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241 · May 2015
Charles Xavier:
R May 2015
Will you control this power, or will you let it control *you?
X-Men 3
I'm really enjoying these movies.
241 · May 2013
untitled
R May 2013
i noticed that
all of the thing ive done
for you
have been out of
pure love.

i should probably
stop that,
its getting me
nowhere.
241 · Dec 2015
12/18
R Dec 2015
I am a divine creation, a piece of God. How could I ever be undeserving?
im soaring
241 · Apr 2015
Untitled
R Apr 2015
and you have me giggling like a little girl and smiling till I cannot smile anymore.
you make me crazy, you make me wild.
241 · May 2015
Untitled
R May 2015
you're so smooth and i'm so rough
all of these rough edges will cut someone one day
and i won't be alive to help stitch them up
fuckfuckfuckfuck im sorry
241 · Dec 2014
4 words
R Dec 2014
Living doesn't suit you.
But death won't compliment you.
241 · Mar 2015
Untitled
R Mar 2015
" I gave you a part of my soul"
241 · Jun 2015
jan.31st-feb.18th
R Jun 2015
i had been saved just 18 days before
you walked into my life.
it was like God sent me my own angel
from up above!
sorry, silly and over a year late on this one.
God reminds me of what I'm grateful for all the time.
241 · Jun 2015
Untitled
R Jun 2015
disgust, guilt for feeling disgusted, and certainty that we'd never be able to put this back together-- even if we tried.
from a book i read...i just can't remember which one. I've read quite a lot of books in the past few days.
240 · Oct 2014
10 word story
R Oct 2014
If you were to leave me
Who would I be?
You're already so far away.
Happy birthday my love. Xoxo
240 · May 2015
4w
R May 2015
4w
I can't stop singing.
My heart is in a mix of elation and hurt.
I'll just sing it out.
239 · Jul 2015
2:18pm
R Jul 2015
I'd go to the edge of the universe if it meant that I would be able to show you just how beautiful you absolutely are.
"I know you would"
239 · May 2015
3w
R May 2015
3w
You know nothing.
*******.
239 · Jul 2015
Untitled
R Jul 2015
whatever belief i had in love is gone.
so really, thank you for showing me the light.
true love is a myth.
and so is everything else that was "good"
in this world.
**** this
and ****
you
239 · Nov 2015
Untitled
R Nov 2015
All of the times spilled out of my mouth like ink on a page and I couldn't have been more embarrassed nor more relieved in my entire life.
Telling the truth is such an experience
I'd suggest you try it some time
It's truly freeing
239 · Apr 2015
expectations:
R Apr 2015
and I expected nothing more and nothing less of you
No point in counting the days anymore, I just wish I could blot the 18th from my mind like you could to those little hearts on your calendar.
238 · Jul 2014
How it felt for you
R Jul 2014
Well, lets see.
When the person you absolutely love and adore
goes away to ******* space camp and decides
that teasing Australian boys is better than
staying faithful to your loving girlfriend
of almost ******* 6 months
then you know that
you have truly felt
your heart
being                            r                        i   p          p   e       d
out of your chest and
wanting death more
than you ever have since
a year ago.
I am truly the worst girlfriend in the Universe and I am terribly sorry my dear. I am deeply in love with you and I hate myself for what I did... Thank you for not giving up on me, I will do everything and more to make this pain go away. I love you darling. Happy 5 months. <3
238 · May 2015
16w
R May 2015
16w
tell me,
how does you getting everything you ******* want
make me the bad guy,
huh?
guess I was wrong about you
238 · May 2015
Untitled
R May 2015
and I am truly sorry, my dear. If there is anything I can do to help, please do not hesitate to ask. I love you.
I love you so much and I am here for you, my dear.
I'm so so so sorry.
238 · Nov 2015
Untitled
R Nov 2015
And everything would be easier if I were dead.
But as for it being better?
Well, maybe even that, too.
237 · Nov 2015
the faces in the marble
R Nov 2015
every time I shower, they watch me.
they watch me as I scrub away my mistakes
and whatever I did the night before
also, the marks
and the bruises
and maybe even, no, defintley, the blood that
trails down my body.
they smirk and laugh
as I attempt to cry.
but they know that there are no tears left
inside of my lifeless body anymore.
they speak soothing letters.
almost like soft purrs of k's, i's, l's, m's, and b's.
weird combination,
I know.
but that's what they say.
they spit their foul letters at me as they spell out
words across my naked body,
saying the same **** things
over and over and over and over
again.
they know me like I know the numbers now.
they watch the trail of blood and
they kindly accept the inevitable:
I will probably die in front of them one day.
the same place that has become my hope,
my love, my fear, my ecstasy.
the faces mock me.
but the thing is,
they don't even know that they're the ones who are
stuck in the marble, not me.
I can get out at any time.
I can walk out,
dry off,
and fall into a bright day
and a quiet night.
they can't walk away.
they can't hide.
they can't change.
but me?
well...I'd say I'm ever-growing, ever-changing,
into the one I'm supposed to be.
the one I'm meant to be.
the faces can smirk and laugh all they want,
but I'm not the one who is stuck anymore.
I am forever evolving.
Just like the numbers.
But the letters?
Oh, those are just child's play.
And they'll run out one day.
237 · Jun 2015
ashes:
R Jun 2015
your tongue felt like fire and i thought i was ready to burn
I've turned to ash, look where its gotten me
237 · Sep 2015
10w B
R Sep 2015
I could live a hundred lifetimes and never deserve him.
came from a quote in Catching Fire.
Your heart is a heart of gold and I only wish to hold it carefully.
237 · Jul 2015
Untitled
R Jul 2015
if i'm alive one more day i'll be able to see the people who make life worth living
for my friends, i can't wait to spend the 4th with the people who make me happy
236 · Apr 2015
Untitled
R Apr 2015
this doesn't count as self-harm, right?
R May 2015
I know the difference between love and lust, trust me, i do.
But we have to stop talking about love like its the only feeling
you're allowed to have.
Maybe I want a little fun, a little adventure, a little... Lust.
Maybe I want neither, and I just want to explore who I am attracted to.
Maybe I do want love, but just not from you anymore.
Whatever it may be, we need to stop pretending like love is the only feeling you're allowed to have.
I think then we will begin to be truthful to ourselves and our feelings.
I know I'm not in love. Just know it's not lust either. I have a crush or two, big deal  Ever care to think that these poems aren't just about one guy? I have different relationships being built, but you wouldn't know anything about that because you care too little to ask for the truth from me. So, instead of pretending to be some high and mighty and better than I am person, remember who the hell you are and that you make mistakes too, because I'm sick of acting like I'm the only one who does.
235 · Jun 2014
It's back
R Jun 2014
The darkness is creeping back inside of me
and nudging me back to the edge,
I want to be where I ought to be,
but my soul is not something that
you can just fetch.

