Dripping, Dripping
It's all gone
Draining, Falling
As I whisper my song

Sliding down
To the tip
From my knife
Blood does drip

Walking away
My footprints red
Splashing in puddles
That flow from your head

Like a young child
Playing in rain
I assure you sir
I'm perfectly sane

In fact, just maybe
I'm more sane then you
I simply see the world
In a darker hue

Red, black and grey
To be perfectly clear
And that bright red
Always brings a sneer

So I'll dance through puddles
Like a child in rain
Pretty red puddles
Brought by others pain

This world is so dark
So corrupt and unkind
How should anyone
Be able to keep their mind

But I tell you now sir
There is nothing wrong
With the violent words
In my ****** sweet song

This smile on my face
I swear it is real
I have no reason to hide
No reason to conceal

This body at my feet
He was only a toy
Oh, I loved the screams
Of that poor little boy

This world is rotten
So why do you care
How many humans
I ****** and ensnare

Death is natural
I'm just speeding it up
I don't care what weapon
I can even use a cup

Look at the red blood
A thick crimson ocean
And all it requires
Is a quick killing motion

I'm totally sane
My logic is true
But all humans fear
The strange and the new

Why so shocked
Your face has gone green
Does the blood make you sick
Do you wish it unseen

This world is gone
Already doomed to die
So why does one death
Make you cry

I can **** you to
If that's what you want
Uh oh, to late
Hope that's what you sought

My knife in your gut
The blood coming out
You should be happy
Don't frown and pout

Your life is fading
I see it in your eye
I pull my blade out
And wave a goodbye

This world is dying
I'm just upping the pace
Why prolong
Our fading into space

And to most it's a crime
But I won't feel bad
Not if as I do it
There is fun to be had

Because why not enjoy it
The cries and the pain
When from the bloodshed
There's a smile to gain

Your gone
Away from here
Please don't move further
It's what I fear

Please come back
Your way to far
You need help?
I'll steal a car

Your a jellyfish
Your one of us
You moving away
Caused a huge fuss

Your misses
Your gone
You left
This feels wrong

You belong here
Your to far away
And we all cried
When you left that day

Please come back
Or we'll commit a crime
To bring you back
I'll do any time

Silver moon
Your light so bright
Reflecting off
The lake tonight

Shining down
Against the land
Vibrant shades
Turned dark and grand

Silver moon
Hear my plea
Shine off my tears
And please save me

Shining brighter
Than the stars
sometimes red
Brighter than mars

The cool night air
Kisses my skin
Your silver light
Mixed with the wind

I stand alone
In this moonlit meadow
Your silver light
Creating my shadow

Sparkling
On my tears tonight
Silver moon
Of silver light

On cloudy nights
You stand alone
And in your night
Is my home

Memories haunt me.
The painful things of the past.
Memories are a stand still.
In time moving so fast.

The death the tears.
You relive them all.
I need my mind wiped clear.
It into madness I'll fall.

I don't wish to look.
I don't want to see.
To look back and remember.
What all has happened to me.

So ill seal them away.
Deep into my mind.
Never again to be seen.
By the likes of mankind.

But there not all bad.
Some I still hold dear.
Should I seal them to.
Because of my fear.

No I shall not.
I know what to do.
Separate good from bad.
And bid the bad adue.

A cold winters night.
The moon did not rise.
This cold winters night.
Was the night of your demise.

You crashed through the door.
With a bottle of beer.
You chugged till the bottom.
To bury your fear.

The night had been rough.
The stars did not shine.
You were ***** and smelly.
And covered in grime.

Pushed in the mud.
Kicked in the face.
Told by every rich man.
To stay in your place.

Money run dry.
Spent on ***** and liquor.
Your ego shrunk to nothing.
Your dignity no more.

You had no reason to live.
You pulled out your gun.
Was it really alright.
To be a coward and run?

No it wasn't ok.
You repeated this over although
Still put the gun to your head.
And painted a scarlet window.

Why do I feel worthless?
Why am I so alone?
I know that some people care.
But I still feel I have no home.

I know that it's not everyone.
I know that I have friends.
But my path has so many bends.
To many forks and dead ends.

The hurtful words stick.
And the ones that matter fade.
And I'm stuck in dark illusions.
That my own mind made.

I'm not the type to be loved.
It's what I've always been told.
And every time it's said.
The pain increases ten fold.

I've been short on kind words.
Eventually I just shut up.
No words could describe my pain.
My heart never did catch up.

I walk out on the street.
My daily routine begun.
Children laugh and dance.
And sing and have fun.

But I know it's to perfect.
Just to well done.
A fake smile is all it takes.
For others to think its fun.

But it's all to clean.
This crisp normal day.
But I never do forget.
That the truth isn't far away.

Behind the glowing smiles.
Behind the bright warm sun.
Past the skin deep laugh.
It's really not that fun.

It all hides in the day.
An illusion of bent light.
To hide the tears away.
To hide the ugly fright.

But when the sun sets.
When it's time to go to sleep.
You have to cry in silence.
You cannot make a peep.

Because today's society.
Is cruel, rude and unfair.
They don't see the scares they make.
When they just don't care.

They don't see the cuts.
They don't see the scar.
They don't know your lucky.
To have made it this far.

But that's not the end.
They don't know the pain.
They don't notice you outside.
To hide your tears with rain.

The outside scars are not the end.
There only a release.
They are only a temporary.
Way to find blissful peace.

The mental wounds run deeper.
They'll never be erased.
Your mind will slowly fracture.
To never be replaced.

They will never care.
Till long after your gone.
Even then it's just for show.
There no meaning to the song.

They say how much your missed.
When they're the ones that did it.
They put the scars in your mind.
You're just the one that hid it.

Those secrets behind white walls.
Those false words of kindness.
None of them matter at night.
The darkness has no bias.