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Samantha Nov 2016
Is it wrong that I feel sad?
Is it wrong that I don't want to cheer myself up?
Or anyone else for that matter?
Is it wrong to want to be in my feels?
Being alone and feeling lonely?
Grieving by my self
Our death, that was not yet declared
but oh so obvious
We wouldn't make it together
but we both can on our own
  Nov 2016 Samantha
chris
you never realize how crazy you really are,
until you start caring about somebody
Samantha Nov 2016
A battle between the heart and the mind
you've caused me to see things that can't be unseen
my heart truly loves you but my mind know its not right
I'm indecisive, I should leave but I don't
My want to be with you is stronger that the pain I should carry
I'm selfish not taking care of myself
to take care of you
I hurt me by loving you
Samantha Nov 2016
Usually when it runs I panic
Sometimes I want it to speed up
Other days I want it to slow down
Depending on what I’m doing it makes me smile or frown
If it's with you, we don't need others around
I still remember you were the talk of the town
I didn't really know you then but I'd liked to say I know you now
Loved me through my nervous breakdowns
And turned my life upside down
I hope that friends we remain
Old together swinging our cane
Or forever young drinking kids champagne
May the years double like the bubbles
and we make it through the struggles
Soon to be in a world without these troubles
the friend I always needed
Samantha Nov 2016
I'm still wondering if I'm good enough
Just to keep your love

sometimes I get insecure
like I did before
before I was sure that you were here for me

I don't want to give in to my thoughts
I don't want to be afraid
But I wonder why your still here with me
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