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My kindness knows yours
as if meshed from some same place-
loved then separates
I wrote a poem for someone who's just been the sweetest thing since McDonalds iced tea
 Aug 2015 reflectionzero
Q
Do you think you're better off alone?
When the ceiling of a ***** room
Is the night sky and stars and
You're getting comfortable in late night gloom.

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I'd hate to go home alone but I never left my bed.

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What's worth the air in your lungs today?
Is it the people you forgot to keep in touch with
Or the helpless yearning for something
Or the life you remember you used to miss.

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I smoke cigarettes for the warmth in my lungs
And the burn in my throat
Like one thousand bright suns.

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You could've been vulnerable and explained that
You'd **** for an hour with warm arms around you
And a listening ear, and ****** movies on Netflix
And that cry you refused to allow yourself to do.

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If any less of a **** was given about your problems
The whole world would be constipated
Permanently.

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I could've pretended awkward hands in the dead of night
Meant true love, meant something, meant, at least, mutual 'like'.
But denials' for people who don't think so much
And thinkings' my best ally and my worst crutch.

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You should take hold of your life today, get up, do something
But this bed is safe, this bed is familiar for the ambition-less
And you're the only one who shat there
So sleep in it.

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The futures' only bright for optimists and I'd never be accused of that.

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When I'm getting tired of wrapping a lack of feeling
Into precise stanzas, lines, and rhymes
Maybe I'll figure out what I've been rambling on about
Stand up, and live my life.

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Eenie, meanie, miney, mo
What the **** is life good for
I'll trade you a penny, you give me a dime
And we're all still running on borrowed time.

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You're too tired to sleep today; three more and you won't wake up.

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This is the end, I've picked out a date
Got everything planned out, no one's awake, no one can stop me.
Wait. I chickened out, missed it again, failed like the failure I am.
Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

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Isolation's only fun for the people with nothing better to do.

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There's no good way to end something that began badly.
I should remember that
It's a good line
Almost proverbial.
 Aug 2015 reflectionzero
JDK
Seriously dude?
You're going to ignore me for doing something that I really want to do?
Haven't you ever felt passionately about anything,
or is that just too uncool for you?

What have you done?
What are you doing?
God forbid I try to find myself.
Hey, friend, thanks for the support, by the way.

If it's not cool enough for you, then get lost.
I'm better off without you,
so I don't care what you say.
The last thing I need is another reason to doubt myself,
so you can just go **** yourself.

I'm still going to do it, anyway.
Another burnt bridge to nowhere that I'll try not to miss.
 Aug 2015 reflectionzero
JDK
The thing about fiction (lies, promises, religion) is,
that it's only as true as you believe it to be.
I believe in You and Me.
 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
JDK
Rubble
 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
JDK
The first thing I can remember is that I was sitting at the table.
I couldn't sleep that night. It was very late.
Then I heard the sound - that deafening boom.
As if the skies themselves had been ripped apart.
I mean, I guess that's what actually happened,
more or less.

They stopped throwing their annual ***** nearly a decade before.
No one really knows why. A whole crowd was ready to climb those ladders that year, but they never came down.


Then a sound like thunder,
but louder than any thunder I'd ever heard before.
It shook the whole house. Then the earth started to shake.
It was from the rubble, of course.
Those massive stones falling to the ground.

Rumors began to spread.
Tales of romance, jealousy, scandal, adultery,
******.
All hearsay, of course,
if not entirely fabricated.
Truth is, nobody had any means of communication with the castle.
They stopped sending the pigeons when they stopped lowering the ladders.
The whole town was simply left to wonder what happened.    
A death in the family was the common consensus.

  
I remember being knocked off my chair from the impact of the first one.
It landed right out back; right there in the garden.
Then more came. Just a few at first,
but then the the sound quickly became constant.
A never ending barrage of thuds and quakes,
and in-between those,
the awful cracking sound of a building being smashed to pieces.
Screams could be heard after that.

The cause of the explosion remains a mystery,
just like everything else about cloud castle.
All investigations yielded nothing but wild theories,
and of course, there were no survivors.


I ran out of the house and into pure madness.
I've seen many a battle before, but none of them compared to what I saw that night.  
Death and destruction all over.
A house would get hit and burst into a thousand pieces;
splinters of wood and brick tearing into anyone unfortunate enough to be too close to it.
And the people -
they were running in all directions;
screaming, delirious.
I saw families huddled together trying to figure out where to go.
I saw many of my fellow townsfolk get crushed right before my eyes.
The whole gruesome scene lit up by the ghastly glow of that cloud on fire.  

Powder charges, atmospheric pressure anomalies, black magic -
even dragons. All have been proposed;
none can be proven.


I ran.
I could barely stay on my feet for the quakes,
but I ran nonetheless.
Through crashing stones and crowd -
through shrapnel blasts and the wails of death -
I ran.

When it was all over,
very little remained of the city
and countless were dead.
Those who lived through that night never came back to it.
Nothing was rebuilt.
That flying fortress had made that town,
and when it went down,
it took everything along with it.
It's nothing now but a graveyard of rubble;
haunted by the souls of corpses never buried.


I looked back only once.
I looked back at where the castle used to be.
I saw nothing but flames.
The smoke from it blacked out the whole sky above.
No moon or stars to be seen.
That's when I saw her;
a shimmer of white falling from the sky -
like a wingless angel.
It was a nightgown of sorts,
long and white. It flowed around her as she fell -
a cloud trying in vain to fly.
I thought I could catch her.
I wanted to catch her.
I turned back and ran toward where I thought she was going to land;
in a field behind a farmhouse that had already been smashed by a stone,
but I was too slow.
She hit the ground with a faint thud.
I was only several yards away.
When I got to her, hoping against all hope,
I saw that I was too late.
She was already gone,
but she had this look upon her face:
Serene.
 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
JDK
Eyes closed;
shuttered windows.
4w
 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
nivek
burn-out like a shooting star
your streak across history

short but sweet
in full flow

you will be seen
light years from now

the spark trace
you indelibly made
 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
J
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 Jul 2015 reflectionzero
J
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Why is the world so complicated,
So populated.
Whoever you are, you're hated.
Trust has already faded.
People acting,
Reality, just backstabbing.
I'm just asking,
To remove that masking.
Your true colours are contrasting.
Throw countless insults at me,
That's if you're free,
Point my flaws and I'd agree
Try and see.
You ain't perfect too.
Here's a clue,
Something about you.
Your imperfection is true.
Step aside and do something new.
Society's standards are always too high,
Forced to abide by.
Sigh.
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