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 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
when he pulls me close
i feel the weight on my back
f     l            y                             away
and i feel his heartbeat,
which always makes everything
so much better.

if he is the light
then i am the dark
and we need each other
just as fire and ice do
and the sun and flowers
and a child with toys.

his blue eyes give me hope
and i see the way they gleam at me
and the smirk on his face
really pulls me under,
is this normal?

nothing with me is ever normal
but if he maybe felt just as
much as i did,
i could get rid of this stupid smile he
always puts on my face and
we could talk about it over tea?

if he is a love god,
then i am the love dud.
let him give me the love i ever so need
and then maybe life would be
okay again.
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
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 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
Michael,
we talked about your wedding today.
you came to me, and enjoyed hearing you
telling me some personal things.
i now know the date of your wedding,
that you are only inviting family,
and that you want my advice on
where to spend your honeymoon.

i miss talking to you everyday,
but... its what needs to happen.
i am slowly falling out of love with you,
but... its what i need to do.

as always,
with love,
r
 Feb 2014 Sir B
Mike Hauser
Where will the children go to play
When there is nothing left
On the deserted city streets
But tears and broken glass

Where will the elders take their strolls
When all the sidewalks are gone
What will they do when they find they've erased
Everything that they have drawn

An emptiness that hangs like a mist
Over the cold damp ground
Who will be there to feed the hunger
When darkness rolls around

But when the darkness goes away
And who's to say it will
Will things be like they once had been
Or will the emptiness strike us still
Collaboration with Savannah Sawyer
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
Who knew?
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
It didn't feel wrong.
Touching you felt like
touching God.
I didn't know something could be so
beautiful and delicate yet
so strong and fierce.
The second I realized this,
I should've stopped
but I couldn't.
Your eyes were closed, you fingers were
rubbing my knee
and I could just tell that
you loved every bit of what was happening.
When I found the spot you loved so much
I needed to keep going.
You would've let me,
but it was the wrong place for
something so beautiful to happen.

Who knew that someone could make me
lose all sense of right and wrong?

All I want is to give you what you deserve and so much more.
Is that something you want?
 Feb 2014 Sir B
r
Another Staph Meeting day
Power Point bullets fly my way

r ~ 18Feb14
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
what way
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
touching
it seems as if my
fingers want more-
the gasping of air
the act of clenching tighter and tighter
the need to feel something other than
the pain that rests inside
baby, just let it all pour out

don't think about the others
think of what feels right.
is it the lips on your thighs
the fingers that wriggle through your hair
or the eyes that stare deep into your soul?

what about the sweet kisses
that i want to give you
and the flowers and chocolate
or maybe even the looks across the hall that
make you just so excited (you know in what way...)

i'd do anything for you.
but am i really ready to
know someone in that way?
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
7:26
 Feb 2014 Sir B
R
sorry that I want so much
but I can't help but love
the way your legs tense up
when I go to the place you love so much.
 Feb 2014 Sir B
Strange Chameleon
The walls keep turning to sand around me
I try to hold the crumbling pieces up
but they slip through my blistering fingers

Every fiber of my being is working
trying to force the walls around me to stay up.

Human bodies are not meant to support heavy rocks and heavy sand

Even though everyone knows it is physically impossible
I'm still expected to support the world around me

And I'm failing in the eyes of the world
I can't hold up my world as they sit on it
shaking their heads at my failure

They only see letters and test scores
Not me.

They will never see me.


They don't care if they don't.
Started one way, ended another. I'm just so broken down by society.
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