Living in a bubble the world is now  suppressed,
looking through the window this place is too depressed.

An economy that has risen  we are all slaves to this,
the government is greedy they really do take the ****.

Fighting for survival a game that's full of deceit.
shocked by the rise in prices I can't look at my receipt.  

Living in this crazy world it's full of unwanted danger,
it really comes to something when you no longer trust a stranger .

Technology has taken over are kids are ****** right in,
all in the name of money this is such a greedy sin.

The recession has hit us hard and we aren't the one's to blame,
the banks are the people who should hold their heads in shame.

Living in a bubble the world has reached this state,
an awakening is needed before it's too late.

Growing up was hard the memories I have are sad,
living in a broken home I never saw my dad.

A frightened little girl the sound of smashing glass,
hiding in my room, sitting silently in class.

Feeling all alone my mothers in a state,
another violent outburst do I run for the garden gate?

You's were fighting all the time my step dad hated me too,
I know you were in a bad place but did I mean that little to you?

Growing up was horrific the trauma was unreal,
still to this very day it affects the way I feel.

Dragged around by my hair I know you didn't mean it,
when I was ill with a sickness bug you left me all alone to clean it.

Bathing me one day you tried to drown me in the bath,
I wasn't even a bad kid I was just a victim to your wrath.

Wetting the bad you'd laugh I was only five,
praying I would die I couldn't bare to be alive.

Growing up was hard looking back I see,
I was only a child this should never of happened to me.

Fools will be blind to all the eye can see

Dig deeper

Only then you will see the reality in front of you

Sunflowers, daisy's and tulips too,
these are things that remind me of you.

Animals of many to them you are kind,
geese, dogs and chickens in your garden you will find.

Bright colors your a hippy chick you own it so well,
a friend in you that's my Auntie Mel.

Miss Melanie your canny plenty of good times that we've shared,
I know i'm not always there but for you I've always cared.

Your lovely little ornaments your wacky hippy ways,
I often think of the good times I miss the olden days.

Sunflowers, Daisy's and tulips too,
I really miss you and all that you do.

Angry and bewildered your driving me insane,
making me want to runaway I don't wan to feel this pain.

We argue fight and curse each other nearly every day,
is this what love is really like is this the way.

Crying with frustration all I can do is shout,
once upon a time with us there certainly was no doubt.

I need a little space a place where I can breathe,
will we make a comeback or forever will you leave.

Maybes we aren't meant to be things are turning sour,
or maybes our love will blossom just like that of a flower.

Angry i'm annoyed your constantly on my back,
where is the support that we both seem to lack.

All I know now is I need time to think,
I'm pushed to the edge i'm standing on the brink.

Do I shut the door and keep all men at bay,
or do I fight for us and beg for you to stay.

Angry I am hurting is this really what we are,
please just be a bad patch and together we'll go far.

You use your son as a weapon a selfish childish game,
not bothered by your actions no remorse, regret or shame.

Not giving a **** about your son and the right to see his dad,
Posting lies on facebook trying to make this man look bad.

You phone up all the time just to be a *****,
is your life really that bad you nasty little witch.

Not caring that you've hurt him and your son too,
when will the law wake up to women just like you.

You think that this is funny you should be done for slander,
creating all these lies it's all just propaganda.

He doesn't stand a chance with you he's tried to be a dad,
all the proof is here deep down you know you're bad.

You poison your child against him in some sick game to try and win,
One day your son will know the truth no longer will you grin.

With no real reason for stopping contact, except the fact your hurt,
maybes he would of stayed if you didn't treat him like dirt.

You need to learn your lesson be brought down a peg or two,
nasty you're dangerous your power should be stripped from you.

One day he'll see his son the truth will then be stated,
how will your son feel then knowing what you've created.

You will get your karma one day you'll loose the fight,
you've ruined their relationship denied them of their right.

Kiss me in the moment your lips are soft and sweet,
dance with me under the starts lift me off my feet.

Kiss me in my dreams now we are apart,
my love for you will remain embedded deep with in my heart.

kiss me like we are young again like on our honey moon,
memories of you and how you've gone too soon.

Kisses I miss it's the small little things,
the joy that we shared the happiness it brings.

