I'm  over you. It was a long time coming but I'm whole again and I'm enjoying the day. It's a day of love, It's a day to give all that, you have inside of you; it's a day to hold back, it's a day to keep all the love that, you have to yourself. I'm here and I'm alone but I'm not lonely; I'm on my own and for the first time--- feeling that, I'm complete: I guess that, I don't need you anymore. I'm enjoying the day, It's a day of hope; It's a day of new-beginnings, It's a day of reconciliation, It's a day of my appreciation. I appreciate you for bring me back to myself, I guess that, I needed you for a moment-in-time; to help me find what was there all the time. It was there inside of me but I needed you  to see--- all the things that, I couldn't be. Now, I can truly appreciate me and all that I am; and as for you.... I-Guess that, I don't give a ****. It's one of those days, One of those I'm feeling myself days, I'm happy being me days, I love myself days; I'm amazing days. It's one of those don't bother me days, Don't come at me like-that days, If, You knew what was best for you days. It's a day of love, It's a day of peace, It's a day of sweet release, It's a day of joy, It's a day of pain, It's a day to open-up, It's a day to refrain from opening-up, It's a day for lovers, It's a day to hate all that, you love, It's one of those days. I'm here but I'm not missing you, I guess that, finally we're through; and it's just one of those days. One of those I don't need you days, I can do bad all by myself days, I can make it without you days, I'm tired of trying days, I'm spent days, I am ready to-move-on days, It's my good-by days, I've given all that, I'm willing to give days. I'm here in this big empty room but I'm not lonely, I remember your touch but I'm not longing, I remember the last-time we made love but I'm not craving,I guess that, the memories we made aren't worth saving. It's just one of those days, I'm down for me kind-of-days, I want to be free kind-of-days, I'll make it for me kind-of-days, It was nice knowing-you kind-of-days. Looking- Back, Thinking- Out-Loud, It's just one of those days. One of those days out on my own.... enjoying me and not feeling alone. One Of Those Days.

Meet me on the rooftop... come make me your own.... make me cream and I'll make you moan. Go-Deep and Go-Long.... I'll let you taste it....you be Gin.... I be Patron.I'll take your bass make your moans falsetto.... no-one has ever gotten me wetter. Meet-Me, On the rooftop come lets explore..... whatever, gets-you-off....I'll do and more! I have no-hang-ups... I won't hide the freak...I'll make your bass-- falsetto....straight moaning for me.Meet-Me....Meet-Me... On The Rooftop.

OOOOOOOOO- U- Kissed me....Made me- high, now I'm shedding my skin for you boy! You, got me..... Me-Ole-My---I really wanna put-it-on-ya! You-Said..... You, knew the way..... gonna take me deeper---- I give you all my lace....and now I'm bound in leather---- OOOOOO-I- Like-It! Boy.... Come make it rain..... Taste-It..... Spank-Me..... Call-My-Name! OOOO-I-Like-It..... Do-It-Deeper..... Daddy-Again...... OOOOOO-I-Like-It...... I- Like-It....... OOOOO_ I-Like-It.