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R Dec 2015
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the new year has already begun for me.
*what have you done to start helping yourself?
working out, seeing someone new, and the best grades I've ever had :)
family life is actually pretty amazing right now and iTS CHRISTMAS!
I'm just really happy, life is so good. i can't wait for what's in store for 2016.
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R Nov 2015
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your stories are getting sloppy like the smudged lipstick on your face, oh honey, don't you realize that intelligent people have better taste?
of course the first song that comes on is the one with a million memories...me singing to you in your car on the interstate as I hold your hand is such a lovely memory. oh well. it was nice knowing ya.
This isn't about anyone (the poem I mean). This is just something that came to me a second ago.
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R Oct 2014
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her kiss is like fire, and I want to **burn.
L<3 10 words
Inspired by MF
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R Aug 2015
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I saw what I wanted to see instead of what was right in front of me.
Sigh
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R Jun 2015
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my heart aches for the pieces it has lost but
i simply cannot allow them to come back.
i still wouldn't be the same girl from
before even if they did.
tell me my heart is not broken and maybe ill be able to withstand these shards of glass being thrown at me from all directions.
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R Oct 2014
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she bought a star and named it after me
just so she could keep what
was rightfully hers in the
beginning.
L<3 inspired by "Buy the Stars" by Marina and the Diamonds
R Oct 2014
I remember you
I'll always remember you
God only know what you think of me
But I remember you
And I am still me.
But are you still you?
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R Jan 2016
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and in the little time i have,
i write and write and write
and i fill up these notebooks with
apologies and old love letters
and mistakes and regrets and
wishes for the past,
the present, and
the future.

i should probably stop wasting that
little bit of time, i suppose.
or i could do something with it
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R Dec 2015
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"You're not going to change, huh?"
"You said a few months ago that people are born this way...why would it change when it comes to me?"
"I guess I didn't see this coming."
*"I've told you enough times, but you never listened."
Things are looking up
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R Dec 2015
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“Nothing, Everything, Anything, Something: If you have nothing, then you have everything, because you have the freedom to do anything, without the fear of losing something.”
---Jarod Kintz
,
R Jul 2015
,
you'll sneak in through my window once again and
you'll help me find myself,
or maybe someone
new?
,
R Oct 2015
,
you acknowledged me again today,
but only momentarily.
and as I took out my math work I could
see you looking at me in the
corner of my eye.

as quick as you look at me,
you look away just as fast.

what are you thinking?
please just say something.
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R Apr 2016
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I called you after it had happened and while I was sitting in the bathtub in ice cold water watching the water drip from the faucet and as I let tears fall down my cheeks and as I scrubbed away what you did I tried my best to sound composed but I couldn't and that's why when you answered I hung up because I wasn't sure I could tell you of my shame and how scared I was and I was so afraid to let you in, because then you'd see a part of me you had yet to see and what if you wouldn't want me anymore because who wants a used and so severely broken little girl like me? I wouldn't be your little girl anymore and you wouldn't see me as a beautiful flower, but as a bunch of broken and dried up rose petals and there's so much more in the world besides someone like me and how could you stay with someone so repulsive I don't know I don't know I don't---
two different "you"'s in here (separate)
the "you" I tired calling is my rock, but I'm having a hard time opening up. it's so hard.
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R Jun 2015
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a relationship could be a place to hide too
:(
R Aug 2013
:(
Letting go sounds so
Easy in my dreams but
In real life it's
Harder than it
Seems.
:)
R Dec 2015
:)
I've never had so much joy in my heart.
i feel so blessed
:)
R May 2015
:)
You know those movies where
when the girl walks in and she is
incredibly beautiful and
the boy she likes sees her
and he does something dramatic like
dropping whatever is in his hands or
stuttering on his words?

That just happened,
But to me.
Eeeeeeeppppppp
I'm glowing!
:)
R May 2013
:)
Seeing you
Smiling
Laughing
And
Enjoying life without me,
Seems like you'd be just fine.

Come look for me in the bathroom,
I plan on getting something sharp baby.
Let my blood run dry and
My heart stop beating.
Goodbye.
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R Mar 2013
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I didn't fall in love of coarse
It's never up to you
But she was walking back and forth
And I was passing through.











