I light my candles but this room is still pitch dark
I scream for a name and just hear my echo come right back
each time I closed my eyes I just rezoomed this torture from a higher view
is it what I said or what I did why would't you let me know that I hurt you?

you break my heart
like an elephant running through a room on ice
just an earthquake exploding with revenge deep inside
don't doubt yourself twice
I have a new endgame
I've seen the outcome at least a million times
it all ends the same except with one
where I finally win with your head in my hand to my side

I can smell a smoldering flame grow inside your home
I know this is really crazy
but if I help you you'll be saving me
you unwind my swarming thoughts
I over think
but I'm not over you
I've been burnt too
if it can start with a sorry I'll say them all
I don't want this to be the tragidety that ends our epic love story

~
"Let me just die forever for your ever beautiful satisfying personality."

Begins to stare at bottom of dress unhesitatingly

for a second
you actually made me believe you were in love with me

~
-Prologue-
god thinks I've ran away
perhaps I've been lost all these days

but I don't deserve paradise
can't even count all my alibis
and here she lies in a story which we all shall begin
of tragedy and victory of passion and sin
~
all the petty past jealously
wasting your pretty present time with me
are you ready to turn and go the other way?
I wanted to wast alone
soon I wanted to live with you
I'm alive and all the music sounds so much better
I even can cry when I watch things die in dead of winter
when are skin touches it feels like our first hit of electricity
more than a brush or a rush of newly past memories
it seems we cannot hush our passion or bliss
when we've been longing for so long our very first kiss
is it wrong to sing a song about running away from time with you
dancing like it's prom dying in your arms
saying my last true words
"I love you."

why do you choke? tears are just soft hollow bits of water
slowly walking to the door feeling that knife cut even harder
I won't turn around this isn't a slow motion scene of retribution
this is the effect of your case because I won't cry in front of you
are you seriously laughing? or panicking I found the truth
sorry this isn't funny but I laugh out loud
since I don't know what to do