You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
With the passage of time things change
And all the good things seem like a distant dream
Seasons change.....people change
It's never quite the same
....Who's to blame???
I don't feel the love no more....
...Like i felt in in your eyes before
It's like your love's in disguise
Your attitude strikes me with surprise
It's like your a bitter pill coated with sugar
My life ain't what it used to be.....
.....The fuse's defused....the sparks gone outta it.
I try to comprehend as to where i went wrong
But my mind just fails me.....
There's no more fun.....no more frolic..
.....Gone are those days
Juts like me you've grown up and we've gone our own separate ways.
And most of my pleasant memories have escaped me...
Or confused themselves with dreams
Got no one talk to save for my mirror....
....It's the only one that's been with me....all thru my highs and lows
My heart's in a drought like state....needs some rain
My sense of normalcy is long gone....It's like i'm bordering on the insane
Isolation's the medicine i consume everyday
It's the only pill that makes me feel like myself
Time just doesn't stop....keeps moving so fast
I wonder if i can survive the test....how long can i last???
I'm not sure who i'm looking for....
I guess i'll know it when i see you
Until then i'll hide in my bedroom....
....Staying up all night...just to write
A love song for no one
You're scared of the world outside....
....You prefer the indoors
Though lately i can't blame you...
....I have seen the world
And sometimes wish... your room had room for two
At times certain events defy logic....break the trend of normality
Love knows no boundaries.....yet at times feels so fraught with superficiality
I look up at the blue sky and see a cloud of hope....
Everybody wants to reach the pinnacle of success......everybody wanna do something dope
I was never quite the loud guy...
Always a bit shy
I'm stuck in web of negative emotions
Can't seem to get myself outta it....
I 've heard that you're a wild one...
So let's meet and have some fun....
Let's bury our sorrows and drink to a new beginning....to a new sun.