Maby I'll go to India
Wherein the people weareth bindis
May take a flight to Greece
Wherein mine kin wilt wait for me
Maby to France
Wherein real love shalt be seen openly
Maby to Africa
Wherein the wild men hunt so focusedly
Maby in to Egypt
Wherein the temples taketh away thy breathe
Maby the tombs of Ireland to bury mineself in for Ive given mine best..
Maby to Scotland
To see ourn countries William Wallace
Maby to England
Sip from ancient chalice
Maby to rome
To see a church by man that's been corrupted
Maby to Canada
Wherein natural beauty beats the odds
Maby to heaven
Wherein I shalt meet God
Maby to Jamaica
To sip fine ***
Maby to asia
To see the tribals dance so fun
Maby to Spain
Though just to see her shores
Maby again to the USA
For the mountains and storms
Maby the white house
To get the president out
Maby to congress
To showeth them mine doubt
Maby to capitol hill
To tear down their walls
Maby to others houses
To tell them of love
Maby to an athiest
To show them a high being
Maby to the opera
Wherein I can spill mine pain out openly and sing
Maby to Colorado
Mine brother lives there
Maby to Florida
Mine other brothers lair
Maby to California
For I am a sixties child
Maby to nowhere
Mine minds gone wild
Maby all places
Maby to space
Maby to thy moon
To hide this hurt face
Maby to the cosmos
Even a black hole
So I canst jump on in
To be remembered no more
Noone would even know!!!

I just want to be alone,  maby I just need to cry myself to sleep a couple more times... maby I just need to go out and date some random...maby I just need to go out and meet a bunch of new freinds, maby I just need a new drug addiction, maby I just need an excuse to muster up the strength to get out of bed, maby for once I just need someone who isn't going to make me pull knives out from my back, maby for once I just need someone who dosnt just care about my happiness when it's convenient for them.... But maby I just need a hounest connection to want to live....but maby you were always too caught up in your own gain to know what you were loosing.