I exist to show very little

Heavier the drag is to carry
Answers that never settle well
Truth is i didn't choose it
Everything is just is

Mind munipulative to live
Yield to approach peace

Losing it for being careful
Infested sympathy are given to me
Further on I keep going
Ending roads are expected

Standing tall with beautiful petals
After awhile of being admired
A shadow was creeping upon me
It was a struggle for sun light
The weeds stealing the water
And wilting away
Until the gardener spotted me
Carefully dug me up
Without pulling my roots
Place in a *** and gave my light
Water down and supported my stem
Now I can grow
To standing tall once again
I am admired by others
But belong to my gardener
I have her to please
In her viewing pleasure
I couldn't have been picked by anyone else

You shouldn't worry
It not a burden you should carry
So trust me when I say
It will go away

I am Satan
And I am Jesus Christ
I walk this path
Only with my thoughts
Sometimes I eat my dinner
Other times I **** on your wall
I want to grab a knife
And pin you up
Like Mr. Christ
You're always fake to being nice
But I think I will commit suicide
And stay away from homicide
I can't abandon this world tonight
Cause I'm not leaving without a fight

Money isn't free
Money is imaginary
There is no crime
It's all in your mind
Money was never real
Money only has us killed

When I'm mad
There is a smile
When I'm sad
There is a smile
When I'm crooked
There is a smile
When I'm evil
There is a smile
When I'm doomed
There is a smile
When I'm hurt
There is a smile
When I'm alone
There is a smile
When I'm broken
There is a smile
When I'm happy
There is a smile

The shadow is where I lurk
It is not evil or dark
But a place to find peace
When avoiding creatures of the light
They talk and act in secret
Using the shadow for their ***** work
I now see who has a black heart
For man lust for all, but the least
The world is an awful sight
They have yet to regret
After they feel the hurt

Angels come from a place so bright
But in my mind
An angel has appear
I have no light
My head is cold and dark
The unknown is around
Just be aware something is there
If it breaks and it will start
It's not bad nor is good
It just a spark
That became a flame
It so hot and untame
Angel please don't step in
My anger is now burns within
I know I know
You became cold Angel
The fire has gone low
Only for you to be warm
I now have a light
With a warm happiness