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Rachel Jul 2016
From the first day I met you, my heart was set on you.
We have been friends for 5 years now and I can't imagine my life without you.
Due to unfortunate circumstances we can not ever be together.
You know our love would be tragic. As much as I have always wanted that, I know we live different lives and it just wouldn't work. I dont mind being there for you when you need me. That is what I am here for. For you my love. To help you, to listen to you, to be there for you.

I just wanted to take this moment to wish you a Happy Birthday. To remind you of how amazing and strong you are. You are perfect in every way and I am entirely grateful to have met you.
I sincerely hope you have an amazing day because you deserve every smile, every laugh, and every special memory.

You are my everything. My dream come true. Only problem for me is that I can not have you :(
You are always in my thoughts, dont ever forget that. When you feel you are alone, know that I am here for you to love you, to care for you and to charish you.
I couldnt ask for a better friend than you my love. I love you so wholeheartedly and its such an amazing feeling.

Thank you for being you. I love you.
Rachel Aug 2014
I miss you.
I miss seeing your smile. I miss smelling your scent. I miss feeling your touch. I miss hearing how much you cared. I miss you telling me about what we have.
I just,
Miss you.
All the time. Like crazy. I just want you to be near me.
Always

It's our love I don't understand. Why can't we just be happy? Where our happiness seems to be with each other. Would we be able to handle one another? Would we **** heads? Probably, but I am willing to deal with it.
Any woman would **** to wake up next to you, to see that amazing smile of yours.
To love you for you. To be able to hold you and kiss you. To rub your head and calm you when times are rough. To hug you, and squeeze you. To play with you and hear that laugh. To watch you when you get dressed and feel like the luckiest gal to have a man like you.
I want to be that lucky woman.
I want to quit dreaming of my love I would get to share with you. I want to make this love known.
I feel like I can't express how I truly feel 100%
I really want you to feel how special you are to me.
Because, I love you, and I always will.
Rachel Aug 2014
Your surprise visit caught me off guard.
It's been a long time since I have seen you in person. My heart jumped when I looked into your eyes. How beautiful they are, it amazes me. Looking at your lips, as you speak your every word to me. How could I not smile? You have me rushing with emotion, I can't tell you how much I love you.
You touch my hand, I feel your softness, I feel your power, your scent, I can still smell. Oh how I must touch you. One kiss, on the cheek, set fire to my soul. I am so in love with you.
I feel you kiss my neck, how I can't bare not to want you Beside me
                              Inside me
I am full of excitement each time I hear your voice, each time I feel your touch, your hugs, the touch of hands, brushing your hair with the tips of my fingers.
I want you to stay, but I know it will never be
Rachel Aug 2014
To have fear, what does it mean?
Fearless, no fear.
How does it make you feel?
Fearful, to have fear.
What should you do?
Scared, to be scared of someone
              to be scared of something
which is worse?
I fear, fear, the most...
Rachel Aug 2014
Randomly loving you is so hard to do.
Missing your beautiful smile, the way I feel when you make me laugh. Oh our memories! So full of laughter and love.
I remember when my feelings grew and I finally told you, that I loved you.
Awkward? Kind of, but I couldn't help but tell you.
When I speak about you, it's hard to explain how I fell for that voice. Texting just isn't enough sometimes, but when we talk on the phone for 5 hours!, now that, is something I charish.
How can I not love who you are?
Head up high, you know where you want to go, you know what you want in life. You have a beautiful body, a fantastic smile, and the smooth voice that won me over.
I think of you daily, just to have you on my mind because I miss you being with me.

Throw me in a time machine, let's see if we could've worked out
Rachel Jul 2014
Seven years later, and it still aches.
When I say your name I smile. When I tell a story about you I get the giggles.

You were the sweetest, most precious human in my life. You made my holidays memorable. Never in my life had I ever been treated so well.

You picked me up, we walked together, we talked, laughed, and held hands. For once I was actually Happy.

then it happened..
I broke down. I was broken.

I was the heart breaker, that never meant to destroy love. With each waking moment I charished "I Miss You"

To have that, meant something to me. To be missed. To be loved. There was so much going on that I did not know how to handle it.

I tried to fix it. I tried to renew our love.
I tried.

When you asked me "why do you keep coming out of nowhere?" I admit that I didn't know how to understand that. I took it as why do I keep coming around where I am not wanted.
But I was wanted.
I was always wanted.

Now I sit here. Dark as night. Feelings aside, and I cry over your name.
Maybe it is true that everything happens for a reason, I just wish I knew mine that started this all.

I'm sorry
Rachel Apr 2014
Sing to me
Let me feel your love
Endure me with your words
Hold me with a note

Sound over sight

Sound
Sound over sight

Loving me,
Right.
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