Please forgive me I've seemed to have misplaced my conscience
You see I just killed three families , and I smiled , pay no mind I'm clean about it
My knives were sharp making this quick and I left them at their dinner table it was silent
The screams echoed through my clear head
Why so startled ?
I thought you people liked the gruesome terror that is ******
Oh only in movies ?
Well I think life's a movie and we are all actors
Only the true actors survive
That family didn't survive
I seek red
wait what did u just call me？
freak?!?!
You call me a freak because you don't understand
Because I have a concept that you find insane and mental
I am doing you ******* a service !
I am giving you real entertainment
I am making life worth living
Forcing you I live on the edge because my knives may be around to cut thy rebellion down to a a minor blood stain on this lovely white carpet
You seem upset
You know I never started this
You did
I had a family
And you shot them down off of looks
You gave no care to mine
So why the **** can't I relive that through each slaughter each beg and plea
Sorry for my language earlier it was a little out of pocket
I can't start giving my cares out to murderers
Will I stop is a question I get often
No I won't I think you conniving pigs deserve every breathe i steal away
Maybe then this legalized ****** can end
Maybe civil equality can return
What are my terms to turn my self in
Now why would I do that ?
My terms are to return my family back to me
Oh you can't
Well I guess I can't come out of hiding
You call call me freak
Single me out
But aren't you all the same
When you say you'd **** for what's yours ? WHEN YOU DON'T CARE WHO IT IS AND THEY DARE NOT HURT THOSE YOU LOVE?
I have no reason to accept the customs of you killers
I will swim in the ashes of the homes I burned down
Drink the tears of each victim like hard whiskey
And hold close to my dog tags remembering how i served you ******* and how you took my everything away...

Miles go I seldom care.
None cross the path fear is adrug I need to exist.
The road my hunting ground  night my  world.

In my view the lights a becon caliing the  road holds no mercy.
The weak shall  be erased.
Im a dealer in pain.

Hell's highway calls me every mile  is a battle of will.
Do you know my name?
speak it in fear of long nights  traveling alone.

Souls matter none for it's  the flesh I yern to own.

In summer night's air kissed her hair still as death.
Like wolfs to a pack and moths to a flame we were drawn to the
madness just the same.

A thrill shared wreckless sings within the foolish
and prays apon the weak.
And so she saw a vision so very unclear.
Yerned to taste the demon yet never kiss the flame.

Faded tail light the ride always cast lighting from passions heat.
calm within the chaos her screams bleed through even still.
Night as backdrop velvet crushed my reason.

I closed the coffin  and bid farewell.
So begins my killing season.

Girl when you left
How I wanted to chase after you
But I didn’t wanna make things hard for you
Like the guys before me did
Because I don’t think you truly understood
When I looked into Those  the eyes
Of the girl that change me for good
There was a greenish tint I couldn’t resist
I knew at this time that  this is the one that would change me for the better
But maybe
Just maybe
I tried a little too hard
And maybe that’s what killed it in the end

Sitting in a tower of cans that fill the room with their Logos that read percentages and names
I sit alone with a small box colored of red black and white filled with cancer and tar
I know it's not right
I know this isn't the way to live
But it's away to relieve stress and forget about past
And now it’s Become Just the hope and possibly
of feeling  what Normal was
and for what it  used to be
I know this will go on forever
I will not let it **** me
But till that day comes this is forever me
The boy with cigarette

They told me it was metal,
but I didn't believe a word.
But now I find it's iron
of the strongest, finest kind.
Ah! Here is my little bellows,
I think I'll melt it down.

They seep out of my mouth
Like spiders crawling
Weaving webs across the room.
Then they reach you.

They infiltrate your ear
You cringe as I enter your soul
A venomous rampage.
Then they eat you.

You drown in fear
They are your only escape
I am your only fate.
Then they take you.

Half consumed, half demoralized
These scars will never heal
I will always be the cure.
Then they imprison you.

Like spiders,
Crawling.