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For all the love in the world, make sure its worth your own,
Don't forget to love yourself, remember to set the tone,

For all the jewels on the crown, make sure you never frown,
even when your fed up, there's no way you're going to drown,

For all the rights to freedom, sacrifice you need,
at times you'll want to give up, its the strength you must now feed,

For all the bad in the land, reach out and share your heart,
It may not make a difference but it sure is the way to start.

I've made mistakes I've been uncool, You can't use this as your tool.

I've said sorry more than once already, Your making this relationship become unsteady.


I've cried in shame I am to blame, Your now different your not the same.


I've begged for forgiveness, pleaded with you. What else do you want me to do?

I've stopped going out, there's no need to shout. Control is what this is all about.

I've lost myself along the way, frightened you'd leave, praying you'd stay.

I've done ****** up things, hurt you inside, But punishing me forever I cant abide.

I've put life on hold, inside I'm scared putting up with this I would never have dared


I've lost the will to recover, Maybes I'm not meant to be your lover.

I've gave up inside I've died, I've lost count of how many times I've tried.

You get them people in life who look down there nose at you, there obvious behaviours, transparent in what they do.

Arrogant attitude they show you no respect, treat you like dirt like you are an insect.

They don't acknowledge you when you say hi,
I wouldn't even bother its not worth the try.

You get them people in life who think they are something there not, their bitterness inside as they begin to rot.

They sit up on a pedestal ordering you about,
power of authority from their lungs they shout.

You get them people in life who are bitter and sour, too much overdrive from the who power.

But they can never make you feel like you have no right, stand up to these types of people they'll crumble with the fight.

What will I do this is such a mess,
A tangled web I'm lost in the stress.
A blurry vision I'm blind to see,
The life I was given the path that's for me.
A complex root there lies a cause,
My life's on hold a constant pause.
My mind must be still it has to be clear,
To look for the cause, get rid of the fear.
So I plead with you I surrender my soul,
I need a way out of this deep darkened hole.
I search for a sign just give me a clue,
I request some help on what I must do.
A wrenching ache there's a missing link,
A time for reflection where I must think.
The answer is there it's just lost in illusion,
I'll find it when I fight through the confusion.

Crazed I'm in a daze,
Hoping this is just a phase,
A burning blaze I'm in hell,
Now you really can tell,  
Got to get well,
Even if I'm trapped in this cell.

Looking at you I see how you  cry,
47 years of hell but you get up and try

your fragile too frail like your ready to break,
I'm not sure how much more your able to take.

Frightened I'll wake with you no longer here,
thoughts of you this way I let out a tear

Your hurt yes your angry with this I agree,
don't make these threats, cut the rope from the tree.

Your my mother for you I will always care.
slowly your starting to age, the grey is showing in your hair.

It's not too late to make a change,
although its hard and at fist it seems strange.

looking at you there's no sense of hope,
thinking of ways I can help you to cope.

You use your son as a weapon a selfish childish game,
not bothered by your actions no remorse, regret or shame.

Not giving a **** about your son and the right to see his dad,
Posting lies on facebook trying to make this man look bad.

You phone up all the time just to be a *****,
is your life really that bad you nasty little witch.

Not caring that you've hurt him and your son too,
when will the law wake up to women just like you.

You think that this is funny you should be done for slander,
creating all these lies it's all just propaganda.

He doesn't stand a chance with you he's tried to be a dad,
all the proof is here deep down you know you're bad.

You poison your child against him in some sick game to try and win,
One day your son will know the truth no longer will you grin.

With no real reason for stopping contact, except the fact your hurt,
maybes he would of stayed if you didn't treat him like dirt.

You need to learn your lesson be brought down a peg or two,
nasty you're dangerous your power should be stripped from you.

One day he'll see his son the truth will then be stated,
how will your son feel then knowing what you've created.

You will get your karma one day you'll loose the fight,
you've ruined their relationship denied them of their right.

The product of environment behaviours, boundaries and mind,
In this world I hope there's an escape that you can somehow find..

Your just a little girl you have nothing in your life that is stable,
I would scoop you away afar If only I was able.

The product of environment influenced by your creator,
She's messing with your mind, I can see your anger you hate her.

Please little girl remember you have me,
I'll help you if I can, run with me be free.

The product of environment your world is unstable,
Your longing for the love but your mother isn't able.

Sweet little Nicole you have the weight of the world on one shoulder,
I hope this doesn't crumble you or affect you when your older.

The product of environment it's all that you've been taught.
It worries me deeply, I'm frightened by the thought.

Feel the love inside of you,
Remember to love all that you do,
Except for the badness,
Evil and sadness,
Decide to be true,
Open your eyes see you
Make that happen.

The way you touch me and stroke my hair,
how you love me the way that you care.

The way you stare deep into my eyes,
how your honest you don't tell me lies.

The way you hold me you pull me in tight,
you push on through the struggle, never give up on the fight.

The way you love me your always so sweet,
you give me your everything in the skip of a beat.

The way you look after me your always so true,
I'll love you forever for all that you do.

You call me up on a Friday night,
drunk again you've started a fight.

You come knocking at my door all hours of late,
I thought men were respectful by starting with a date.

You stay and do your deed no cuddles or any kissing,
trying to figure out this puzzle, can't find the piece that's missing.

