Sometimes the words I don't say
Carry the most weight
And that's fine
Because if I'm carrying the weight
Then you don't have to.

I'll never forget
Our few nights together
In the moment, at least,
Together forever.
The smell of your hair
The taste of your lips
And the way that you moved
With my hands on your hips.

When I see you
I see everything
I know your heart
Your mind, your soul
Your fears, your past
I know your body
I know you
Intimately
Completely
So you'll have to forgive me
I can't see you
And only see
A friend

Fathoming that l found her
The words said left me in awe
Beautiful sculpt, built for me
I found her and shes waiting for me

You had my heart one day
The day l let my barriers down
The second l let you in
You relinquished your hidden talent

The talent to ruin lives
To ruin my well-being
For depression to take action
Realizing all this after?
"Maybe just a late reaction"

I still feel your hands on me
Invisible shadows of thoughts to come
Ripping my heart out and treading on so
It's the feeling that takes the breath away
"But......., why are you so Heartless?"