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  Dec 2014 Rana Ayman
Jalila Chehab
I think I'm better six feet under,
Lay me to rest and let everyone wonder,

What happened they will enquire,
A soul,that's buried deep down an empire,

Has no one tried to save her at all?
They put her out of her misery as they watched her fall.

Into the deep abyss she struggled,
To watch the life get ****** out of her while she suffered,

For a breath she gasped,
With bloodshot eyes and bleeding hands she grasped,

Onto the hope of living,
But her blood wouldn't stop spilling

A girl that now lies on her back,
Full of pain and sorrow and a heart painted black,

Suffered to revive from a hard fall,
To let go of her past she couldn't at all,

She got the strength to get up and try,
And go out with the phrase "I'm fine"she will lie,

She Decided to go out and explore the world,
Yet in her own mind she's still trapped with all her thoughts curled,

She looked around and thought to herself,
Where has humanity left and the sanity of oneself?

Yet she continued down that dark path,
Only to find herself overflowing with wrath,

The rage of what the world has become,
The feeling inside of her ever so numb..

The heat surrounded her speechless tongue,
With air flowing to her burning lung,

She looked up into what seemed like a sky,
For all shades of red she saw with her naked eye,

She was now alone in what seemed to be the middle of nowhere,
She sought for a soul,but her loneliness she couldn't bare,

A girl that would die for her freedom,
Not realising that death had its own price in this kingdom,

She tried to find a way out, with a throat too gashed to yell,
That's when the devil whispered,
Welcome to hell.

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Rana Ayman Dec 2014
When it all comes to silence
And there's nothing you could do
You feel the ground trembling
Right under you
If all the angles are down
And all the demons are on the ground
But there's nothing you could do
You can't make a sound
All the promises that were broken
All the words that were not spoken
You stand there handcuffed
There's no going back now
Weak, vulnerable, destroyed, burned
Buried alive, drowning in your tears
The heat burns , inside out
Is this hell? You wounder
Yes, there's no doubt
Soaking in your misery
Last breaths to take
But make no mistake
You put it all on stake
You live with it all
You live and thrive in ache
Rana Ayman Nov 2014
Let me cry
Let me rage
Let me put it on a page
Let me down
To the ground
But you'll never take my crown
Get me torn
To the bone
But it makes me feel reborn
I stand alone on my throne
It's all I own
All I need
To succeed,  have a good deed
Let go of greed, let me be freed
I'm a mocking jay
Ready to fly away
To leave in any day
Find my own way
No more settling for being the prey
I will fight
I will conquer
I will bite
Be much stronger
Nothing to redeem
I am Queen
Rana Ayman Nov 2014
War, battles , struggles and pain
I just don't get it, what do we gain
It's like an ongoing chain
And we are what keeps together
Holding its rings and going on forever
We break, we bend ,we reach our end
But other go on replacing us
And we only turn into dust
This world is no place you can trust
It'll let you drown in your own lust
In all the times you were trying to adjust
To fit the rivals ,  show your *******
Showing that side of you, the real revelation
But thinking you'll never get the admiration
Showing what you are, the real temptation
But you never do and you never will
You choose to stand there silent and still
Cutting your own scars
You forget who you really are
You lose the war.
You break and bend, but the chain doesn't end.
Rana Ayman Nov 2014
You lied with pride
But nothing can hide
The evil boiling up inside
The fire striving to ignite
Your restless soul
Unappreciated role
Every.Single.Closed.Door
You'll burn them all
Take control
Fight your way through every war
Because it doesn't matter
who gets hurt
As long as there are no
Stains on your shirt
Nothing to remind you
That you convert
You lied
With pride
But nothing can hide
I see it all
Your honesty died.
Rana Ayman Oct 2014
Alone I am in the darkest days
The roads the streets all block my way
The beast inside fighting to thrive
To find my way in the ocean and dive
To save my soul though it chose to die
I am the lonely, I am the weak
I took the burden, fell off the peak
They keep coming one after the other
Shattering my soul, but it doesn't bother
I already lost what mattered the most
& nothing I do would get back what's lost
I choose to turn it all off
To fly away just like a dove
Nothing to lose , nothing to gain
I choose to let go of the pain...

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