I love to wear your arms around my neck
and
your legs around my waist...

I love to wear your open mouth upon my lips
and
your scent all over me...

I love to wear your body close to mine
but most of all
I love to wear the smile you gave me.

It makes me so sad I cry,
But I don't I keep it inside to keep tears from spilling down my eyes,
Why did you have to die?
Why did you have to end your life with a sigh?

I miss you. You used to lay on my bed at night and keep my warm,
I wish you were here now so I could cuddle you in my arms!
But you're not here. . .
I just strive harder to keep back that hidden tear.

Why did you have to go so soon?
And keep me lonesome in my room?
With a longing for you that never goes away,
And stays with me day by day!

Why couldn't you have stayed?
Before in the ground in your box you were laid.
I will miss you forever,
I don't think pain will go away. . . Never.

*~Marian~

Wasn't a sound, but I heard,
wasn't a sight, yet I saw,
though I wasn't there
how, I never thought!
wasn't a word, or bird,
present or past ,
east or west,
presence
or absence
neither me
nor you
or anything.
everything
is
present
in consciousness.
**In nothingness
pervades,
consciousness
absolute,
as essence,
that
has no
names.
silence.

His hands
will always keep
mine own
from holding yours

You never really saw
the funny side
the time I wrote upon my pants
do not open until Christmas day

Dark clouds reach
Fingertips extend
Rake my Soul

Brittle Earth
Waiting for Rebirth
Whine in Vain

Change is Now
Don't get lost in Fear
Inhale Deep

My muse does not desert.

She waits in quiet recess.