It's like drinking hot coffe without blowing off the steam
It's like diving without the full knowledge of how to properly dive in water
It's like running continuously without bringing your water bottle

You know it's hot, but you love to enjoy it. You love that first taste. You love that sting
You know it's gonna hurt when you hit the water, probably will leave a mark, but you jumo anyway. Because you love the feeling of falling. You don't think about the hurt at the end. You just jump
You know when you stop you'll be out of breath,
You feel like dying.

That's what love feels like.

He danced atop the bubble
Thay glinted on my coffee
He waved me closer
Twirled, and began to shout
In a tiny tinny voice
'follow the rainbow,
To where the ocean meets the sky
You will reap riches
And its the perfect place to die,
For these are unearthly riches
Sewn into the fabric of death
The aftelifes joining stitches
Your last breath will be a sigh,
So run along through the high wood,
Skip and jumo over river rocks
Chase the roosting rooks
Dive into the sea' that he told to me.

I used to fantasize about the existence of a never ending hole

Huge and full of nothing but darkness, wind and freedom big enough to jumo into and fall forever

For so long I forgot that anything can touch me

So long as I forget that anythig exist outside of the air licking me

And If i felt lost I fantisized company

Someone to do backflips with and laugh

Silent cause the air grabbed the sound and held it

If I didnt I was happy

I was a child and it was all I dreamt about

endless wind and air and dark and abandon

I am no longer a child

I wish freefalls would consume my dreams

Just one more week.