I'm used to hiding, but this is just
completely new.
I'm in love and I'm not sure of
what to do.
She has eyes like summer
and skin that glistens.
And a touch so light,
and ears that listen.

But, I get sad during this time.
I even remember my therapist telling me
that I most likely had seasonal depression,
that I could only be helped with
medicine and love.
My parents won't give me medicine,
but my girlfriend and friends
can give me love.

I guess I'll try my best to stay happy,
but its just so hard sometimes.
i just needed to write and get this out, I'm sorry this is awful.
235 · May 2015
Untitled
R May 2015
I love you.
235 · Nov 2015
5w
R Nov 2015
5w
i'm in awe of you
sigh
235 · Aug 2015
8w
R Aug 2015
8w
the night sky just isn't the same anymore.
where did the stars go? the moon? the planets?
235 · Apr 2014
ah, the thing
R Apr 2014
But that's the thing:
You don't have to
worry about me.
I am completely
capable of handling
every **** thing
that goes wrong
in my life and
I would really
just appreciate it
if you would
shut the **** up.
I have been writing terribly so I am sorry for this pathetic excuse for poetry but I have no idea what to write about. someone please comment some idea for me because I would really love to hear some. thank you<3
235 · Apr 2015
hot hands//darius
R Apr 2015
and it's getting cold, baby, I want your hot hands on me.
good song and very true
234 · Oct 2015
Untitled
R Oct 2015
and soon enough, i'll be gone. you'll be gone. we'll all be gone.
i thank God everyday for the art of moving on.
not a specific "you". its pretty much about anybody i want it to be about that i need to move on from.
233 · May 2015
10w
R May 2015
10w
"I gave everything I had and it still wasn't wanted."
And that's okay, just know you're worth so much more. You're needed, maybe not by that person anymore, but by so many other people, including yourself. Don't ever forget that.
233 · Nov 2015
Aisumasen
R Nov 2015
All that I know
Is just what you tell me
All that I know
Is just what you show me
Aisumasen (I'm Sorry) by John Lennon
233 · Apr 2015
Radio Silence
R Apr 2015
It's time to say goodbye.
All I want is silence.
I think it is for the best,
and so do they.
Go on and live your life,
and I'll live mine too.
If the stars wish for us to meet again,
then we will.
But I will not keep playing this game anymore,
So this is goodbye.
I'll always care
233 · Oct 2014
Us
R Oct 2014
Us
Nine months of a certain bliss
that can only be attained through a
pure love like ours.
I love you so much.
233 · Jul 2015
N II
R Jul 2015
"He talked about you all night when we got back to the dorms."
I thought for a second before I replied with a giddy sounding, "Me?"
He laughed and said, "Yes, of course YOU! Y'all talked till lights out and
he couldn't stop saying you were beautiful! Who else would I be talking about?"
I smiled at the thought of him talking to his best friend at two in morning about me as the stars gleamed outside of his window onto his beautifully tanned face.
"So I'm guessing there's something more to come, yeah?" I asked you nervously.
You waited for bit before replying, "I've never seen him like this about a girl before...I'm pretty sure that there's definitely more to come, especially since he can't keep his eyes off of you nor stop talking about you. I guess you'll just have to see."

