Breath it in
Sharp and crisp
A small smell of that
No more than a wisp

Eyes snap wide open
A ticking nearby
A loud breathing here
A sleeping sigh

Feel the cold
The window so clear
The night sky you can see
The dark you can't hear

Listen for crickets
Chirping outside
They have no blanket
In which they can hide

Eyes so wide open
Laying in bed
Under a blanket
A restless head

Thinking on things
During day you thought not
Thinking for answers
Never getting what you sought

One in the morning
Eyes still to wide
Dreams ran away
Found places to hide

You see it all
Hear every sound
When no waking mind
In near to be found

You yawn once more
Still not asleep
Everyone else in the house
Yet to make a peep

The night will go one
Weather you sleep or not
They kept you awake
Each dammed thought

The sun starts to rise
Sleep never came
They insist to keep you tired
To your thoughts its a game.

Snap, rip
Torn and gone
A lovely tune
Turned to a sad song

Feathers of white
Plucked like a duck
Why do the kind
Run out of luck

A snap and a crack
Soon im falling through air
On wings that are broken
By life so unfair

Every harsh word
Everything that you said
I saved and remembered
Inside my head

You could hurt me before
But now that i'm cold
With a stone heart
A soul long sold

My wings are broken
I'm falling through air
I'll make this world
Just a little more fair

What can you do
I've got nothing to loose
You took the wings of an angel
Who had death as her muse

Crashing on rocks
A salty spray
Rising and falling
Each passing day

Beating on rocks
Turning then smooth
A crashing song
That seems to soothe

Sitting on the beach
Dark clouds hang above
This soothing tune
Made for both sorrow and love

Oh, how the vast ocean
Makes my life small
My problems seem no longer
So very tall

The tears on ny face
Drops in the sea
Not all that different
Both wet and salty

dripping, dripping
Gone with the tide
The huge ocean
Shrinking my already small pride

Dripping off petals
Of silky soft red
Standing tall and strong
In an earthen bed

Running down the stem
Covered in knives
Off of one bush
Comes many more lives

Each small red gem
Silently sleeping
The dew running down
As if silently weeping

Mist hangs in the air
The white breath of the earth
While calm and peaceful
Also seems to drain the mirth

The tight weeping bud
Awakens to dawn
Stretching its petals
At the birds morning song

Sunlight rains down
On the silky red flower
The energy to live
That it does devour

Tell me child
Child still pure
Child with mud brown eyes
What will you endure

Tell me small girl
With your hair all put up
Did you ever know you'd have
Something not juice in your cup

Tell small boy
Who runs in the sun
Did you ever know
Your friend would ruin your fun

Tell little kids
Did you see it in your dreams
The ugly mean future
And the pain that it brings

I've seen it you know
I watched your whole life
And I'll tell you right now
You never gave into the knife

You never gave up
You did good in school
You had plenty of friends
Even if you weren't cool

And even when you cry
And you don't think they care
Just ask them and check
Because they'll always be there

You may have felt lonely
But you were never alone
Your laughter to them
Like the sun shone

Live a whole life
I know you can
I'm the future you
And I'm your biggest fan

Come to me
I whisper in your ear
Listen to the sweet words
That you now hear

Pulling you away
Out of the light
With sweet promises
Of removing your fright

Lovely silk words
Roll off a silver tongue
And into my web
Now you are strung

My words a tangled web
Glittering in morning dew
But all who have entered
With venom I slew

Out from the shadows
I whisper sweet lies
To pull you to darkness
Where only evil thrives

Each golden word
So easy to say
But it is with the same words
It is you I will slay

Your sorrow is funny
Your tears are a joke
I'm laughing at the pitiful words
In which you do choke

You want to see truth
Look into my eyes
My deadly, dark gaze
Is not made of lies

Come into darkness
You'll have nothing to fear
And my dark, chilling laughter
Is the last that you'll hear

I'm lost in the dark
No one there to hear
My cries and screams
Reach no ones ear

I see you all
Standing there
But none of you
Seem to care

Am I worth nothing
Is my life a crime
A black spot on humanity
A little piece of grime

Am I nothing
A bad wast of air
The unwanted third part
Of a happy pair

Just a rag doll
Toss me to the side
Leave me far behind
Lengthen your stride

Later when you say sorry
It won't mean a thing
Hollow words, through my ears
Don't even make a ring

When you beg forgiveness
I will have none left
Because of everything you've done
My last wasted like the rest

I took your crap
I smiled hiding tears
You leaving was my nightmares
Your death was all my fears

But my loyalty is gone
I have no tears to shed
And when you starve and beg
I will give you no bread

To long did I make
Your problems my own
To long for you I cried
The tears you've never shown

I leave you know
When you want me back
Old friend leave
Here's your pack

I want you out
I want you gone
I'm sick of your games
I'm no longer your pawn