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It all started, ever since the ending of my seventeenth years.
Before I always wanted to end my life.
Until that night, when my brain FULL ON woke up and gave me previews.
Previews of DEATH.
Scariest **** ever!
It gave me different feelings and ways off dying.
It was terrible.
(Imagine this)
Your memories starts to fade,
as your heart slowly stops beating,
air running out slowly,
just simply the whole systems is shutting down....
then STOPS!

As I'm lying there covered in sweat I realized, that life is precious.
Like OUR TIME IS TICKING FAST!
We better make something of ourselves to at least be remembered by a good amount of people.
Because in the end, we're just really a tiny portion, compared to the whole ******* universe.
So to all whose reading this.....
STOP COMPLAINING OF HOW '******' YOUR LIFE IS!!! MAKE YOURSELF THE BEST YOU CAN BE IN THIS WORLD! SO THAT THE LIVING CAN CARRY ON THE MEMORIES OF YOU!!!
If you don't, then when you're at your dying point of you life,
you don't want to go out like a  **weeping little *****, do you now?
(don't take it to heart, hopefully like a motivation)
MAKE THE BEST OF YOURSELF!!! THERE'S MANY CHEERING FOR YOU OUT THERE! YOU'RE NOT ALONE!!! XD
 Oct 2014 Dr Strange
AFJ
Natalya.
 Oct 2014 Dr Strange
AFJ
She never met her father,
And barely knew her mom..
Double shifts and nights out made it seem like she was gone..
So Natalya became Mom&Dad; at sixteen.
This is the story of a child and a mother turned a fiend.

I met her, whilst I was out skipping rocks.
But we don't have a creek, it was the sewers by the park.

I was younger then, naive & a bit cowardly..
But the sense that this girl needed somebody just clouded me,

So i asked her why she came around these parts when it was midnight,
where danger tends to lurk....
She thought about it for a second. Then looked up at me confused yet gave out a little smirk.....

All she said was You. You.?

She said she saw me last week, I probably didn't recall.
She was begging for some change by a bus stop in the mall.

I remembered...

But this time she looked awfully pale, hadn't eaten for weeks,
At least I could treat her out for a feast.

or so I thought...

She suddenly asked me if I could spare some change..
On some she needed to get home before it started to rain.
I said Natalya its 1 am, there's no buses or trains?
But i certainly don't mind walking you to the apartments by Main.

she said she had moved, and i'd be frightened if she took me.
I told her, trust me I had been to hoods that hadn't shook me,

Then she asked me if I had been to a cemetery before?
Looked down towards her feet and they weren't touching the floor.



-afj

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