Can't stop these crazy thoughts in my mind they race,
fighting off these demons is something I must face.

Images flashing vividly my mind it's never stills,
doped up on medication from these happy pills.

Trying to be normal pretending it's all alright,
staying up all hours finding it hard to sleep at night.

Can't stop this mental state it's got a hold of me,
it's something man doesn't understand nor can it see.

Living life as a robot i'm almost like a machine,
trapped in a world of delusion somewhere we all have been.

Not living in the moment i'm full of constant worry,  
trying to revive myself it seems i'm in no hurry.

Can's stop these crazy thoughts and the pain I feel inside,
lost without a cause from the outside world I hide.

Drinking beer drinking wine,
Drinking because your not fine.
A shot of ***** that glass of gin,
Drinking the bottle your haunted by sin.
Drinking at breakfast a cider or two,
Downing it by the litre is all you seem to do.
Drinking yourself into a sad sorry state,
Drinking so much you fall through the gate.
Drowning your sorrows your out of your mind,
Drinking that one drink to help you unwind.
Drinking everyday it's all you want to do,
You've lost that spirit deep within you.
Drinking is bad when you abuse,
Drinking is something you just can't refuse.
On the whiskey that old awful smell,
Drinking it straight no wonder you fell.
Drinking it's took over it's hard to see ,
Drinking I choose not it's just not for me

Mr brightside come back to make me smile,
I haven't seen you for a long time it's been a lengthy while.

Come light me up with your sunshine like the days when I felt free,
sitting by the river reading books under my favorite tree.

Mr brightside shine your warm light brightly,
lift this darkened mood even if it's just slightly.

Give me strength and courage to lift me from this state,
take away the sadness don't let me feel such hate.

Mr Brightside please save me from this torment,
let me live my life so i can appreciate the moment.

The lonely old man wrinkled he's aged,
he's gone into care he feels like he's caged.

Weak he's fragile but his mind is in tact,
the way life is it's a matter of fact.

The lonely old man he's missing his wife,
waiting to die looking back o his life

Looking through photographs a distant memory it seems,
frightened by death it's plaguing his dreams.

The lonely old man it seems nobody cares,
in his bedroom he sits there and stares.

One day a young lady comes to help him get ready,
on his feet he's not stable he's become unsteady.

The lonely old man he's feeling a tired old chap,
the lady dresses him smartly finishing with his cap.

Out in the gardens she takes him for a walk,
from his wheelchair  he laughs as they talk.

The lonely old man and the lady they bond,
watching the fish as they swim in the pond.

Days go by the man weakens he's worse,
the lady stays with him that's her promise as a nurse.

The lonely old man ready to leave his life,
he starts seeing the face of his beautiful wife.

Holding his hand she knows he is dying,
trying to be professional she can't stop herself crying.

The lonely old man turns to the lady,
his face has darkened his eyes grey and shady.

Slipping away his breathing is slow
knowing it's time for him he must go.

You made me laugh you made me cry,
Just like a drug you got me high.
You bigged me up then pulled me down,
Made me look a silly clown.
You are fake with a cold black heart,
I should of seen this from the start.
You let me down and locked me out,
in your mind your full of doubt.
Your wicked ways you were so cold,
It'll leave you lonely when your old.
You said you loved me you'll always be there,
where are you now you just don't care.
You gave it up it didn't take long,
It's not my fault you were in the wrong.
Your cruel game it has imprinted,
Leaving my heart battered and tinted.
Your time will come when you get what you gave,
I'll be over so so i'll just smile and wave.
Unfinished business comes back around,
Next time my feet will be firm on the ground.
You don't deserve my love you'll only miss treat it,
I will not fall i'll stand tall and defeat it.

What will I do this is such a mess,
A tangled web I'm lost in the stress.
A blurry vision I'm blind to see,
The life I was given the path that's for me.
A complex root there lies a cause,
My life's on hold a constant pause.
My mind must be still it has to be clear,
To look for the cause, get rid of the fear.
So I plead with you I surrender my soul,
I need a way out of this deep darkened hole.
I search for a sign just give me a clue,
I request some help on what I must do.
A wrenching ache there's a missing link,
A time for reflection where I must think.
The answer is there it's just lost in illusion,
I'll find it when I fight through the confusion.

