"please don't think I'm crazy"* you said to me, with a horror on your face,
that words can't describe
why in the world would I think that?
"sometimes I feel, like my bones are fake, and the structure that I am, will soon surely break
and all that will be left is a soul and a broken heart, never pieced together right, as it was
broken from the start."
I stay silent. You continue
"the human form feels so weak, it feels like a densely packed piece of nonsense, where my
mind is a fragmented puzzle, bursting at the seams, and then girls like you come along
girls like you that make me weak at the knees, and I wonder if my heart is overpowering
my endless thoughts of despair and weakness and lack of hope and I realise that maybe
if I can't save myself, then in this infinite universe of unanswered questions and unknown
possibilities and piles and piles of doubt that add up like the ***** laundry, well maybe
if I can't save myself, you can save me"
we both cried, and I held you, and I knew that if you thought you were insane, then I must be too, I told you I felt the same, I let you save me, now it is my turn to save you