I cry, I beg, I scream,
For you to realize what I need.
You loved me, and helped me rise above.
All I needed was some hope and some love,

But, now you wonder why you're here,
You won't leave me out of fear.
You're afraid I'll hurt myself again.
Without family, love or friends.
And I'll admit that you are right,
Because, without you darkness consumes all my light.

I laugh, I cry, I even cuss
I throw the words out in the lust.
you have to stay, don't go away.
Embrace me like in the first day.
I am not lost,
Remember that...
I've found you out in the dust
You're hurting and seamed lost.
I care, I kiss, I even love.
But in the end
You choose to die.
You choose to go away
'cuz you don't have for what to stay.

Neglecting lights shining ahead
Providing insurance of love again
Infusing with minimal nights instead
Withdrawing dignity could just be sane

Full of lies
Filled with liars
I'm in pain

Travelling again down this road of shame
Burying my pride engulfed in flames
The back of my mind have gone astray
Looking for my final resting place

You don't care
Say you do
Maybe I change

For this world is so pretentious and fake
May tomorrow be a better day
With or without your heart you say
Don't you worry
I'll be fine away

@2014 Maman Screams