New love has given me life.
It has given me new eyes and ears.
A new heart and fresh blood in my veins.

You woke up my soul.
You're an amazing alarm.

she wasn't the sun to my sky
she was the air in my lungs.

she wasn't my heart and soul
she was the blood in my veins.

she wasn't the only person i've ever loved
but was the only person i would've killed for.

nights are the worst
when the thoughts come in
from every angle
and i have no chance
of getting any sleep.

my problems become larger than life.
my past comes back to haunt me until i wish i was dead.
and i forget to breathe.

i try to think about anything else
besides you
but it's hard.

how can i think about anything else
besides you
when you
were my everything?

We let love wrap its hands
Around our necks
And watch us squirm for air
While it asked us
"Will you both be faithful?"
"Do you know each other's fears?"
"Do you know each other's favorite colors?"

We let love crush our throats
Until the only breath we had left
Was to ask
"Forever?"

I caused the tears
To stream down her face
And wet her shirt

My mistakes are piling up
Higher and higher and higher
And I don't think she can take it anymore

Soon, I will be a distant memory
Soon, I will be her past
As she look towards a bright future
Without me
Without us
Without this

She was an angel
But I turned her into the devil
With my lies
With my carelessness
With my anger
With my hate

I set fire to a flower
And was shocked
When the flower
Fell in my lap
And set me on fire

All the flower needed
Was attention
And love
And effort
And everything I wasn't ready
To give