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Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
Over the past few days there's this rage that has been boiling inside of me….a rage against all my doubters,a rage against all the haters,a rage that seems to consume the major portion of my mind.There is nothing wrong  in letting off a little steam every now and then…I feel its important to do this…makes you feel lighter.Relationships are complicated and humans in general are a complex species.It’s hard to understand or predict them...with other animals you get a fairly certain idea of what they might do in particular situation.With humans you just never know what’s coming.

Our very existence is defined by the things we say and more importantly the things we do.Actions don’t just speak louder than words…they create an impact so powerful that can be felt for generations to come.A life might perish but the memory(whether good or bad) of that person lives on forever.So it ‘s important to try and make an effort to make a difference in someone’s life,to try and do some good work before your time is up and whenever life does give you that rare second chance do make it full use of it coz’ those are like lottery tickets…you never know when you’ll get lucky.

A wee bit of insanity is important to survive this chaotic and messed-up world.There's a thin line between being too nice or meek and trying to be aggressive...it's kinda' hard to balance the two out.You be too nice and people will trample over you...you get too aggressive and you will labelled as a monster.Truth is there is a monster in each and everyone of us.In some it's very dormant while some have awakened it unintentionally.The trick here is that you need to be in control of the monster and not the other way around."
Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
"Love isn't a distraction.Life as we know is complicated....love just adds another dimension to it.I'm not getting into the debate of whether love is a blessing or a burden.Love is exciting,challenging,demanding,furious and intoxicating...some accept it with open arms...some have reservations about it.....some take time to embrace it...some hope to reach that elusive zone of bliss and calm thru this medium...while some are destroyed by it...whatever it is...one thing's for sure....when you are going thru this process of love you learn so much..you experience something you never thought you would ever experience....you display emotions and feelings you never even thought you were capable of having in the first place.At times it works like a rejuvenating tonic for your soul which has taken far too much battering.It's such a beautiful conundrum that you wish you were fortunate enough to be given an opportunity to experience it.I mean....at the end of the day..a morning of togetherness is far better than a night of loneliness."
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Sometimes i wish the best memories of my life could just be frozen in time and suspended by an invincible thread...if only time would wait...then i could've enjoyed and relived those wonderful moments over and over again...i wish there was a replay button so that i could hang on to those memories a little longer...i've often wondered as to whether the upcoming memorable moments or sweet memories of my life that i might have are gonna be able to match the previous ones i've had....i think it's more often than not a bit difficult to top the previous ones but somehow good things happen in our lives and we keep on believing that the best is yet to come and there are gonna be a lot of great memories that are certainly gonna supersede the previous ones...i guess it's this combination of belief and hope that keeps one going."
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
It is true that you were way outta my league
Truth is you never even looked at me
I always dreamt about you though
And i must admit you were the most beautiful dream i have ever dreamt
Guess some dreams never realise
They just stay etched in our minds always in the state of a dream
If only reality was as beautiful as our dreams
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
If you don't respect others, expect them to return the favour.Respect is earned by the way you treat other people.Your behaviour,attitude,actions and speech are the criterias on which respect depends.So be aware of all this factors when you're presenting yourself to the world.If you think carefully,via the above mentioned factors you are basically advertising yourself to the world.Respect is also deeply connected with love.If you do not respect a person,you cannot claim to truly love him or her.Respect is the basic step of any relationship...without it there can't exist one.
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
At first your heart burns
It hurts like crazy
You cry
Your pillow is a witness to that
A week goes by
A month
And then a year
It's never ...never..easy
But gradually you learn to live with it...
....the painful realization that you're all alone
....save for you cat
And of course Almighty
You pick up the groceries
You prepare your meal
You sit at home and write stuff
Play with your cat
Watch T.V.
Say a little prayer
and then go to bed....
..this keeps going on...
And then you finally meet someone again
..and life is back to what it was...
Date nights...
Late nights...
And so on and so forth...
As if nothing had ever happened...
Your life is now resurrected
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
Our souls have been barren for far too long
What doesn't **** you only makes you strong
So have faith my love
This is just a passing phase
I know it seems as tricky as a complicated maze
But believe me….
Our souls will be drenched in love again
I know sometimes love can get tough
And we feel like we have nowhere to go
Just surrender yourself to me and let your feelings flow
Material things don’t matter to me really…
…they never did
I only want you my love,whom I value dearly
I've not given up on us
I still hold confidence and trust
Life has put us through many hells
Now it will do what is just
Light shall dispel the dark
And we will re-discover our missing spark
Broken hearts shall meet again
The indifferent clouds shall weep again
The distant sun will shine again
Like a phoenix from the ashes….our love will rise again
Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
I'm drowning in a sea of grief
I'm trying desperately to reach the surface
But i simply can't
Have exhausted all my options
I was a never a good swimmer when it came to an ocean of sorrow
My mind has stopped working
My heart's been bruised and battered
No one seems to care about me
Or even try to understand me
The pain is just killing me
It just keeps on increasing
I need someone to help me get thru this torrid time
If only i had someone on whose shoulders i could've rested my head...
......And cried my lungs out
God..i know i haven't done anything to be in your good books
But plz God....will you help me??
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
I never really meant anything to you
Just a show-piece that you'd show off to your friends
So i guess i was fool all along to actually love you
All those promises you made were nothing more than an illusion
You just played me all along
Tell me…did u never ever have feelings for me?...
….not even for a single moment?
How easy it is for you to play with someone’s heart…
…one text and it’s done
Those love songs and poems I wrote for you now seem like useless S*
The candlelight dinners
The weekend getaways
…….it was all just a game to you
Takes a lot to be a heartless **** like you
But you know what I’m relieved
Separation has never tasted sweeter
The agony of separation has never been so serene
Darkness has descended
A new sun will rise again
Life was and will once again be beautiful
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
As you trace the outlines of my belly with your fingers        
I'm but lost in your embrace
Your warm breath upon me            
And shower of kisses on my tummy and back is driving me to an uncontrollable ecstasy
As your lips hold mine
I've completely surrendered myself to you
As your strong hands caress my *******
My soul can't help but let out moans of pleasure
As you slip between my thighs
And take me to that place of sheer satisfaction
I try to hold on to the sheets
Your powerful thrusts are driving me crazy
My mind is blown with sensations i've never felt before
My body is shuddering under the impact of your intense love-making
My hair is all messed up
Our hearts are racing
And as i lay on your chest...
...our sweat-smeared bodies touching against one another
And as i look into your eyes..
...for the first time i feel wanted
I have a confession to make...
...'i've never been loved like this'
I never felt such raw passion
You've truly made this a night to remember
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
As i approached her
My heart started racing
This was my first time
I was trembling and shaking
She was wearing a **** negligee
She could sense my nervousness
She smiled and giggled a bit
She took off her clothes
She had an amazing body
She unbuttoned my shirt
Then she took off my trousers and the boxers i was wearing inside
Just relax...she said.
She made me lie down
She started kissing me
She licked my *******
Then she focused her attention on my manhood
She started ******* and licking it like a hungry animal
I was going crazy
I had entered a new world of ecstasy
I felt sensations i'd never felt before
Then she began to ride me
At first slow
And then gradually she increased her pace
The intensity of her pace was increasing
I couldn't take it no more
And as she could sense that i was almost ready to ***
She started riding me with much more ferocity
Finally i could my feel my love-lava leaving me and entering deep into her world
She then rested upon me..
..kissed my forehead
And said-'not bad for a first timer!'
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
In the beginning it wasn't easy
The tides were rough
The going was tough
The weather was adverse
The sailing was anything but smooth
At first we hated
We couldn't stand each other
There was constant firing from both ends
And we both had to take cover
Then like civilized people we discussed and debated
Whether we were right for each other
Finally we concluded that we should give ourselves a chance
And do that sinful dance
And now after a year
We both are happy and secure
..there is no fear
Our evenings are fulfilling
And nights are thrilling

