Heartless, and numb to the thought.
Love, an emotion that gave me anxiety,
It crushes me, inside was lies, every since that day.
Too scared, too tired- to try again.
Too nervous to **** up. Scared to get clingy and scare you off.
D i s t a n c e - I pull away because you're too precious to me to get get close.
But I'm so in love with you. But I'm so scared to mess up.
So instead, I'll hide. Not from you, but the idea of being with you.