You stay away through the week you never answer my call,
feeling used and abused once again, I curl up into a ball.

You say we are just friends you don't want to commit,
there's no respect at all not one tiny little bit.

You can take yourself off to someone elses bed,
I'm sick of your lying and you messing with my head.

My heart beats, as my lungs breathe
my body functions genetically,
as I become emancipated these functions are beautifully orchestrated.
My senses are heightened right down to the taste in my mouth, sound so loud and clear, like I'm on the inside looking out but somehow this feeling is surreal.
The vivid imagery floating through my mind,
I'm intoxicated with deep pure love from this light that has opened a new lease of life.
The deeper I sink into this abundance, my awareness is magical as though I'm in a dream.
My perception is altered and here I can receive clear truthful messages, intuitively knowing the answer that is often clouded by the reality blinding our sight and thought process.

This is the place I call home, at peace with myself and surroundings. The intensity of emotions and senses are infatuating to core.

Let us go back to the way we were when we first met, lets not fill our days with sadness which later we'll regret.

Take me back to the happy place when the times we had were funny, lets not fill our days with darkness make them bright and sunny.

Let us go back to that special time where we both were shy, stop all of the fighting please don't make me cry.

Take me in your arms hold me close to you,
Believe I'm sorry for my mistakes, my love for you is true.

Let us live the life we are dreaming it to be,
stop all this craziness its destroying you and me.

Take my word when I say I'd be lost without you here, I don't always show it but to me you are so dear.

Let us wipe the slate clean back to how it was back then, you are the man for me there's no room for other men.

I love you with my heart please don't think that I'm cold, I hope you stick around until we're grey and old.

Along the road we go, the dusty ***** track
too afraid too understand, holding hands we don't look back.

In the middle of darkness, gripped by that of fear, the sound of silence this is somewhat clear.

Along the road we go, we start to hit the bend,
waving off the old way, life is on the mend.

We reach our destination, at first it's feeling strange, welcome to the feeling, which is that of change.

Along the road we go, new places to explore,
feeling like we're living, life no longer seems a chore.

Your touch is magical, it makes me shiver,
stroking my legs they start to quiver.

How you deliver it blows my mind,
there's no one like you, I can replace or find.

Your eyes look deep into mine,
lost in this moment it's real mighty fine.

The passion between us it's more than just lust,
together we are comfortable, in each other we trust.

Your kiss is sealed with love that is real,
I can see you love me, your devotion I feel.

You shower me with affection, you see the real me,
we were destined we were meant to be.

Can't stop these crazy thoughts in my mind they race,
fighting off these demons is something I must face.

Images flashing vividly my mind it's never stills,
doped up on medication from these happy pills.

Trying to be normal pretending it's all alright,
staying up all hours finding it hard to sleep at night.

Can't stop this mental state it's got a hold of me,
it's something man doesn't understand nor can it see.

Living life as a robot i'm almost like a machine,
trapped in a world of delusion somewhere we all have been.

Not living in the moment i'm full of constant worry,  
trying to revive myself it seems i'm in no hurry.

Can's stop these crazy thoughts and the pain I feel inside,
lost without a cause from the outside world I hide.

You made me laugh you made me cry,
Just like a drug you got me high.
You bigged me up then pulled me down,
Made me look a silly clown.
You are fake with a cold black heart,
I should of seen this from the start.
You let me down and locked me out,
in your mind your full of doubt.
Your wicked ways you were so cold,
It'll leave you lonely when your old.
You said you loved me you'll always be there,
where are you now you just don't care.
You gave it up it didn't take long,
It's not my fault you were in the wrong.
Your cruel game it has imprinted,
Leaving my heart battered and tinted.
Your time will come when you get what you gave,
I'll be over so so i'll just smile and wave.
Unfinished business comes back around,
Next time my feet will be firm on the ground.
You don't deserve my love you'll only miss treat it,
I will not fall i'll stand tall and defeat it.

Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.

I can't go on living in this way,
Its opened up my eyes that is all I have to say and I've tried and tried for too long,
Got to do what's right for me now even though you thinks its wrong.

I will remember you you'll always remain in my heart, living in different worlds it's time for us to part. Please don't forget me together we share a past, I'm hoping your bitterness will turn sweet, I'm not sure it will last.

I can't go on living this way, my heart is broken into two, craving for a relationship I know I can never have with you. Closing the book you need to let me go, hoping you can save yourself only time will show.

So please don't hate me I need this to recover,
A whole world awaits outside only I can can discover.
A connection we once had only by blood,
I'm not running from my problems I'm doing what anyone would.

I cant go on living this way it hurts too much for me to stay, in my thoughts for you I pray.
Until we meet again I wish you nothing but the best. Stand up to your demons endure the test.

The last words I've spoken, they haven't been in vein,
thoughts colliding through my mind, I'm feeling real insane.

Our relationship is broken, shattered beyond belief,
I'm struggling to cope I'm going through the grief.

I can't relate to you anymore, I've lost the trust in you,
trying to understand the crazy things you do.

Your supposed to protect me be their unconditionally,
you talk to me like ****, you think that I'm just silly

Oh mother I can't fix this I need to walk away,
my heart hurts too much, no longer can I stay.

The last words I've spoken, I opened up to you,
give you nothing but my honesty, the words I spoke are true.