Amazing how things work out if we give them a chance to work out
Sk Abdul Aziz Sep 2015
Buried under a burden of expectations
You were the only source of comfort I've had
Ridiculed by society
You were the only support I've had
Weakened by hatred
You were the only source of strength I've had
Neglected by Family
You were the only resting place I've had
Threatened by Life
You were the only refuge I've had
You were the mirror of my soul
I've seen the world through your eyes
You've seen me at my best
You've seen me at my worst
You've seen me at my strongest
You've seen me at my weakest
I've seen you without make-up..without clothes
I love your smell…..
……..The shape of your lips
……..The size of your nose
……..Your black hair
I've watched you fight for me against the world
It feels like we've known each other for an eternity
Before i met you i was murdered by sorrow and loneliness.....
.......each and every day of my life
Don’t ever leave my side
‘Coz if you do my whole world will come crashing down
And will burn like an eternal flame
You are what keeps the old ticker running
Without you I will find it impossible to have a reason to live
“Till death do us part”……………..
Sk Abdul Aziz Jan 2016
Silence speaks to me more than words ever can
It speaks to me in ways words never can
The stillness of the night
The empty night streets
The open sky
The moonlight
The constellations
The first rays of the sun
The early morning breeze
The open fields
The trees
The blades of grass
...they all speak to me

Silence and me..we go a long way back
We share a very special relationship
A strong bond so to speak
Ever since the time i learnt to speak
I realized very quickly that silence was going to be my best friend
And so far it has never betrayed me

Silence is my best friend
My confidante
I share all of thoughts and secrets with it
I interact with on a daily basis
Silence is serene
Silence is magic
Silence is *******
In this chaos-filled life..moments of silence is like tranquility
Silence helps me get through the day
Silence keeps the monster within me at bay

