Walking slowly trying to connect the dots, now i realize how much i ****** up hard, hurting feelings, my game so strong, wasn’t much appealing till i got my heart torn, walking in your shoes,not much to see,Only Sorrows and a wish for “me”, forgive me I’m still trying to understand, how can a man like you love me after knowing who I truly am?

Can't you hear my heart beats?,or can't you feel it raise?
i'm here on the sidewalk trying to think of a place..
not connecting,not at all, trying to think of what made us fall.
fear is what's holding us back,but yet i wonder isn't it what is supposed to make us last?
let me in & hold me then,make me feel what you've been holding ever since, the heart wants one thing & the mind wants another.
why not go with what gives us the most pleasure ?

I try to get busy as much as i can

Thoughts get louder as i try to calm myself down

I'm not the same,not anymore..

looking at my past trying to see,what made me fall for you even though i knew we couldn't grow more

don't leave me even if you know we're wrong

please hold me and tell me that it's okay

yet don't try to calm me ,tears will come out anyway.

It's hard to keep up & even harder to move on
Falling stars got no shine in the dark, push push push..
you keep on pushing  it to the limit, don't ask why i exploded in a second
love is what's keeping us together, yet i wonder if "us" is gonna be forever
not enough, not even close,cold feet and broken floors.
work hard let's find a chance cause you know there's no stars in this broken glass, so fragile my heart has been, tries to function in spite of all these things.

Nothing but tragedy,yet all i feel is pain, **** me & take it all away

All the misery,all the pain,all the sleepless nights & the hurtful things

nothing feels good anymore,i wish i could change it all

i wish i could so i would,then it would've been a peaceful sin

Simple to you,impossible to me,for me it never sounded that easy

Dead inside yet alive,Thanks to you i'm paralyzed.