I want to write in full honesty
    of myself
and of the whole world
saying ****
       (because it's real)
and screaming to the heavens
in hopes of finding it down here,
heaven

I know a girl like that
    with eyes that know,
         a mouth like an arrow,
    ears to sing to,
             and a nose to crinkle
       I know a girl like that
She's so heavy

******* life
that makes me scream in
pain and
ecstasy
Thoughts billowing
from the smokestack of my mind
polluting the air and
in turn
the universe

I have hope
in-between thoughts of
death

I don't like wasting time
with passing talk
or idle chatter
I like to get to the roots of things that matter
like ***,
or what happens when we die, if
you love me
and if so does it transcend
time and space,
is it truly beyond my universe of understanding?

I am alone forever
     and everyone can read my poems
           and hate them

Something in the way she sits
     alone
Like a cool breeze on a hot cheek,
my world that burns,
                            burns,
                               burns.