The best things are truly said without saying anything
Sometimes a touch
A look
A stare
...says so much
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
Small candle burning bright
Small candle emitting light
Small candle putting up a fight..
...against the strong zephyr intent on killing it
It's shaking
It's trembling
But still doesn't stop burning
Sometimes when i look at a burning candle i'm taken back to those old days...
...Days when our love used to burn proudly like that
Alas we couldn't give the rough winds much of a fight
And the flame was extinguished forever
Now all that remains are the distant memories of a glorious past which we shared together
Sk Abdul Aziz Dec 2015
What can we do or say?
You are surely tired and ill
You are far from home
We miss our villages
I think so hard about those close to me
How will they manage in the cold?
I am so sad, so far away from my family
Those who do not know me....
......think that i have no problems and am very happy
Because i smile(or at least try to)
But I have many concerns
But sadly no one knows
If i did not cry
If i did not smile
I would've been dead...just like my neighbour
You look at that girl..
...She's crying too
Because she is embarrassed of her situation
Rwayda, come and see what's around you...visit your neighbours
My parent's shepherd was a good man
Now his sister's all alone
I will put guard dogs in his place

We don't want money
We just want our sons
We just want our daughters
We just want our relatives
We just want our neighbours
We just want our homes
All i want is for them is to stop bombarding our houses
All i want is for them to stop shooting at us
Even if i'm given thousands of dollars or showered with gold
It can never replace the neighbours and relatives i've left behind

Why do we have to suffer so much??
What is our fault?
Children are becoming orphans
Their childhood is being shattered
All they are witnessing is violence
The ground is sporting the colour red now
The air reeks of motionless bodies lying all around
The pain
The agony
The trauma all around me is too much to take
It is stuck inside my head like a bullet
With every passing day it gradually kills me

I hope that GOD will punish the enemies
I hope that GOD will burn down their houses....
....just like they did to ours
I hope that GOD will do justice
Inspired from a programme i was watching on some channel.
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
You might not be tall
You might not be good looking
You might not be wealthy
You might not have a six-pack
You might not know poetry
But if you have a non-saleable and compassionate soul
You have everything..
...'coz a wonderful soul is the most beautiful piece of poetry that can ever exist
Layers and layers of goodness
Piled one upon the other
There's chocolate with vanilla
Oranges and peaches too
The body withers and weakens
But the soul is evergreen
The soul speaks without even saying a word
The soul defines you
The soul represents you
The soul is your true identity
Value your soul
Protect your soul
Fill it with all the goodness you can
'Coz it is what makes you a true man
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Do you dare to bare your soul in front of me
Don't be scared
I'll be gentle
I won't rush
I won't be aggresive
I'll merely keep peeling layer after layer till i reach the innermost core of your heart
I'll break down every single wall you've built around yourself
I want to explore the depths of your soul
I want to strip you off your sense of morals
And expose the real you
The wild you
The unrestrained you
The vulnerable you
The fearless you
The fierce you
The seductive you
The temptress you
The unseen you
The wonderful you
The horrific you
The you who is much more than what meets the eye
The you who has so much more to offer

