You were breathfastening beautiful with
your bare feet and your wanderlust.

It was only after I leaned in to kiss you
the reflection I saw made me forget.

I was never built for orgasming
Because of men who love to give
I was built for
Steal another ******
Kind of ***
Out of pure selfishness and absolutely
Never
Out of generousity.

I was made for
Out of your head
Shut the **** up
Type of romantic insanity.

I used to think I was built to travel the world with somebody
But I found I was built
To get locked up and
Break free by myself.

There are glasses and bottles
Lines joints and hands full
There's evenings and weekends
And mornings we wake.

There are men and their bodies
And girls and their skin
There are kisses and touches
And oh for **** sakes.

There are sisters and mothers
Good-for-nothing fathers
There's uncles who managed
To fix some of the break.

There's jobs and there's classes
There's friends and there's lovers
There's me in the middle
More than I could take.

I feel
Exactly
Nothing

I've seen flowers, frozen and buried, come back alive in the spring of the next year.

Children learning how to talk in 52 weeks.

There's proof that masterpieces were made in four season, so I will strongly believe I'll be fine a year after you left.

Bartender,
pour me the usual as I
take a seat and watch your every
move as if I pay you in bills of one. I'll make a comment that makes
you unable to not make that joke,
because after all your stupid jokes
comes that devastating laugh you always laugh.
It hurts so good to see you love her.
I'll just pretend I am her for the moment when I watch you
undress her at night.
Let me automutilate myself by looking at you for hours and
I promise, I won't say a word.
Just be you, my lost love.
And let me be my drunk and crushed self tonight.

Wrap my hands tight to your bedframe
tickle softly on my arms
use your tie to tie my feet up
so my legs are wide apart

As you make me think you'll kiss me
hold a hand behind my head
And the moment that our lips touch
grab my hair and pull it back

Put your body in between me
be my master everytime
that I push my hips towards you
to get your flesh so deep in mine

Make me rules and make me break them
for I crave your punishments
Comfort my skin after and
drown me in your sentiment.

When I can't sleep
I feel your
breathe on me.