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jeffrey conyers Dec 2012
To a male child his mother will always be his Queen.
Which in some cases many spouses/lovers refuses to see.
The whys are many and true?
She's the first lady he will ever know.
The first woman to watch him grow.
She's his first defense protector.
Mess with a mother's child.
You're asking for confrontation.
A boy needs his mom.
And these feeling doesn't change when he's grown.

The way you approach him as an adult.
Can be measure in ways he admires his mom.
If you disrespect her.
Then to him you're disrespecting them.

The tag "mama boy" doesn't offend many.
To some it a earned honor.
just know, a boy needs his mom.
Even when he's grown.

She's the first "be quiet" or "shut your mouth" person.
Who has the ability to get it done?
Hurt his mom in anyway.
You'll face her protector.
Who is his mom?
And in this case you might get hurt by the daughter.

There's this defense system built within.
A force field in children's to watch over her.
But more so for a boy.
Even when he's a man.

If she should die.
Then he lost his world.
All because she was the first woman to ever love him.
Accepted him for his stupidty.
Accepted him for his ways.
The one truth lady to stand by him to her dying days.
Jay Jimenez  Jan 2013
Unorganized
Jay Jimenez Jan 2013
twisted like the twistie tie on my bread
I look into your eyes and picture whats going in your head
I grasp your soft little hand
and watch as your lips say words that I'll soon forget.
I'm a stupid boy
that doesnt understand body langauge
forgive me sweetie
forgive me for being so dumb
but as our toes dip into the cold water
our bodies go numb
succumb to my stupidty
put up with my failures and my mistakes
and wait for that golden moment
when you realize
that even though im flawed
im the best you'll ever have
in this wasteland
we will survive
and I'll love you till the day
I die
till the day
I die
sardines they are funny very small and thin
living in the dark locked inside a tin

they must be rather stupid  where they want to hide
locked up in a can when the key is left outside

will they ever learn to stay out in the sea
not to hide in tins where they cant break free
jeffrey conyers  Feb 2013
Accept
jeffrey conyers Feb 2013
You knew it when you met him.
That he only had women for friends.
And , now you're trying to change him.
And gets upset when he won't forgo them.

At first you was cool with it.
Then you beginned to change once you landed him.

You knew it when you met him.
That his male friends was far and in between.
Probably had  only one he could count on one hand.

Accept his love.
Accept his heart.
Some friendships you can tear apart.

Jealous can ruin a good thing.
And being jealous of his friends will drive him away.

The biggest trap of destruction is dictating rules.
Which only apply to him and not you.

Accept his love.
Accept his heart.
Stupidty is no reason to be torn apart.

What's he suppose to do?
Spend all his time just with you.
While you stay friends with your friends.

Don't be the one having regrets.
Wishing you had the chance to do it all over again.
nowhere seems safe
to think out loud
much less breathe
or make a sound
one minor
inconvenience
from having
a mental breakdown

i hate to be so
fragile
hate to be
a hassle
but everyday
in this life
is another
losing battle

i can't win
to save my life
all i wanna do
is cry
feeling miserable
as hell
but can't pinpoint
exactly why

and it's driving me
insane
trying to keep
a poker face
putting the puzzle
together
but one piece is
misplaced

everything i touch
is botched
everyone i love
feels off
i do all these
stupid things
hoping i'll get
caught

like maybe one day
someone will see
beyond the
stupidty
i'm just
too tired
to keep being
me

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