So i ask you again-"are you ready to take that leap of faith with me?"
I can't promise you a smooth ride
But i will promise you a safe conclusion
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
When you can just completely blank your mind for a few moments and just let go of every single emotion you have ever felt in your life....it truly does work wonders.It's the best therapy for the soul.It's like rebooting your system.Close your eyes...forget the world for a moment.Forget that you even exist.You've entered another dimension...you're a different entity now.You're in a state of trance now.Everything around is still.Peace and tranquility surrounds you.Now as you start to return to reality...play the best memories of your life in your head over and over again and by the time it all ends you will feel this incredible sense of unbridled joy and new found energy surging through every inch of your body.
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
I’m leaving earth
The space-shuttle is magnificent
Travelling to the far off distant galaxy
I've now entered an unknown territory
This is the truly the most magnificent view i've ever seen
Is this a dream??
All around there is this feeling of immense vastness
Planets and constellations dominate the area
My eyes are almost blinded by the contrasting light and darkness
When i look at the stars, i think as to how feeble i am
As a child I used to look outta my window and gaze at the stars in the night sky
And now here I was….watching them up close
This is where I always wanted to be
A magical land of light and dark
A place where no one knows me
A place where I have no lovers or mourners
A place where time just seems to float
A place where no one judges me
A place where I’m in sync with myself
I ‘ve lost track of time
Don’t know how many days it’s been since I’ve been away
I’ve had some of my best moments here
Wish i can die here
'Coz that would be one beautiful death
Dear space...please engulf me in your vastness
I’m done with earth
Sk Abdul Aziz Sep 2015
Broken Heart
Broken Bones
Abandoned by Hope
Dispelled by Life
Surrounded by Hatred
Gravely Misunderstood
Married to Isolation
Friends with the Dark
But spirit still intact
How long can you last??
Ultimately your spirit's gonna break...
No....it's not...
..And you know why??
...Coz it's the only thing i have..
..And i'm not giving up the only thing i have..
...No matter what
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
Sometimes i think how wonderful it would be
If i were you
And you were me
You were always the hottest girl of the class
You could get any guy you wanted
You were always the centre of attraction
Me...i was always the nerd
Thick glasses,no fashion sense
Books were my lovers
Boys wanted nothing more than friendship from me
Now if i were you..i could go the prom...
..The one thing i had always longed for
I'd be invited to parties i never got to go
My dad always said-"getting a degree is more important than getting a boyfriend."
But i never really agreed with that
I guess just like every other girl a part of me always hoped that someday a charming prince would sweep me off my feet and whisk me away on his magnificent horse
I know i'm being naive
Wishful thinking really
But even if for a day it were possible to trade places with you
I'd do it without thinking for a moment
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
Crying didn't help
Neither did the chocolates
Watching Tv didn't help
Neither did shopping
The heartbreak you caused me was just tearing me apart
The pain was becoming unbearable
I was sleeping in the hope of sleeping the pain away
Never even realized when death arrived at my doorstep
And took me in its grasp
And buried the pain forever
I must admit it was indeed a sweet escape
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
You singled me out as the worst thing that happened to you
But i'll always cherish you...you know why?
'Coz u r the best lesson that life has ever taught me...
Thk you...i feel much stronger now...
I've now risen like a phoenix from the ashes of despair
And now i will fly to greater heights of bliss
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Darkness has its days
But light will always be equated with years
At times things will be rough
There will be tears
There will be fears
There will be doubts
There will be negativity
But someday light will shine through
And dispel the dark
Coz no matter how dark it is
A little light is sufficient to defeat it
I sincerely pray and hope that.....
A new day will come
A day which will see peace
A day which will see humanity in it's purest form
A day which will see the end of war
A day when we can be proud of our planet
A day which we all will look forward to
He who kills one innocent person...kills entire humanity-Teachings of Islam
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Snow covered mountains
Temperatures in the negative
Not a soul in sight
Few white patches in the sky
A few birds hovering around
The moonlight adding to the beauty
A sparkle in my eye
A smile on my face
A sense of satisfaction in my soul
The constellations as my witness

This is the kind of setting i want for my death
I don't want no one to miss me
Just remember me for the right reasons...
...that is all i ask
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
You told me you love me
Then why did you leave me?
And now after all these years
You've come back to retrieve me
Did i never mean nothing to you?
How could i fall for your tricks...it's something i will always rue
I should've known from the start
You were merely playing with my heart
You toyed with my emotions
You insulted my devotion
I gave my soul to you
But you just decimated it
Love was always a game to you
I wish when you do fall in love...someone does the same to you
You know one can never remain happy by hurting someone
I hope someday you feel the hurt and realize what it feels like
Sk Abdul Aziz Feb 2016
The oscars are a few hours away
For some it'll be quite the day
All dressed up in their favourite attire
Ready to set the red carpet on fire
It will be a starry affair
Some will experiment with fashion and choose to dare
Flashbulbs and interviews will be the order of the day
While the sun shines the broadcasters will make hay
The nominations are once again a white affair
Makes everyone want to question and stare
The nominees will all be here
The crowd and the audience will cheer
But in the end it is the winner who will give that speech and shed a tear
When the winners' speeches get long
The men with the violins start to play their song
Later the victors will pose with their awards
For the hard work they put in it will be for them deserving rewards
Just wish for the awards to be filled with a little bit more diversity
It would only strengthen everyone's belief in equality
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
When in love be prepared to go through hell
'Coz it is through the challenging path of hell that you will have to make your way to heaven
It's not gonna be easy
It never is
You will need loads of patience..
..and an unlimited reserve of willpower
There will be times when you will have self-doubts
There will times when your faith will be shaken
The more closer you reach the more rougher the tides will get
But you gotta be strong
You gotta weather the storm
You have to fight out
You have to be prepared to put your hands into the flame
You have to give yourself a chance
And then if you finally make it you will have truly achieved something major in your life
I'm not saying that you'll come out of it totally unscathed
But even if you can make it out of hell with some minor injuries..then that too would be quite somethig
After all love is something worth taking a few blows for
Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools," said I, "You do not know.
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you.
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sounds of silence."
Lyrically, one of the best songs in my opinion.
Sk Abdul Aziz Mar 2016
It is the jewel of the morning sky
It is a source of energy
A source of life
Everyone needs it
No one save for Almighty knows as to for how many years it has been burning
When it rises and when it sets
It gives us two of the most breathtaking sights in the world
Just this incredible myriad of colours fills up the sky
When the sun rises it announces the beginning of the day
Gradually everyone from birds to animals to humans
Start to get on the move
The day begins
And then at evening when it finally goes down in the distant horizon
Creating a visual spectacle
The artificial lights take over
The flavour all around changes
But it's not quite the same without the sun
During the winters when the body shivers and feels so very numb
It provides the much needed warmth and gives relief from the harsh cold winds
During the monsoons it is sometimes not visible
The dark and gloomy clouds conceal it
But after the clouds have broken down and a downpour is complete
The sun peeks out from behind
Just in time to meet 'vibgyor'
Ah!what a sight!!!
But during the summers it can be harsh
At times the sweltering heat can get unbearable
But then again it gives you the opportunity to tan your skin
And then of course there are ice-creams and shakes to look forward to
I have always loved the sun
I enjoy basking in it's glory
Feeling it warm every inch of me
Burning away my fears and insecurities
And re-energizing my soul
Oh dear sun!..what would i do without you?
You truly motivate me
In your presence i feel like superman
No task seems too difficult
No dream seems impossible
Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
Fear not 'coz you've almost reached your destination;relax and smile... you've conquered and come this far;you've proved  others wrong and done the impossible;you've made urself proud;u've proved that u've still got it.Nobody had given u a chance but you mustered up d courage,dug out ur resources and surprised one and all including urself.What u feel at this point of time is truly indescribable.In other words it's sheer bliss.You never doubted urself.;u never lost hope;u were confident in d face of adversity.You showed dat courage is not 'bout being brave....it's 'bout accepting ur fears and conquering 'em;it's 'bout accepting ur flaws and working on 'em;it's 'bout taking all d negativity around you and turning it into something positive.