I'm young I'm free that's what I'm destined to be,
A free bird I flight high up onto a tree.
From tree to tree I fly around,
This life won't keep me tied or bound.
Freedom I have I'm as free as a bird,
This I express with every word.
I won't be ruled or caged by another,
A free bird I give thanks to my mother.
I'm young I'm free not always easy this is true
Being a free bird your true to the spirit in you.

Where is my father who I've not yet seen,
Where is he living where has he been.
Uncanny this feeling it's making me sad,
Left me hurting I'm needing my dad.
His face I can not picture an image forgotten,
How could he do this it's simply just rotten.
Maybes I'll meet him one day if it's down as my fate,
Or maybe I'll meet him waiting at heavens gate.
Where is my father he's supposed to be by my side.
I search for him always with eyes open wide.
He knows I exist he just can't stand up and be a dad,
It sure is hard but mostly it's sad.
I know I'm not in the wrong I was only a child,
Having no father is driving me wild.
Where is my father where has he been,
I dream of the day his face can bee seen.

Vicious tongues a nasty rumor,
It only sparks my sense of  humor.
Chinese whispers what do they say,
there's no truth in the patter at the end of the day.
People believe then the gossip is stirred,
when really the truth  is it never occurred.
Jealous minds and evil in man,
They choose to destroy because they know that they can.
So never believe what the gossips have to say,
How do you know that's the truth anyway.
Don't be foolish to believe that it's true,
Your feeding the power to all it can do.
Nasty rumors they spread so fast,  
It'll soon be forgotten a thing of the past.

Finding my voice the words do not flow,
confrontation has risen with nowhere to go.
That old scary feeling i'm back in that place,
my stomach is churning the fear on my face.
Terrified and shaking like i'm about to die,
trying to keep control I can't let myself cry.
A mistake I made there's no need for your drama,
a bully you are one day you'll face karma.
Humiliated again shouted at like a child,
you are not human you belong in the wild.
Finding my voice screaming inside,
looking to escape I need somewhere to hide.
At breaking point my reaction is cool,
so why I am I feeling like I am the fool?
Scared of this feeling I can't seem to face,
inside I am frightened my heart starts to race.
Finding my voice it's not easy to do,
if you can do this then so can I too.

Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Lost in illusion control I can't find
Needing that place so bitter sweet,
Dreaming of that prince to sweep me off me feet.
A fine treat, the luxuries in life,
Making that promise I dream of making a good wife.
The knife it has twisted too many times.
A reason I write and make up these rhymes.
Through the mirror of my mind,
Stories untold who knows what you may find.
Behind my eyes, deep within my soul,
I search for the light to get out of this hole.
Through the mirror of my mind lost in illusion, All this confusion it's making me blind.
Blind too see beyond the fakes,
Repeating a cycle not learning from my mistakes.
It takes a while to focus on what's real
From me my fate no one can steal.
Seal the deal I will make this dream real,
No matter how hard or bad I feel.
Heal and love it's in me to care,
I won't be tricked into doing this dare.
Through the mirror of my mind.
Time for reflection that need to unwind.

Injected with a poison my body weak it's limp,
forced to work the streets at the hands of my greedy ****.
Working through the night my body's bruised it's battered,
All my hopes and dreams into a million pieces they've shattered.
Tortured by the demons affected by the drugs,
living in this cold dark place amongst these ****** thugs.
Got to find a way out I need to get away,
they threaten me with death tell me I must stay.
Injected with a poison thrown back into the game,
selling myself to the devil i'm drowning deep in shame.
Blocking out reality looking for a vein,
standing on the ***** streets already feeling that drain.
In another dimension I'm high as a kite,
my will too weak to struggle on and win the fight.
Injected with a poison I've become a modern slave,
clinging on to hope trying to be brave.
Locked up in this bedroom with women just like me,
thinking of a plan to help to set u free.
Turning on our **** we stand and say no more,
stabbing him in the chest he crashes to the floor.
Injected with a poison  together we are saved,
the memories of this tragedy in me they've engraved.