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 May 2014 Remus
Michael Pick
I've ventured and explored every line along your skin
And I'm not quite sure where upon you it is that I belong
But I have patience and I will redouble all of my efforts
I will take my time and care to find the home you give me
 May 2014 Remus
ac
love.
 May 2014 Remus
ac
it's not like i love you,
but you taste so good,
and you make me so **** happy.
you almost make me want to.
- a.c
i tried with this poem lord.
 May 2014 Remus
nova
the last text
 May 2014 Remus
nova
last texts are always the worst

but how would i know?

i've only ever gotten one.

it took a moment, but i understood what it meant:

she wasn't coming back.

it was that simple.

it feels hollow, empty, and lonely.

i felt everything all at once.

i wished i could reread all our old conversations,

and relive a time when we were both okay.

but now i'm not okay and she is gone.
this is awful, but i don't care, i just miss my best friend.
 May 2014 Remus
ac
forget.
 May 2014 Remus
ac
if somehow, i forgot who i was;
do not remind me.
if i cannot swallow down my food;
do not tell me that it is because of the weeks i have starved myself.
if i feel this sudden guilt but do not remember why;
do not tell me why, say that it'll pass soon.
if i cannot fall asleep;
do not tell me i have insomnia, kiss my forehead and lay next to me to soothe my soul,
because i do not want to remember who my past self was.
i wanted to forget.
and i did
so do not tell me who i was, let me re-live.
5/25/14
2:38 AM
 May 2014 Remus
Michael Pick
You manipulated me to an extent I didn't realize
And I still don't understand the reasoning for it
But thank God, that's a time that's long gone
 May 2014 Remus
Michael Pick
Two adversaries, exactly the same
Both I let in
Inside my house
Disguised as friends
The first bid their time, sat inside
They stole the china
The photos
My keepsakes
And set fire to the floorboards
Before they left

The second came along just later
Carrying tools and aid
We rebuilt my home around me
And then we sat inside
They smiled each day
And shook my hand freely
But one night they stole
Not a possession
But into my home at night
And ran their blade across my neck
 May 2014 Remus
ac
her.
 May 2014 Remus
ac
i have this one friend
that wishes she was beautiful,
that wishes she was skinny,
that wishes she was funny.
she always wants to be her or her or her
and i just want to shake her shoulders and scream
that i'd much rather her be herself.
because it's the best her their is.
- a.c
5/7/14
 May 2014 Remus
Michael Pick
Jesus, I know this is unreasonable
It's always been the dumb little things
That I'm never good at picking up on
And I'll admit, I saw some of it before
But now the comparisons are creeping in
When set alone it's insignificant
And it wasn't even a lie at that
At most you bent the truth a bit

She bent the truth around her fingertip
Every small thing added up
And eventually I had noticed
But by then it was out of control
I get ******* in people so easily
It's a weakness that I try to avoid
I really hope that I'm wrong about this
But I can't help but panic that you're lying
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