You belong to dat elite group of individuals who never gives up and dat is what sets u apart from d majority.You deserve my respect.You inspire me to do greater things,to scale greater heights.You motivate me like no one else does.You fill my heart with this uncontrollable burning desire to succeed.I don't want to be u and yet i want to become someone like u.There is this strange attraction i feel towards u.It's weird and at times feels completely inexplicable.It's not that i love you but....i don't know what it is about you that intrigues me.My list of faults and mistakes is endless but i'm not a hypocrite or a ******.To achieve even half of what u've achieved is quite a mouth-watering prospect and it's certainly a challenge worth accepting.

I don't know who u are.We are not related by blood and neither do we know each other.Yet i feel this strong connection with u.When i look at you; when i listen to u speak,i feel so much at peace.You don't judge me like the others do.The colour of my skin or my physicality doesn't bother u.You're patient with me.You don't just understand me; u feel me.You are the one constant thought dat occupies my mind and i have a feelin' dat you ain't got any intentions of leavin'.
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
I love it when you hold me tight
I love it when you get a firm grip on me
I love it when kiss me with intense passion
I love it when you rip my lingerie apart
I love it when you spread my legs and ******* sweet nectar with great intent and purpose...
...i love how you take your time while doing that
I love it how you pay attention to every inch of body
From head to toe
Hips to lips
Eyes to thighs
Nothing is ignored
I love it when you make my hormones go bezerk
I love it when you take me to that state of trance
I love how you make my entire body,mind and soul burn with desire
I love it when you blow my mind with your powerful thrusts
I love it when you pound my pleasure walls
I love it how you caress my *******
I love it when you make me feel sensations i've never felt before
I love it how each and every day how you make me want you more
I love how during winters we keep swimming in a sea of blankets
I love how i get to wake up to your sweet face
I love it when we watch sunsets together
I love it when we dance in the rains
I love how you pleasantly surprise me every now and then
I love that you are patient with me
I love that you are honest with me
I love how i can talk with you for hours about anything
I love it when you remember birthdays and anniversaries
I love that you never give up
I love that you are resilient in the face of adversity
I love how you've always got a smile on your face
I love how you motivate me
I love that you take care of me
And let me take care of you
Darling i'm half a body without your embrace
Thank you for being always being there for me
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Reason and logic are not to be associated with love.Love rules without any rules.There isn't always a specific or proper answer as to why you love a person...neither can it always be comprehended as to why a person stops loving a person,he or she loved so dearly.We can try to guess or speculate as much as we want...love can never really be understood...it can only be felt...and truth be told-i'd rather feel love than know the meaning of it.