I noticed atfterward after I searched my poem on the Internet after I wrote it that it's already a poem... So um, I guess cheers to the guy who really made this? By Leonard Cohen

Sorry Leonard, didn't mean to steal it.  :P
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R May 2015
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Being around him takes away the feeling of loneliness that I have known for quite some time now.
I am not lonely around him, not like how I have been around most people lately.
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R Jul 2015
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would art help me tame this beast or only add fuel to the fury in my fire?
im exhausted, does this make sense?
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R Jul 2015
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where do you go when those colors and that safe place isn't
there anymore?
i can't breathe
i do not have a home anymore
??
R Apr 2013
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Silence
Lets
The
Demons
In.
???
R Nov 2015
???
wait, what changed?
I can't keep up anymore.
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R Jul 2013
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I haven't cut in so long that
I miss the feeling of
something other then
the sadness I feel
now.
/
R Apr 2016
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isn't any reaction better than no reaction at all?
isn't feeling something better than feeling nothing at all?
maybe i shouldn't have, but at least you know now
/
R Jul 2015
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how many times will i have to tell you that you can't have it both ways?
you wanted too much
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R Jul 2015
/
and here i am
back again
thinking of his hands.
a rush,
a shiver,
i know what this means.
i only take what i can
stand.

his tongue moves
in ways,
a bend.
i can feel him in my
bones.

its been hours
and I'm still here
wondering if he is my
home.
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R Dec 2015
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you said some days it'd hurt more than others and I guess that makes sense because looking into your eyes burned a hole in whatever is left of my heart.
12/9/15
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R May 2015
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Flashes of you go round and round in my mind--
Wisps of hair and the shine of the moonlight on your skin--
the sounds that escaped your mouth and
the way your back arched in the dark--
Words that you've said, or even lack thereof--
The love that held us together, even when things hurt too much--
And the end... the end where I shook with
sadness and fear of the oblivion that
you threw me into.

Will you remember the tears that ran down my face
and the words, *"Just one day more, please?"
Probably not.
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R May 2013
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i wont see you all summer.
i have your number but
i wont use it.
i miss you already.
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R Dec 2015
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It's funny how they all say they hate you behind your back, and the next thing you know, they want to be your friend.
It's hilarious, isn't it?
I'd laugh if I could
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R May 2013
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Daddy,
I miss you.
Alot.
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R Aug 2015
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Where would you go for the end of the world?
say what's on your mind
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R Jul 2015
'
you say you want us to be together but
I just say I want another hit.
Just let me keep my eyes closed
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R Jan 2016
"
I keep saying no
because if I said yes,
then you'd end up like
the rest.
lots of opportunities
just not willing to take them
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R Jul 2015
"
no point in dreaming about the past
i have quite the future ahead of me
i want to inspire people
and i can't do that by being depressed
for the rest of my life
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R Jan 2016
""
How can I miss you
when I barely even know
you?
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R Jul 2015
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I'm content with being alone...

Maybe because I know it won't be forever.
Loneliness isn't fun but
Being alone?
That's not so bad.
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R May 2013
()
Why do I want you so much but
I'm constantly hating myself for it?

I'm exhausted,
My mind keeps running
Round and round
And it never stops
To take a rest
And think of you
In a good way.
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R Jan 2016
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you held my cold hand in yours and
I knew, I knew, I knew.

*(now I don't know)
lack of circulation or just a cold, hardened heart?
probably both.
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R Aug 2015
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my muscles continue to ache
and my bones go on to break
but i am stronger than ever before
knowing my God is helping me soar.
i am in awe of you, i adore you, my love, my love, my love
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R Nov 2015
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And somehow through all of this chaos, I still think you're worth it.
Every single **** second of it.
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R Jun 2015
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and I've been talking about you like you're still the same
oh baby please let me tell you that I'm not the only one to blame
we're just two halves on this incredibly broken planet
just come home already, god ******
i have no idea what this is
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R Dec 2015
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God can change anyone and everything.
He already has.
Cause You're a Good, Good Father
R Jul 2015
and this too will end soon enough...
I just wonder when?
inhale
exhale
I'll always fall
short

we're not infinite, baby
none of us are
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R Oct 2015
0
and I've always been drawn to you, but the timing has always been wrong.






                                                                                                                   it still is.
I found this in my notes from May 2015.
I wish I could remember who it was about, ugh
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R May 2015
1
"He gives me the shakes, you know, and I want to see the world with him... I've never wanted that before."*
Oh boy, do I understand.
He makes me quiver with just his smile, and I've only just started becoming hopeful for my future again. No, not because of him. But, maybe the thought of him in my future makes things just slightly bearable. I have such a bright one, after all. Why shouldn't I be hopefully for the road ahead of me?
i want to know him and the way the summer sun shines on his skin
I'm just rambling and I'm absolutely exhausted, but insomnia calls and i answer, sadly.
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R Oct 2015
1
I've quite mastered the art of unrequited love, can't you tell?
More from my drafts
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R Jan 2016
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“Pay attention to your enemies, for they are the first to discover your mistakes.”
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