Even though the future is unclear, I plan on taking whatever is to come one day at a time, and maybe even enjoying these days to come with you. Who knows?
:)
233 · Nov 2015
t, d, & r
R Nov 2015
It feels like it's been seven years.
almost like my body has been replaced
I'm still in the same body though
just with a different face
full of different cells
and my blood?
that's different, too.
It's no wonder that my dreams are so different.
that my wants and needs are so...
well... let's just call them
not like me.
and that's okay.
maybe to some it isn't.
but to me?
well, I guess they'll just have to
suffice for
now.
I don't want the stars anymore.
it feels like I'm having an identity crisis,
But in reality, I know exactly who I am.
233 · Mar 2015
Maybe I'm amazed
R Mar 2015
that I'm still alive
That song ****** me up
232 · Dec 2015
you want a love letter
R Dec 2015
but all i can give you is empty hands and
a broken heart.
i can't promise a love letter
but i can give you something that'll make you smile
i hope that's enough
232 · May 2015
16w
R May 2015
16w
But to cry in front of you...now that's the worst thing I could ever do.
From a song, I just can't remember the name of it.
232 · Apr 2013
The Girl Before I
R Apr 2013
Another thing that ***** in the world,
It's loving someone you can have.
You help me up, you make me happy,
But sometimes I don't exist.

I'll never measure up to her,
The girl before I.
But there never was a before I, huh?
Because she was always the one.
232 · May 2015
Untitled
R May 2015
There always is a reason to stay alive, even if it's just for one more day.
And a few more days, and weeks and months and years and just till it's actually time to die.
232 · Jan 2015
Untitled
R Jan 2015
You never close your arms
except for I need them.
Random thought xo
231 · Apr 2015
6w
R Apr 2015
6w
Am I that easy to leave?
Just wondering.
231 · Oct 2015
10w
R Oct 2015
10w
I wish I were the one on the coroners table.
I'm going to go see an autopsy tomorrow.
Can't wait.
231 · Oct 2015
13w
R Oct 2015
13w
and last i checked, you wanted it just as much as i did.
slightly annoyed
but its fine
231 · Dec 2015
12/30
R Dec 2015
the feeling of an IV going into your vein is
quite extraordinary, you know.
they said i asked so many questions before i went under.
it's a nervous tick, something i use to distract myself.
i asked what that number meant,
what that needle contained,
what's the name of my anesthetic,
and so on.
up until i fell into my slumber,
i asked so many questions.

as the nice lady said,
"get ready, you'll really feel this one."
i smiled and said,
"finally, it's about time."
and all i remember is the colors of the painting
on the wall in front of me
mixing together till
everything went
black.
i'm so happy to be alive
not a big procedure or anything, but
i found out that i was quite afraid of anesthetics...
not anymore.
i think this experience helped me overcome a fear that I've
had since i was young.
and luckily, i should be up and going tomorrow. :)
also, i was right about working out being something i talked about
when i woke up. i also was flirting with myself when videos were being taken haha. whats new?
231 · Mar 2015
love:
R Mar 2015
why is it all is the past tense now?
even a great love wasn't enough for you
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