It's a limited time we have while we are here...so use it to love.The most important thing-if you love yourself then you are capable of not just falling in love but also sustaining it for a fairly long time.
Sk Abdul Aziz Jun 2015
Hope rises like a bubble from a bubble-bath
Torture feels like hell....feels like Almighty's wrath
Memories fade away like d winter leaves
And the saddest part is dat d bitter ones r hard to eliminate from d mind
While d fond ones seem to last short.....
At times d good things in life seem like a mirage
They just keep on deceiving us.......
Love is so beautiful;makes u feel so very connected
Hatred feels like a deadly virus dat seems to take over u...if u allow it....
Life seems so precious....yet it's so momentary
Every breath u take feels so relieving....and u say to urself---"Thank u GOD.I've just made it to d next day."
Death feels so relaxing.....kinda' seems to rescue u from all ur troubles....
The sight of moving clouds feel like d most amazing spectacle
The meowing of a cat sounds like sweet music to d ears
The touch of a woman makes d heart beat faster
Expectations feel like hot-air balloons.....they just keep on rising....
Music seems to relax ur mind ......
At times i feel like i'm tryin' to swim in dis huge ocean called life.......
I'm strugglin'....almost feel like i'm about to drown...
But i don't give up...i don't quit....i keep on fightin'......
We try to refrain from sinning....but more often than not give in to temptation.....
We feel sad....we feel upset....
We feel we deserve more from our lives....than what we get......
Friendship is one of the greatest gifts dat life offers us
While Loneliness is the worst enemy it gives us
Courage lies not in being brave
But in conquering your greatest fears
The voice of a woman is like sweet honey
Her smile can light up a stadium
Beneath her lovely hair lies my paradise of thoughts
She is special........u don't need to be a nerd to figure dat out....
At times my thoughts seem to get so very constipated.....
It's like my whole brain is blocked.....thoughts refuse to enter in it....
Yet I write......
I write crap....I scribble....
Just d sight of my pen movin' across d page from left to right provides me with a certain level of assurance 'bout myself...........
Then slowly and gradually d words start to flow.....
At first a bit slow and unsure....just like a little kid's first steps......
Then steady like a teenager.....
And finally as confident as a man......
Sk Abdul Aziz Jun 2015
You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
With the passage of time things change
And all the good things seem like a distant dream
Seasons change.....people change
It's never quite the same
....Who's to blame???
I don't feel the love no more....
...Like i felt in in your eyes before
It's like your love's in disguise
Your attitude strikes me with surprise
It's like your a bitter pill coated with sugar
My life ain't what it used to be.....
.....The fuse's defused....the sparks gone outta it.
I try to comprehend as to where i went wrong
But my mind just fails me.....
There's no more fun.....no more frolic..
.....Gone are those days
Juts like me you've grown up and we've gone our own separate ways.
And most of my pleasant memories have escaped me...
Or confused themselves with dreams
Got no one talk to save for my mirror....
....It's the only one that's been with me....all thru my highs and lows
My heart's in a drought like state....needs some rain
My sense of normalcy is long gone....It's like i'm bordering on the insane
Isolation's the medicine i consume everyday
It's the only pill that makes me feel like myself
Time just doesn't stop....keeps moving so fast
I wonder if i can survive the test....how long can i last???
I'm not sure who i'm looking for....
I guess i'll know it when i see you
Until then i'll hide in my bedroom....
....Staying up all night...just to write
A love song for no one
You're scared of the world outside....
....You prefer the indoors
Though lately i can't blame you...
....I have seen the world
And sometimes wish... your room had room for two
At times certain events defy logic....break the trend of normality
Love knows no boundaries.....yet at times feels so fraught with superficiality
I look up at the blue sky and see a cloud of hope....
Everybody wants to reach the pinnacle of success......everybody wanna do something dope
I was never quite the loud guy...
Always a bit shy
I'm stuck in web of negative emotions
Can't seem to get myself outta it....
I 've heard that you're a wild one...
So let's meet and have some fun....
Let's bury our sorrows and drink to a new beginning....to a new sun.
Sk Abdul Aziz Jun 2015
When ur life takes an unexpected detour
When ur failures pursue a path of encore
When ur problems roar
When u’ve been banished and cast ashore
That is when begins the true test of ur character
Be brave...fight on
F* the problems….just rock on
If u ain’t got no one….You’ve got urself…that’s more than enough
The path is never gonna be easy….it’s always rough
Relax a little….and life’ll kick u in the a

Work hard and u’ll be in a different class
Life’s a test that’s got no pro’s…everyone here is a rookie
It’s u who’s gotta make his or her own fate….no one’s gonna offer u no fortune cookie
Don’t ponder about the past
Try to live with ur soul the present..and have a blast
Don’t let hurdles deter u…rather let‘em propel u further ahead
Use ur head….but don’t keep ur heart dead
Along the way there’ll be many surprises….friends turning foes….foes offering a helping hand
Have faith in ur beliefs and be prepared to take a stand
It’s never too late to start afresh
Everyone’s got issues that need to be addressed
Never take nothin' for granted
Coz' if u do that...then at some point of time ur gonna be haunted...by some unpleasant memory
Silence is golden..but not when ur in love
Work with ur soul…and leave the rest to the Power Above
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
Terror has no face
It is pure disgrace
Terror has no religion
It is pathetic
It is sick
Those who don't respect humanity
How can they even claim to be humans?
What is wrong with the world?
Every single day you read the papers
You watch the news...
There is nothing save for depressing stories
Someone gets shot 'coz of the colour of his skin
Someone gets molested
Someone gets murdered
Someone is discriminated against just 'coz of his religion
Some country gets bombed
Then that country retaliaties by counter-bombing
Virtually every single country is intent on increasing it's nuclear power....
In some countries democracy has become a joke....
...The right to freedom of speech and expression is merely present in the constitution
All of this just makes me so so very sad
I sometimes so wish that Mars becomes suitable for human inhabitance
They have found traces of water...
...haven't they?
'Coz frankly speaking i'm totally done with Earth
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2020
Whatever be the season
Whatever be the month
Whatever be the day
When at Roland Garros... Rafa simply makes hay
He is and will remain the best on clay
Year after year..time has the same story to tell
The clay of Paris is still under Rafa's spell
This court for him is not just a tennis court.. It's his home.. His place of meditation
From here he draws strength and inspiration
This year it was number thirteen
Looking forward to number fourteen
Rafael Nadal is one of the greatest tennis players of all time and in particular the greatest clay court player ever. Today he clinched his 13th French Open.
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
My name is Philip Brooks.I am a reporter and i work for a small news agency in London.I had once to gone to Syria to cover a story.As soon as i landed there i got the sense that i had stepped into dangerous waters.
I felt like i was going to be constantly scrutinised here.I teamed up there with a local journalist named Ahmed.He arranged an accomodation for me which was pretty close to where he lived.I was totally famished that day.So i skipped dinner and just threw myself on the bed.

