You went and moved far away
Like a bird moving from winter
Although I plead you to stay
You said it will make me better
But only pain is what I feel
Emotions I choose not to cater
The emotions which are real
Made me not stand any longer
I fell in somewhere very dark
And the only shelter I seek
Is a place within your heart
Please let me stay forever
For the loneliness kills me
I can't bear it any longer

Remember when I told you
Not to force me?
I meant that.
Force me to love you
And I will hate you.
Force me to hate you
And I will love you.
Force me to stay
And I will run,
Force me away
And I will never leave.
I promise you this:
I do not love you more than I need to be free.
My freedom means
I
Do
What
I
Choose.
Not what you think is right,
Not what you think is safe,
Not what you think is
Best.
You cannot make me stop thinking of you-
Months,
Years,
Decades,
I will enshrine you
Out of spite
And throw away moments of every **** day
Reconstructing your face in my mind
Whether or not I ever see it again-
I promise you this:
I do not love myself more than I hate being
Forced.

I am a temporary settlement
Of a heartbroken soul
They'd seek shelter by my side
When their world got cold
I'd provide the warm heat
To fix what has been frozen
Though it will take time
To mend the pieces which are broken
I'd keep you safe like you were mine
Under the roof when it's stormy
Though I'm starting to creek
This temporary settlement will end
Temporary love is not what i seek
I've fix the broken parts in a long time
But you left me in a few seconds
Thought that you would be mine
You left me like a hotel or an inn
You checked in when it's bad
You checked out when it's better
You'd just try to stay the night
And left me searching the next day
Forgetting you is what I've tried
This settlement walls seems to shatter
The temporary settlement shall close
I'd move on and do something better

You are like a dream come true
I get lost when I'm around you
Lost in your lovely blue eyes
Eyes as blue as the clear skies
Your love is like the ocean
I'd turn tides to be with you
As close as it could happen
My words can't go through
You seem close in a distance
Yet a little far for me to reach
I have been really patient
For your love which I need
You appear like an oasis
In the middle of the desert
I tried to take a sip of your love
You turn out to be a mirage
My mind has played games
This time I have no choice but to lose
Cause all of this has cause pain
Pain in the mind and my heart
But I seem so attached to all of this
Attached as if this was my gravity
The thought of you never left me
I'm entangled by this wild fantasy
Where I could come close to you
To be together is all I ever need
To hold you close and love you forever more

You are like the star in my eyes
Shinning up there full of beauty
Sparkling along the dark skies
Your lights have got a hold on me
I'm now bound to take a glimpse
A glimpse of you as much as I can
You would appear only at night
At night I waited like your biggest fan
I know my limits as you are far away
I would pretend I'll catch you
And in my heart you will stay
How I wish that it was true
Though the fact that I know
Being together is very hard
As you have a limit of time
I could only be together with you
Only when it is already at night
I would have risk it all if I could
To be the star right next to you

I remember the promises we made
You need time till we can be together
Those promises was all I really had
You do not know how much I suffer
Because my heart is in your hands
I was just trying to take it all back
I just wanted to wash all of the pain
Please do it all just for my sake
I truly am deeply in love with you
There are no lies they are all true
I know what I have is rejected love
A feeling which leaves scars deep
Deep buried inside the aching heart
My mind and my life is pulling apart
I thought you would love me back
The unconditional love is all I ask
You took a huge leap and left me behind
I still can't get rid about the past
My love for you is still in my heart and mind
Like a song that keeps repeating
A video that keeps on repeating
I am going crazy and insane
I can't get you out of my brain
Oh rejected love please leave me be
For I can't take all of this as you can see
Rejected love I have thought things over
It is better off that we'd just be strangers