I am everything I hate in everyone else

You are the monster
From my childhood nightmares
Except now you lay atop my bed
Rather then under it

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You are the sun

And I am a star

Small and distant

Wishing one day I could shine as brightly as you

Did you notice it was raining?
The day that we first met
I wonder if that was god crying
Because he knew what would happen next.

Steal the
Air from
My lungs

And the
Heart beating
Loudly in
My chest

Kiss me
Like you
Missed me

And you’re
The one who
Knows me
Best

Scare me
Scar me
And hide
My thoughts
So alarming

Hide me
Cry with me
And maybe

Just maybe

Love me too

I texted you last night
Turns out I’m still blocked
I just wanted to tell you
My worlds been rocked

I had a dream we were together
Went on a perfect date
But I woke up alone
Cause your feelings were fake

I can’t text you if I need help
Cant kiss you when I’m lonely
I just wish I’d given you the chance
To really, truly know me