The next morning Ahmed picked me up at around 8:00.We were supposed to interview this tribal warlord regarding a high-profile ******.We travelled for about an hour and then entered this dingy lane.When we entered his territory i was petrified.There were innumerable gunmen stationed all across.Ahmed told them that we were 'Sahafis'
which means reporters.They let us in.We then entered the warlord's chamber.His face was ugly and horrific to look at.It was covered with scars.Ahmed started conversing with him in their native language.I too had some questions which Ahmed translated and asked him for me.He got agitated but gave the answers.This was all going well when we heard some firing outside.We ran out and out of nowhere a bullet hit Ahmed on the head and he died instantly.I was now staring death in the face.I started running helter skelter.I somehow managed to get to the main road.I saw a woman there and told her what happenned.Luckily she understood English.She had a motorcycle.We sat on it and rode off.

We reached my place.I came to know that she too is a journalist and had been covering this story for a while now.Her name was Nadia.She too had lost a colleague who was covering this story.She had those deep mysterious eyes and apple red lips.She was a bit dimunitive in stature but seemed pretty strong.She had a strong perfume on her the smell of which was hard to forget.She also told me that some big names were involved in the ****** and that i should go away if i wanted to live.But i asked her to help in this investigation.After much deliberation she agreed.

The next day we went to a Minister's office and started our investigation.The next day we met up with a retired police chief.We got some more information from there.Gradually the more time we began to spend together,the more closer we got and before we knew it i was madly in love with her.My work in Syria was almost over now.One night after our work we went to her place.She took me to her bedroom and we made passionate love.

The next morning when i woke up i could'nt find her.I searched the entire house.I then saw a hand-written note on the bed.The note read-"Dear Philip i know that over the past month or so we've gotten very close to each other.You have feelings for me and i can't say that i don't.Truth is you are not safe with me and i wouldn't be able to forgive myself if anything ever happened to you.So please go away from here...back to your country where you will be safe.Please don't look for me.Don't worry your love will keep me safe.".....♥Nadia(the heart can't always have it's way.)

I was left speechless.I tried to find her many times after that but all in vain.Finally the day arrived when i had to leave.I had an evening flight.I reached barely in time.As i was about to enter the airport i saw Nadia.She had come to say goodbye.Tears streamed down face..i had never felt such a strong connection with anyone ever before.She consoled me and said that she would come to London.I gathered myself back and kissed her.Then as she started to walk away from me and the distance between us grew...**i knew i'd never see her again but i also knew that i'd never forget her
This story is inspired from the movie 'Deadlines.'
Sk Abdul Aziz Jul 2015
The shield has been broken
My defences have fallen
I am no longer invincible
I am now but a mere mortal
My heart has become a prisoner of your charms
The galaxies of our souls have collided and intertwined
The atoms of love have been transferred
The chemical reactions have occurred
There is no room for escape
Its too late now
Your thought has stuck to my mind like a parasite
No amount of distraction can shake it off
The streaks of love clouds now move across the azure sky of my mind
The lightning of unbridled passion has struck me
The sound of intense love has now reached a crescendo
Its been light years since i've felt like this
The rain of your love has drenched my barren heart
The smell of  your skin has mesmerized me
I've tasted the elixir of your love
And can't get enough of it
You seem to have a hold on me
I'm now truly under your spell
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
I don't know why but whenever i look at you...
I'm speechless
Simply dumbfounded
There are so many things i wanna tell you...
...things i've never told no one
The way i feel for you..i've never felt that for no one
But each and every time i muster up some courage...
...one look at you and that's it
I simply forget what i wanted to say to you
I start to stammer
I get tongue-tied
The words simply refuse to flow
I must admit though that i can't completely be blamed for this
After all you are the most beautiful distraction i've ever seen
You are like H2O...
No other drink can substitite you
I need you
Your beautiful long hair
Those red-painted lips of yours
Those intriguing deep blue eyes
That seductive stare that you give me
Your sweet voice
Your intoxicating fragrance
They all are tempting and teasing me to the core
Tonight i want to rip my heart out for you
Tonight i wanna do ***** things to you
I've waited for an eternity
I can't wait any longer
Tonight i wanna tell you that i'm yours
You are the only one who makes me smile
You are the only one who makes me blush
You are the only one who makes my heart skip a beat
You are the only one who arouses my body,soul and mind
Sk Abdul Aziz Nov 2015
I'm standing outside the door of your heart
And don't seem to have the key to open it
Would you open it for me and let me in please?
It's pretty cold outside
And i could really use some warmth
A cup of tea would be good
And some cookies to go along with it would do
I've just come here to say that
I Really Really...like really LOVE you
So please unlock this door
'Coz i wanna see more
I promise to give you my everything..
...body,soul and mind
I'll help you get through the tough times...
...i'll help you relax and unwind
I'll be the sugar in your tea
The ship in your sea
I'll be the moon in your night sky
Baby you're the only one who makes me high
I'll be your blanket in the winters
And your bikini in the summers
I'll be your umbrella in the rain
I'll never cause you no pain
I'll be everything you want
And much more than that
So please unlock this door
'Coz i wanna see more
Sk Abdul Aziz Oct 2015
Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thoughts-Percy Bysshe Shelley
Love this line...so thought of sharing it.
Sk Abdul Aziz Jun 2015
A realization occurred to me at one point of my life….The thing is …you can take all the help u want,u can get all the motivation and encouragement u  need..ultimately it’s u who has to fight ur own battles,conquer ur  fears,prevail over ur demons,battle ur ego and most importantly try as much as possible to suppress this ‘dark passenger’ imprisoned within you.

This so called ‘Dark Passenger’.....is nothing but just an accumulation of all the darkness contained within us…at times it get exposed horribly….while some are quite seasoned at concealing it and wait for the opportune moment to let it loose…At times this ‘dark passenger’..it just pushes u to the very edge…virtually bordering on insanity.The constant conflict between good and bad, angel and devil,the dichotomy of right and wrong,love and hate…..this dark passenger poses in front of u some tricky questions.Truth is- ur incomplete without it….u need it…all light and no darkness can never complete a person….and come to think of it…it is ‘coz of darkness that light exists in the first place.U should be the one controlling ur dark passenger and not the other way around.
Sk Abdul Aziz Aug 2015
With dreams in my eyes
And a sense of hope in my mind
I’ve set out on a long and arduous journey
Don’t know where the roads will take me
The fragrance of my homeland brings tears to my eyes
It s a lonely path I’m walking
The sun is setting in the distant horizon
Darkness has descended
The moon has never looked more beautiful
The stars seem so bright today
I stop at a motel for the night
Feels weird to be sleeping alone
Loneliness comes and visits me every night
Holding me coldly till morning light
Your words still resound in my mind
Your image keeps flashing in my mind
.....On those warm sunny days
Under the sun
On those sun-kissed beaches
When our sand-smeared bodies touched against each other
It was nothing but sheer ecstasy
Or those rainy days??
When we were under one umbrella
Holding each other tightly
You remember that time??
The time when loved ruled our hearts and minds
The time when I was your favourite garment and pillow
We promised each other that the world belonged to us
Don’t know as to what will happen to those promises
We might or might not live to see a new sun
But tell you what…the moments that we spent together will never be forgotten by either of us
If we were to meet someday in the future
It will truly be my good fortune
In the meantime I just have one request….please remember me for the right reasons
And  when i come back for you
Just take my hand and run away with me
Don’t think...
It’s a short life we have
So..Live it with me
Sk Abdul Aziz Dec 2015
What's the point of having a body...if there's no one special to touch it?

What's the point of having a heart...if no one special rules over it?

What's the point of having a soul if it doesn't feel strongly for someone special?

What's the point of having a mind if it doesn't think about that someone special?

A life without love is as good as being dead
I hope someday i will be fortunate enough to experience it
'Coz truth be told...
....i've been dead for many years now
And it's not at all pleasant
The loneliness
The emptiness
At times just devours me
And i feel so very helpless
I've not given up though
I'm always hopeful

May be like they say-'the good things in life take a little longer to find.'

Perhaps someday i will meet someone who will make me forget the pain and help me realize that life is indeed beautiful.
Sk Abdul Aziz Dec 2015
I'd rather fall into your arms
Than in your eyes
Sk Abdul Aziz Dec 2015
Yehi toh khaasiyat hai waqt ki
Waqt ko yaad bantay waqt nahi lagta
(Urdu and Hindi)

English translation

This is the speciality of time
It doesn't take much time...for time to become a memory
Sk Abdul Aziz Dec 2015
At times the cacophony inside my mind
Disturbs the silence of my soul
The sense of loneliness of my bed
Just messes with my head
The sense of an unknown fear
Brings forth a tear
And at times like these i feel so very weak and helpless
I feel like dying
And i just hate it
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